>2016
>tfw no Misaki
How was this last year guys?
Do you guys have any plans for the future?;_;
Last year was stalemate, nothing moved forwards nor backwards.
0 plans, 0 dreams
At least I have a good relationship with my family.
>>25415067
Last year was shit. Was NEET for the second year in a row. Failed to get a job, failed to make friends, failed to get a girlfriend.
Total waste of a year.
>>25415067
>plans for the future
get a job hopefully
read more
>>25415179
that was my life in 2013-2015, but this 4 months i got a dead end job because of my dad and now I'm gathering some money.
>At least I have a good relationship with my family.
>tfw they still talk shit behind my back
feels bad man ;_;
>>25415214
what about your family, didn't they threat you with kick you out?
2015 was the year i briefly had a job. i don't know if i can repeat that.
>>25415067
>tfw no misaki to watch fireworks with yesterday
Don't look at the center of this image, it'll ruin you.
Gonna commit suicide soon, that was my new years resolution. I'm done with this world
>>25415289
>tfw you will never be able to do this outside
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5Ul6C8ZxuU
i thought i was the crazier one ;_;
>>25415281
>tfw i can't get a job on my own
>>25415311
i don't call it suicide anon, take it as a positive thing
>>25415275
My family all hate me without exception. At least they haven't thrown me out yet, although that's just a matter of time.
It's not a good feeling at all to have 0 friends and live with family who hate you. I feel so fucking alone.
>How was this last year guys?
One of the worst years of my life. I stopped talking to all of my friends/ family/ people who care about me, didn't go to school, spent over half of it in my room locked up going through severe existential crises, I almost died, and my anxiety/ depression felt worse than it ever has in my life.
>Do you guys have any plans for the future?
Yes. I'm going to school, made a couple of new friends, started talking to family members/ old friends, and am seeing somebody. I think this year might be the year I fulfill my dream of finally being happy for a significant amount of time.
>>25415355
Wait, take my predicament as positive, or take my decision to kill myself as a positive thing? Eh either way il still gonna do it, the sweet release of life, it will be the happiest I'll ever be
>tfw you'll never have a deito with Misaki-chan
this autism makes me cry actually
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhEiu9LOHf8
i-i hope you're not offended fellow Misakifag
>>25415451
>0:43
TRUE AUTISM, HOLY SHIT
>>25415067
Last year went well. Moved several steps forward when it comes to my position in life. Unfortunately in terms of relationships it was a complete standstill as usual, so it doesn't feel very satisfactory.
This year I'm just going through my master's program, don't have anything else lined up. Will probably do some fitness in the summer instead of the usual internship.
>>25415067
>Plans
Nothing
>>25415179
At least you didn't have your hopes and dreams crushed. Good family relations is also a wonderful thing.
>>25415214
NEET 4 lyf
>>25415289
My apartement building has a scaffolding atm so I climbed that and watched the fireworks from the top. I was thinking >tfw no Misaki to watch fireworks with as I stood there
>>25415311
Make it your resolution to not kill yourself instead.
>>25415451
O-oh fuck.
Happy new year, anons...
>>25415067
still waiting on her to come save me
>>25415583
it won't happen lad
I have some Misaki images in my large anime pics folder
in the meantime, I'll just leave this here
>>25415389
>that's just a matter of time.
i know those feels anon ;_;
>>25415422
is friendship even real anon? i really question that myself, it just seems like you have to "forcefully" to have a relationship with someone because you "work" on the same place as them, then the so called "friends" have their lifes and don't want anything with you because after all you're the weirdo that everyone secretly hated.
That's my mindset. i wish i was different sometimes at least on that.
>>25415435
i don't want to encourage you to be an hero or anything, but would be very cynical if i told you otherwise.
>>25415569
>tfw NEET life will end soon or later
this was very uncomfortable feel, i tried to forget reality tho.
>>25415583;_;
Found one
>>25415067
SHIT
Barely scaping by college classes
Got sick a lot
On the plus side, I lost some weight, but that's only because I have to follow a diet to avoid trouble with my digestive system.
