I feel so guilty. I became a chad. I have it all together and I've never felt so empty. I haven't been here in so long but this is where I belong. Last night I made fun of someone for being a virgin and I feel like shit. I have become everything I used to hate. Everything from the other side is useless garbage. The pleasures become ash in your mouth. I just want to go back to playing vidya with my friends on friday night. I threw it all away because I thought the grass was greener and I can now definitively tell you it is not.
>>25425273
fuck off back to normie land chad
REEEEEEEEEEEE
after i got a gf which cured all my mental problems and i became a normie i started making jokes about robots and autists, normies have no idea they are based on my own experiences
>>25425273
Well at least you're aware of your shortcomings. Work on improving them, because you're probably a better person than you think.
>>25425273
>playing vidya with my friends
I haven't done that since my mom arranged play dates with my friends' moms in school.
>>25425430
Thanks man. I just always told myself I'd never be this and now that I am I feel like I'm always a character that I'm getting progressively more into. I just don't want to slip away and leave the stuff I love behind for poontang and being "cool". I'm getting really tired of pretending not to know the new pokemon or hiding the fact that I stay in some nights to watch anime.
>implying your friends won't have gfs and wives sooner than later
if you don't become normie then most friends will move on without you. don't go back to being a robot thinking you can be a teenager forever. it doesn't last. trust me.
>>25425485
You gotta find a balance, although you might be putting more social pressure on yourself than anyone else is. For example, I'm very open about my love of anime so now it's a joke in my friend group. I even got a bunch of them to reveal their own power levels.