Who here has the worst life? Greentext it and the glory can be yours.
GO.
It'll make no difference in a hundred years or so
>>25424399
Also, check 'em. The dubs, that is.
No takers? Really?
checked.
>Just got into medical school
>have a job with my degree
>don't pay rent
>parents help pay for school
>tonight is the first night since 12/23 that I have not spent it with a different group of friends because I was tired from the drive home from my new years party.
>Have a date tomorrow and a one night stand yesterday.
>> horrible depression and can't fucking understand why I just can't be fucking happy. Therapist says I might not ever be happy and I just need to deal with it.
>>25424594
meh i heard worse, kill yourself
I'm a neet does that count?
>>25424594
That's definitely a curveball. I've got a similar situation, but slightly more grim.
>smart
>can become noticeably good at almost anything I try in a short time
>exciting life, travel, good friends, education
>Attractive enough, make friends everywhere I go
BUT
>manic for months at a time
>schizoid, magical thinking
>have been doing insane amounts of drugs from age 14
>25 now
>struggling with needle use
>no dependence, but I'm getting more and more careless with my injection technique
>part of me is trying to kill myself
>don't know why I'm doing it
>I love life, why am I doing this to myself?
>feel like I'm going to die very soon
>worry every day that I'm going to die young and leave my friends, family, and goals behind, all of it for nothing.
>shit blood
>can barely stand
>getting fat
>mute
>hairy..
>..hair falling out(both head & body)
>NEET
>low iq
>highschool dropout
>yellow teeth
>don't shower for months
>can't even kill self because not sure if jumping from the 8th floor will do it plus no guns
>>25424765
Your life does kind of suck.
Now you got trips. I'll do your command.
>>25424765
jesus
thank god I didnt start doing LSD and coke with my friends
>>25424765
good luck buddy. Shit sucks, but try to kick the dope if you can.
>struggling with needle use
>no dependence
sounds like the beginning of addiction but not quite to admitting it yet. Today is the best time to get a handle on it.
>>25424851
This. Don't be "that" faggot. Everyone will be like, "Whatever happened to anon?"
"Oh, didn't you hear? He killed himself by overdosing."
"That's a shame." NEXT TOPIC.
>18, still a virgin
>Socially autistic, can barely hold a conversation
>Hard for me to keep friends, because I always end up ignoring them and pushing them away
>I can't make friends even online
>People realize I'm boring and unable to carry a conversation. I get quiet when I have nothing to say.
>Hate myself
>Fat. 5'8 160 pounds
>Going to college next year and I know things will get worse
>Have thoughts of dying but I never want to.
>>25424851
Yeah, I noticed that contradiction. I was dependent on heroin for a couple of months earlier this year but kicked it cold turkey right when I realized it was only going to get worse.
I'm actually pretty damn healthy aside from the drug use. I get so much intense exercise from my job(s).
But yeah, I'm addicted to intoxication in general. I don't think I could live normally without either lots of drugs or constant adventure. I get bored otherwise.
>sober for five months out of the year when I go tree planting
>>25424765
>>25424940
I'm OP, btw.
>>25424972
I really do need therapy.
>life till 14 was alright, not the best not the worst
>got an internet connection when I was 14
>dropped out of high school because I was addicted to videogames and internet in general
>stay in this delusional happy state for like 4 years
>out of touch, starting to get depressed
>literally lost all my friends
>depression became more serious
>discover anime
>feel joy again
>become a huge weabo
>waifus and shit
>2 years passed, start to feel the shame
>parents don't even try anymore, also I once openly admitted I was attracted to 2d
>depression became huge
>feel guilty about having left school
>want to fix my life at 20, zero social skills, experiences
>start to go to school again to improve my condition, this time felling all positive and shit, strong willed
and then god decided to shit on me, because I was trying to get better
>first year of high school again, I took evening classes because I was too old for regular classes
>pretty smooth, it's easy and all
>health problems start to rise
>swollen lymph node just below my armpit, suspected cancer
>oh shit
>decide to get a biopsy done to check what it was about
>no results for about 5 months, seeming like a rare disease
>hurt like hell, in the meantime my right side of the neck got swollen too
>hurt like hell x100, couldn't get up in the morning without feeling the urge to cry
>it wasn't until july 2014 they discovered it was actually a tuberculosis infection
>got prescribed like 8 pills a day to cure it, it was a live or die situation
>take them
>start to feel better about myself again, finally I can live like a normal human being, no more pain
>meet a girl I later fell in love with
>she's too respectable for me, a productive member of society, smart and cute, unversity student
>no match for her
>depression starts to kick hard again, because I know I can't have her and she noticed that I'm interested, also she was older
>trying to get over her, don't contact her anymore
>there's time for girls, life is long
cont
>>25424940
Well addiction isn't just chemical dependence. Your issue doesn't sound like drugs. It sounds like the depression and wanting to escape it.