>>25415422
>almost died
Suicide attempt or an accident?
Going to school is a good idea, I think.
>>25415275
>they talk shit behind my back
I can't even imagine how bad that must be. At least you're making money now and can live on your own?
>>25415583
Another year of waiting for something to happen.
>tfw NEET life will end soon or later
It was the worst feel.
>tfw holidays end in two days
At least I managed to shut myself in for almost two weeks.
>>25415067
Ladt Year was rather comfy. Expect to get better in 2016.
>>25415890
>Barely scaping by college classes
What are you studying?
what happens here
I am going to start doing art this year, don't have anything else to do, other than cleaning and cooking for my mom.
>still no stream
mcf you eternally dissapoint
What is the best subs for NHK? I might stream in next week.
>>25416141
this is where I post a lot because I have no friends and I love misaki
I doubt anyone's interested, but I ordered https://vndb.org/v1240 a few days ago. It should be here by the end of January. I can stream it too, but I can't read Japanese so I'll try to get some kind of translation program like google goggles.
I passed my college classes this term, will be starting again soon. Still think of offline meetings every day. Misaki won't save me, no one will.
>>25416221
https://twist.moe/a/nhk-ni-youkoso
>>25416157
>cleaning and cooking for my mom
>tfw no rich mom that doesn't care if I'm NEET and is content with me tending the house
>>25416141
Post about Misaki here.
>>25416308
Nice, it comes bundled with the manga. A stream would be cool.
>>25416308
Please stream it
>>25416347
>>25416360
Ok, I'll post a link in the thread when I have it.
>>25416097
Computer Science
not in the US, btw, I lived in the US when I was 10-18 years old.
Then I went back to my home country and boy, the fun began.
>we (me and my family) hardly checked shit needed for me to go to college in my country - not even when to sign up, how a degree is validated, how long that takes, etc.
>turns out it takes a ridiculously long amount of time to validate my US high school degree and other documentation
>there was some problem with the documentation and so we had to send that shit back to the US, ask for another document, and then back to my country to do some other process with it
I was basically doing nothing for a whole year until that got fixed and I signed up to a university. Luckily the entrance classes weren't too hard and I got in, but since then, it's been tough. Safe to say that the one year where I did nothing fucked me over in the long run.
yeah I took a lot of stuff last night I'm not proud
I embarrassed myself and told everyone that I am god, it was funny at the time
They haven't worn off I think I'm sorry misaki :3
>>25416473
Thank you!
>>25416534
Oh yeah. Doing nothing for a year and then trying to get back into society is a hurdle.
>>25416598
>told everyone I am god
Yamazaki?
I will be living alone for a month for the first time in my life. This is embarrassing to ask, but is using a microwave oven to prepare those instant meals from the mall easy?
>>25416598
You're perfect for Misaki.
>>25416861
Yes. Instructions are written on the package.
Enjoy the loneliness.
why don't you just kill yourself?
.,-.,m
>>25416636
I know I know that's what he did but this time it's real I am a god >>25417038
Misaki really is perfect I love her
>>25417510
Because moetrash, videogames and good food distract me from it.
>>25417643
Can you bless me?
>>25417665
blackout it is fine
the blessings are upon you, look how I passed the captcha
I tried making online friends but it never goes well. This year I'm pretty sure I'll kill myself before christmas.
>>25417713
!
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was too low in content (0.00% content) - it tries
>>25417713
I can see the light!
>>25417725
How did you make them? The ones I have I met through videogames.
I have a great story how I found my Misaki, or should I say, how my Misaki found me
I am willing to type it out only if this thread is still alive and people are interested, its one long story
>>25417772
I've tried through videogames but most of the time they were normies. Tried making friends from 4chan but seems like everyone is to autismo to handle a single friendship
![1448694063376[1].gif](https://i.imgur.com/ZIF6OKf.gif "1448694063376[1].gif")
>>25417819
Please do tell us
>>25417919
Ah I guess one dude is enough, stay tuned, need some time to type it up
>>25417819
3D Misaki doesn't exist. But if you want to type it out: I'll keep the thread alive anyways.
