>tfw mommy combs your ball hair
>no friends
>dont care cause not poor
>tfw have no real good feels so have to make up stories in my head about my mother combing my pubes
>>25433243
a feel is a feel anon, even if its a delusion conceived of in the mind...
>>25433399
I know those delusional feels feels
>>25433439
tell me of them anon...
for science...
>>25433642
>tfw you think everyone is the embodiment of one single entity that is trying to communicate with you
>tfw convinced that this "other" is omniscient
>tfw think I'm being experimented on
>tfw being trained to grow psychic powers
>>25433707
>mfw we could all be apart of this omniscient other
do you by any chance have schizophrenia?
>>25433858
I don't know, maybe? What characteristics do you think one needs to have in order to be schizophrenic?
I can keep my shit together for short bursts in public for the most part
>>25433909
i am buy no means an expert but, do you have hallucinations or hear shit?
>I can keep my shit together for short bursts in public for the most part
what happens when you don't keep your shit together?
>>25434044
Nope. My sensory wires aren't crossed like that.
>what happens when you don't keep your shit together?
I try to isolate myself by any means necessary. If I can't, I start dissociating and I can't form coherent thoughts/sentences, start behaving "oddly", stuff like that.
When I'm alone I feel okay because I know the rules to my own game and I can sort my shit out, it's not the fact that I'm thinking weird things or acting weird that's the problem, it's the fact that people might see it and the danger I could incur that is. Like I'm being suffocated.
Losing my shit when I'm alone? I don't know, it doesn't really happen because I have nobody telling me that shit is being lost.
>>25434327
Well, thats good anon. but sometimes i wish i could live in a constant state of self delusion.
>When I'm alone I feel okay because I know the rules to my own game and I can sort my shit out, it's not the fact that I'm thinking weird things or acting weird that's the problem, it's the fact that people might see it and the danger I could incur that is.
iktf...
peoples judgement scares me, but for some reason being judged on a brazilian subterranean bean trading forum has no effect on me.
>>25435024
I see 4chan as thoughts just floating around in a giant bubble
I don't really see "people" very often
So whenever I'm in a conflict it's a conflict between ideas moreso than a conflict between who we are. Also there are few tangible consequences that can follow.
>>25435055
hmm, yes ideas seem much less threatening when detached from people. probably most likely how i unconsciously see it, as most of it is without consequence.
>tfw eating delicious food at Subway knowing tonight is the night you get high on adderall and play vidya intensely
highlight of the week
>>25435238
>mfw
thats sounds enjoyable anon.I would like to do this, what would be a good dosing for a neophyte?
>tfw morphing jar #2 was activated
Why couldnt it been the first morphing jar?