So I would just look to counseling and once you figure out why you want to do drugs and how to deal with that, then it will become a non-issue.
>>25425031
>side effects to anti-tuberculosis drugs start to appear
>infested with acne I never had before, at 21 fucking years old
>don't even recognize me anymore when I see the mirror, disgusted with myself
>finished the therapy like 10 months ago, acne is still there even if not that severe, barely starting to fade now
and that's it, I'm waiting for the next misfortune.
And to say I was actually optimistic about my future when I went back to school, oh well.
My life was meant to be shit from the beginning, didn't it.
Thanks, god.
>>25425003
Also therapy is kind of nice in a way. Someone listens to you for an hour and actually gives a shit about how you feel and will work on it with you.
>both parents divorced
>both alcoholics
>father attacks me and never see him again after 7
>pretty much alone and feed myself on whatever is around
>become obese by the age of 9
>mother's drinking gets worse after her own mother dies
>no one to talk to and can't fit in with others
>become the quiet, fat weirdo that kids make jokes about
>can't concentrate on anything besides mother and how my fat ass can't properly fit into the desk every day
>drop out of school in 10th grade
>mother hurts herself at work
>she gets depressed, stops going to work and loses her job
>lose the house
>move to shitty area
>drug dealers living above
>mother almost dies from alcohol poisoning
>find out her liver is dying
>come home one day to find all my stuff stolen
>weighed up to 355 lbs
>move to new place
>lose my job
>mother breaks her arm drinking again
>my cat dies
>mother ends up almost dying again
I lost 117 lbs this year though, so I'm trying to at least fix the fatness finally.
My mother is probably going to die in a year or two though and I'm always going to look like a flappy fucker.
>>25425095
>>25425128
Yeah, that all sounds about right. I'd love to get therapy, but the only free option is at the hospital (canadian). I guess that'll have to do. It's getting to a point where I don't think I can do this for much longer.
>>25425402
Welp, you already know what to do. At this point you are one that needs to walk in there tomorrow for an appointment.
Nothing that some random anon says is going to do it for you.
Good luck. Just the next step of the journey.
>>25425584
Cheers anon, that's surprisingly comforting. I'm still worried that I've damaged my circulatory system beyond repair. ;__;
Life is so good and so bad at the same time, it's amazing.
>>25425133
>>25425133
That made me feel for you and I don't even know you.
>21 khv
>yuropoor
>graduated HS top of my class
>dropped out of Uni twice in the past three years
>NEET at Mum's house
>about 3k in savings
>IV dope and coke addict
>about to start stacking shelves for drug money
>do nothing but play Vicky 2 and shoot speedballs all day
I'm a solid 3/10 I think. Speedballs are a fun way to kill yourself at least desu senpai.
>father abandoned mom when she found out she was pregnant
>drank heavily as a result
>also chain smoked every day after coming home from work
>barely made enough money to afford the costs of living, so she had no savings
>family was always distant, wasn't willing to even acknowledge the situation
>she aborted me
I didn't even get a chance to have a horrible life
I'm not actually that bad, I just feel like sharing
>always the quiet kid
>kind of had friends, never got close to most of them
>got close to one friend
>homeschooled for a while, get socially isolated
>parents divorce, can't homeschool anymore
>I get dumped into public middle school where I don't know anyone
>discover 4chan
>stay up all night shitposting, hating myself, and worshiping school shooters
>become "friends" with a few fuck ups and misfits who are all bad people
>suicidal ideation grows and grows
>become completely obsessed with a girl I'd never had an actual conversation with
>8th grade, come extremely close to trying to shoot up my school
>get caught with bullets
>pretend I was just going to kill myself
>"get away" with it, to a degree
>forced into therapy
>it does nothing, therapist isn't capable of handling anything other than slight teenage angst, so I just put up with her bullshit
>someone reports me and a "friend" joking about school shootings
>get in shit with the administration, more counseling
>graduate middle school without killing myself
>discover drugs and alcohol that summer
>spend high school in a cloud of pot smoke
>slowly get over the girl I was obsessed with after she rejects me following my fucking Facebook advances on her
>also abusing painkillers, downers, whatever comes my way
>junior year my mom's boyfriend moves in and he drinks some, so I start drinking more heavily because alcohol is always around
>graduate early because fuck high school
>expect to feel good, feel absolutely empty
>go to college with high hopes
>feel alone, isolated, and empty
>drop out
>come home
>more drugs
>get a job
>it's okay, work for a while
>quit
>feel like there's nothing left worth saving in my life, and this world is fucked anyway, so I'm basically done
So here I am, an 18 year old NEET hooked on alcohol and benzodiazepines, waiting for my heroin to get here so I can feel some actual relief.