>>25417832
Perhaps you need to play some obscure games that normies won't touch. I have one online friend that I know visits 4chan and it's mostly just shitposting with him.
>>25417943
what games did you meet your friends in
>>25417943
this is good advice. I play a lot of ded games and the communities are always much nicer, they're all looking to make friends.
>>25418051
Can you give any examples of dead online games?
>>25415179
>tfw no nagisa gf
>>25417943
Nah vidoe games are starting to get boring playing solo so I'll quit
>>25417919
>>25417943
Alright, let me introduce myself first
Turned 18 in september, but despite my young age, my life has been a huge spiraling shit hole, living hell, ever since little, you know the story, bullies, neglecting parents, spend day and night online. Anyway lets skip the usual robot story. My days have been rinse and repeat for 18 years, school-pc-sleep, until
She happened
End of september 2015, a girl approaches me, a girl I never actually noticed until now, saying, "I need team members for the project I'm doing, and if we succeed we get to go to Milan for free". It was an EXPO contest, but to cut the story short I'll skip that. Entire October, we spent working on that project. Me, her and a 3rd member (not really important for the story, but also a girl if it means anything). But the important part is that the 3rd member was very lazy, always leaving me and her to do the job alone. Day and night basically, for the entire month, at her house, at my house. Work work and work. She would always kind of lean on me, hug my arm, very social desu. She actually said "I love you" once in an fb chat, but I chose to ignore it cuz of my autism, despite being in love with her. We actually get a green light and get to go to Milan. WE LITERALLY share a bed, no, not just the room, bed too, (only one bed, those big ass ones). She smiles all the time, we have great fun, and I actually felt appreciated all that time, cuz its hard to fake something like that for more than a month. I genuinely felt she appreciated me. I forgot to add she's the student of our generation, best of the best. Now comes the actual Misaki part. Month passes after the contest, and she invites me over to her house to install some shit for her. Turns out she's applying for colleges and I quote "You know, I could help you with your application, I'd like if we could go to the same college overboard". Then she sent out applications all over the Europe, trying to find a scholarship for both of us.cont
>>25418000
In a closed beta of a tiny game called The Showdown Effect. It had a tiny community and everybody knew everyone and to some of the people I kept talking to.
>>25418079
She ded.
>>25415067
2015 was pretty tight, did a lot of drugs, maybe a bit too much, so I think im gonna take a little break from all that shit and find out what a normal head space feels like again.
Also for 2016 im probably just gonna start using okcupid, tinder, and craigslist until i find some chick that will fuck me or at least want to be my gf. 22 years of pretending like i dont give a shit is more than enough desu. Heres to 2k16 boys lets get laid
>>25418070
Not him, but Ragnarok.
>>25418132
She said the quote part, not me, sorry if thats unclear, I'd never actually have the balls to say that. So anyway, I'm supposed to spend the entire January with her again, working on our applications, and if it all goes well, we'll be going abroad, sharing the room again most likely, cheaper that way according to her.
Thats the story of my Misaki
I skipped the nice parts, like her always pushing on me, I'm not into romance and drama unfortunately so I can't really ask her out even if its kinda clear she likes me
But, my Misaki, out of nowhere like Sato's, appeared to save me from my possible NEETdom.
>>25418070
well I play company of heroes, and everyone wants adds on that, same with broodwar, woflenstein: enemy territory, and warcraft 3.
ded games, being ded are hard to find sadly.
>>25418132
>>25418214
Subscribed. Write more anon.
>>25418214
That entire story sounds a lot better in my head, because I know the tiny details that make it fun and I forgot to type out, so sorry if I wasted your time
>>25418132
>Won't you join the literature club?
Tfw no mental senpai to waste the days with.
>>25418138
>get laid
3D is poison
>>25418214
>>25418294
It was a nice read. Despite you finding a girl you managed to type it out in a way that didn't drive a spear through my heart. Thanks for that.
>>25415451
>tfw you've watched enough anime to understand his blubbering at the end
Is this good or bad?
>>25415067
What is life
Hey guys, how's it been?
>have dream about girl I knew for few months that I was interested in before I moved across the country
>had lots of laughs and she seemed to approach me out of nowhere during probably the worst time of my life after me and my gf split
>we passed cutesy notes and drew each other stuff since we both liked art for a few months and told each other jokes and shit
>she's not that attractive and I'm at least naive enough to think I am, but being around her was addicting and we seem to have a lot of shit in common
>I moved away right before graduation, don't use my phone or any social media so we lost contact
>99% chance I actually found her on the facebook, doesn't seem to be her primary social media as her last post was a month ago
>I've got one archaic facebook I haven't used in like 5 years
>also she's a year older than me and has two tattoos and a student job at university while I just make shitty javascript games and am working towards a beginner IT certification even though parents are pressuring me to go to shitty state college nearby that's packed to the brim
>we had a few mutual friends in real life but more so mutual mutual friends as her friends disliked me but really liked my only friend
>only friend informed me she didn't like her friends either and was awkward with everybody (but I know wasn't with me)
>now waiting for my only online friend to come online in like 7 hours to advance
i'm having a panic attack here, I moved about a year and a half ago and it'd be awkward as fuck to contact her out of nowhere from a janky social media profile.
>>25415511
We are on r9k after all
>>25418267
I guess I could add some small interesting details. She did the following
>hugging me a lot
>leaning on my arm
>saying we should get married so she can get her visa ( a joke ofc )
>calling me by my favorite nickname no one but her uses
Dunno desu, there's quite more but I forgot the tinies
>>25418345
I know its unrelated to your post, but I just want to call Sato a faggot. Watched NhK a month ago for the first time and I'm still raging
>>25418331
>how's it been
Same as always.
Bad.
What about you?
>>25418345
Abandon the 3D and ye shall find happiness.
>>25418417
Hit and miss
>Out of residence hotel
>Living with my friends
>Specifically my second or third closest friend (female) and her bf
>Even got talking to one female, but I fucked that up.
I did get a crazy stalker through facebook though.
But she was a 31 year old with a daughter, no Misaki. And I'm still an ex-chad, or rather a robot who briefly tasted Chad-dom before getting put back in his place.
I could never settle for a girl less perfect then Misaki.
>>25418537
>third closest friend (female) and her bf
That sounds so awful.
>>25418672
I generally get along with him, it's only truly shit when they are fighting or when they stay up late.
We live in a loft, and my bed is literally in a closet next to the TV with a cot in it. It's not much of an issue for me, since I'm an ex-sailor who never gets laid. I have a big desk in the living room that is my central command.
>>25418710
>ex-sailor
That sounds cool. Any interesting sailing stories?
>big desk in the living room
Isn't it annoying if other people are scurrying around?
>>25418812
It can be, but I'm in a corner by the kitchen so it's only a problem if they're cooking.
As far as sailing stories, I'm a Navy Sailor and I have a ton of sea stories. One time we blew up the ING
https://yourcruisingeditor.wordpress.com/2011/02/28/breaking-news-pirates-reportedly-hijack-danish-sailboat-with-three-children-on-board/
Well, EOD from the carrier did. We wanted to shoot it. Though we did get hella dolphin fish from it. It'd been floating adrift for a while, so the chiefs knew there'd be a ton of fish underneath it, so when we cleared it they brought fishing rods and brought it all back.
>Grilled it up midships
>Freshest damned fish I've had in my life.
>>25418893
>Watching stuff get blown up and casually fishing
Sounds awesome.
>>25418132
>>25418345
>talking to girls
Tell me how you did it lads
>>25418953
I don't even know. My first gf was even more autistic than me and I tried to ask her out casually mid conversation by saying "I've wanted to know for a long time if you wanted to go out with me?" and her response was "Where?", then she rejected me and asked me out the next week, then after 2 months of actionless flirting she became a paranoid bitch that thought I was manipulating her because her fat fuck friends told her so. This new chick just passed me a post it note we were supposed to be using to take notes with that had a drawing of hitler on it and I drew jokes on it and passed it back until we talked semi-regularly. I never engaged any of this and am clueless on how to do so.