I know it's not really that bad, just saying my piece.
>>25425822
>>25425899
>>25425933
Dubs three times in a row. A-Are we still gonna make it guys?
>>25425133
good for you, respect
I have never gotten dubs before.
Ever.
>parents never married
>both had probable mild autism and other mental problems
>have 3 kids
>Dad is beta as fuck and lets mother assume parenting role. he doesn't teach me anything.
>forces me to be a vegan until I was 10 without my consent
>i'm a little bitch as a kid
>ADD as fuck in school
>parents split up when I was 8
>then raised by my anorexic and depressed single mother on borderline poverty with 3 kids
>severely emotionally neglected after that, never once at dinner with family at the table
>turn into an edgy little fuck who doesn't give a shit
>start drinking and smoking weed at 13
>don't give a fuck about high school grades and just don't do the work despite having a 130 iq
>develop social anxiety and clinical depression at 14
>discover /b/
>fail high school due to depression and not giving a fuck. smoked weed 10 times a day between 16 and 18
>22 now
>been NEET since high school, never had a job, virgin. still living in borderline poverty in a rented house with my mother and brother and collect welfare for depression
>>25425822
>>25426359
Thanks a bunch, guys.
No one has ever replied when I bother posting in these kinds of threads. It feels nice just to be acknowledged.
>>25424399
>greentext
nah
>>25426533
How did you afford that much weed?
>>25424808
If you land on you're stomach it will. Money back guaranteed
>>25425133
Sounds like you're making the best of a bad situation. Don't lose hope! You cant pick your parents but you can choose to not emulate them in your life.
>>25426017
Don't give up. Don't do the heroin man, its too hard to come back from that. You'll regret it. Try to hold onto some hope. I love you
>23
>forced to go to school for normalfag major
>live at home with bossy mom
>rejected from like 50 jobs in normalfag major
>cant drive
>cant swim
>mom wont even let me walk anywhere at night alone
>short
>black
>ugly
>pre-alcoholism
>>25424808
>not sure if jumping from the 8th floor
I'm sure there are other buildings that are taller you could gain access to. You are just making excuses and looking for attention.
>>25424808
>mute
How come you can't talk, is it a disease that causes it or do you just not like to talk?
>>25427412
I think you're gonna be okay. If you can just a find a job and maybe get out of your mom's shadow perhaps you'd be happier. Being short and ugly sucks but lots of people are, you aren't benighted alone.
> i told my mom about a rare flag i once saw on /pol/
soo...gonna nominate myself.
> be very fat
> be a virgin
> live with mum
> be poor
> think about suicide every day
> only gf i had is fucking chads every single day
> dad hate me and only talks to me because its 1 more person he can assert his control over
> dad threatens to kill my mum every time i see him
> im too weak to say anything or even stop talking to him
My life is easily worse than anyone posted here so far. And I came here to feel better.
>>25429711
post some examples pls
My life was shit but it's actually pretty cool now
>be very wealthy all my childhood, 60k car, 500k house
>father loses all of his dentist agencies
>have to sell almost everything
>stay in my private expensive school cause dad and owner are friends
>feel very poor there
>work my ass off in school because i needed scholarship for college
>get guillain barre
>don't see me getting better
>urges to kill myself
>make it our of that shit
>enter a very good college under scholarship
>Dad invests and gets new businesses
>cousin inherits a very good job position (probably multi millionaire)
>helps my family get through
>get a job, get stable
>at 23 i am very good, financially stable, getting in shape, making a lot of money, bought my first car and bought an apartment, don't do anything on weekends except for watching movies and anime and going out to eat with my family
life is weird
>>25424834
>LSD
>spoopy
>LSD
>spoopy
>LSD
>spoopy
>LSD
>spoopy
>LSD
>spoopy
>LSD
>spoopy
>>25429843
Are you jewish by any chance friendo
>>25429970
no, catholic family and i have no jewish heritage
>>25429843
so why are you here again? leave normie.
>>25426602
I'm glad I made your day just a bit better. You should post pics of your weight lot progress fampai.
>>25429985
>ugly
>speech impediment
>walk funny
>never had a girlfriend
i mean i am a normalfag but i connect with robots