TWITCH STREAM OUT OF NOWHERE
\misakicrazyfan>inb4 banned
>>25415067
>no misaki
>no misaki
>no misaki
>no misaki
Why is the world still here
>>25419252
I believed!
>>25415569
I had my dreams crushed. It's all i wanted to do for years. I studied for it, i trained for it. It was my biggest goal in life. My parents were so proud of me.
Then it all went to shit. My dream was fucking ruined and i let everyone down, i let myself down, my friends down, my family down. My whole family thinks i'm a failure. I will never amount to anything, i will never be successful. Now i still live with my parents, everyday feeling like shit and hopeless. Nothing will ever go right
>>25419649
I can relate. I really wanted to become a cop. So I worked out, built my body and stamina but it wasn't enough.
I tried three times.
I just gave up. Don't have any ambitions anymore.
>>25419649
>>25419864
Fuck's sake I didn't want to remember tonight.
>>25418132
>>25418214
>this will NEVER happen to me
What's the point the even continuing haha
>>25419961
It all comes tumbling down....
>>25420097
>the even continuing
Fuck me, I can't even post correctly.
>>25415067
2 years ago I met a girl I was really into at university, we spoke regularly and I was like her only friend during her time there (she never really went in), she was amazingly beautiful and I felt like I could talk to her so easily without letting my anxiety get in the way. I still am and felt like I was in love with her, just wanted to ask her out but honestly felt like she was way to good for me.
Failed a university module this year meaning I have to retake it this year, she's left university and moved half way across the country. I haven't spoken to her in around 4-5 months, not at least knowing how she felt is probably one of my biggest regrets, hopefully 2016 is a bit better than last year.
>>25415289
>Don't look at the center of this image....
>>25420294
Can't wait to fail all my university modules.
>>25420948
Eh you most likely wont, I passed all but 1 and I only really fucked that up as I had never studied the module before. Just put a little effort in like I failed to do and you'll be alright.
>>25421050
I tried putting effort into things in the past. It didn't really pay off.
That being said I already got kicked out of a group to work on a mandatory project for a module so...
bump for Misaki
/misakicrazyfan
>m-maybe one day someone will save me
Keep dreaming, nerds
>>25421265
That sucks, group work usually is either pretty fun or just really annoying to deal with. I've had my fair share of issues with group members before, what did you do to get kicked out of a group?
I'm pretty similar though I've never really shined at anything and have been fairly average with no effort usually involved. I'm not even worried about university as a whole, just what I'll do after. Good luck at uni any ways anon hopefully you'll get more out of it than I currently have done.
>>25421891
please be my gf misakicrazyfan
>>25422561
> what did you do to get kicked out of a group?
We, or I, failed to meet up to work on the project. I messaged them several times but most of the time they replied way too late. I don't have facebook or a smartphone so they had to write emails which seemed to be some archaic way of coomunication to them.
>Good luck at uni any ways
Thank you. I doubt I'll have a good time, though. I just enrolled to keep my family off my back.
>>25422674
anon i'm not a girl
>>25416861
>those instant meals from the mall
??
If I were you I'd probably just subsist on Soylent, but I'm not sure how expensive that is compared to whatever instant meals you're talking about. Gotta be easier, though, and definitely healthier.
I'm the Anon from last week who gave my kid cousins the karaoke player.
Today, there was a family birthday party for my kid cousin, she turned 8.
I had a good time. I sang karaoke and talked to my relatives.
Happy New Year anons!
here you go anon 1
>>25422981
Happy new year. I remember you.
>>25422674
>>25422836
>tfw no misakicrazyfan gf
>>25422836
not the same anon but I would make sweet love to you even though you are a guy
>>25420104
>tfw no misaki to start human instrumentality project with
end it all, please
>>25423416
You're not thinking about anything lewd, are you?
muted for 2secs etc etc
>>25415214
Basically this guy except I had to move overseas with my parents and leave all my friends behind. I hate most things about this place and I think about death way too much. I just want to go back home. My parents still seem to think there's hope for me so I'm going to give the university meme a shot. I don't want to be a failure anymore but two years of being a NEET doesn't just go away without a fight. Anyone here make it out?
>>25423805
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnVEtvcx82g&list=PLzHO0aO8w-HI2oIb1ay3fpZI9gjak1-x1&index=2
These threads are the highlight of my fridays. Thanks for continuing to make these weekly. See you all next week.
>>25425289
thanks anon ;_;
misaki is love, misaki is life
>browsing 4chan
>on a Friday night
>when I have a pile of schoolwork to do
What has it come to? Where did my fucking motivation go? When did I lose sight of my goals?
thanks everyone, it was a comfy stream as usual, it started late i knew i couldn't end the full marathon with chat and all the stuff, so maybe next time. i can't go to sleep at 8 am or so otherwise there will be shit in my house, so it's better that way, understand it now Homurun? ;_; i'm not weak for misaki, d-don't trigger me ;_;
thanks everyone
>>25425570
>should have probably used the holidays to study
>Did almost nothing
Whateeeever.
>>25426177
Stay strong.
please keep posting ;_;
>>25416221
if you're gonna stream next week tell me anon, we can't have 2 streams ;_;
>>25417819
>I found my Misaki
s-sure anon
>>25418132
>project
>go to Milan for free
dropped here, she wants that stallion chad
>"I love you" once in an fb chat
thats nothing nowadays specially at young age
>colleges
oh boy i can feel it go downhill from here
>>25418214
i'm sorry anon but when there's "career pursues" in the goal, there's no "us", you are you, she is she. Don't get your hopes to high. i hope i'm wrong in the future
I'll search forever for the love of Misaki....
>>25418345
i'm not sure how to answer all this greentext. the whole situation seems confusing. maybe it's because it's 6.30 am here ;_;
>>25418537
>crazy stalker through facebook
>31 year old with a daughter
>daughter
zizyphus she's so far from misaki char
>>25419239
>first gf
>autistic
i'm confused. again.
>>25419289
;_;
>>25419435
PogChamp:^)
>>25419649
>I studied for it, i trained for it.
explain yourself anon pls
>>25415515
hope for someone in the same status as you, also before 30, otherwise it will be very very tough.
>>25415777
post them anon pls ;_;
>>25416141
w-what's wrong?
>>25416185
i did a late one, but i still did it, sorry anon ;_;
>>25417510
n-no bully ;_;
>>25419864
>built my body and stamina but it wasn't enough.
get full zyzz and you're good to go.
but now seriously why do you wanted to be a cop?
>>25420104
:_;that pic
>>25420294
>university
in the end money is all that matters anon, i know it's undeniable important issue considering nobody lives from air like normies say, but still there's too much obsession about the materialistic and career/status shit in this world. Don't regret it, if she didn't gave a shit about it, why would you?
>>25420307
>you'll never hold hands with Misaki
g-guys pls ;_;
>>25422034
kek ruski fellow misakifag
>>25422981
>I sang karaoke
>tfw i could never ever sing karaoke in front of anyone
actually i don't sing, not even in the shower. i used to sing coldplay when i was in high school tho, that song "Clocks" kek
>>25426439
one day, one day.
alright guys i'm off to bed, if you guys can please bump the thread.
Bye everyone ;_;
>>25426855
>but now seriously why do you wanted to be a cop?
I felt like if I manage to become one I had achieved something worthy. I could be of actual use to society and have my worthless existence validated.
>go full zyzz
I'm too weak.
Anyone lurking?
>>25426575
I told her no three separate times. And she still didn't get the message.
I'm desperate, but I'm not that desperate.
>m-chat-w no grill is like Misaki grill.
>>25426999
Well, I'm still here.
I think I'm going to hit the sack too, though.
>>25427223
Sayonara, BOA-kun.
My your dreams be less shit then your days.
>>25427247
Thank you. I wonder what nightmares will haunt me tonight.
Good night and see you next week, hopefully.
>>25426855
this image mad me cri a litl
