>tfw you fell for the tranny meme
>be faggy 18 year old
>convinced I was trans since I was 13 or so
>finally come out to family/friends
>all incredibly supportive
>on hormones within months
>everyone is so nice to me
>family/friends are giving me a ton of attention
>feel great
>1 year later go to college
>people tell me I'm cute
>it sounds so forced
>constantly get called brave
>people hang around me and are nice to me to show off how great and progressive they are
>know I'll never actually be a girl
>just an ugly freak in a dress
>afraid to talk about this because no one will ever let me live it down if it was "just a phase"
>or they'll tell me I'm just being depressed and I'm a beautiful(brave) girl
>no idea how to get out of this nightmare that I created for myself
>failing all my classes
>can't think about anything but suicide
>I was too weak to kill myself earlier and decided to go full retard in a desperate bid to delay the inevitable
Yep, typical.
You could always jump off a bridge.
>>25404361
The sooner you face it the better.
Go to your dr and / or therapist and tell them how you feel and that you want to stop.
>>25404391
I probably will, I don't really see another way out of this mess, I'm in way over my head.
>>25404412
I can tell a therapist just fine(who will probably blame this all on stress/depression), but what the fuck am I supposed to tell my family after the money they've spent and the support they've given me? I just want to die.
>>25404461
post a pic of your face or at least half your face. You can't be that ugly and maybe you'll get better looking over time.
Detransition, OP.
It's not too late, unless you had your penis cut off.
There is still hope!
>>25404491
I'm not hideous, but I don't pass either. I can look like a girl in pictures with makeup/lighting, but if you see me in person I clearly don't, I look like some girlboy freak thing.
>>25404502
I want to, but I don't know how I'm supposed to do that. I'll definitely lose most of my friends and my family would never take me seriously again, there's also not really any undoing the effect hormones have had on my body at this point. I'm probably just going to end it.
>>25404361
this is what is happening when people support delusional behaviour becuase it is political correct tbqh
sorry that you feel fpr the liberal meme OP
>>25404556
that's funny, I bet about half of trannies are just depressed fags that wanted attention. that's probably why they have a high suicide rate.
>>25404556
>I want to, but I don't know how I'm supposed to do that.
Stop taking HRT, for one thing. Then start exploring your identity as a man. It's not so bad being a man, you know.
I struggled with gender dysphoria for years.
>I'll definitely lose most of my friends
If they won't support you through this they weren't really good friends anyway
>and my family would never take me seriously again
This is your life, not your family's life. And maybe you're mistaken. Maybe they'd be okay with it.
>there's also not really any undoing the effect hormones have had on my body at this point.
You can work with what you have. You still have your penis, right?
>I'm probably just going to end it.
Don't do it, man.
>>25404361
OP if you kill yourself, take a few trannies out with you to try and keep others from falling in the trap. The tranny meme is a sickness on our society.
Keep going and then become the toy of some rich man.
it's easy, anon.
now that you're a girl, just become a lesbian. be the butch type.
then you can be a girl to your family while wearing guy's clothing and date girls. they'll be none the wiser and will never suspect that you're secretly considering yourself a male.
Just be a femboy
This whole trans acceptance thing has become a huge joke, someone comes out as trans and instead of helping them mentally, they just grin and say "do it faggot" and think they're being good progressive people.
>around 14-15 years old
>have TG fetish
>unsure if it's a sign that I want to permanently be a girl in real life or it's just simply a fetish
>extremely tempted to go through transition
>find 4chan
>convince myself to not do it after a while and realize it's just a fetish
I thank myself every day for not being a fucking idiot. If it wasn't for you guys I probably would have cut off my own dick by now and be on the brink of suicide.
>>25404361
If all else fails you can always slut out on /soc/
>>25404691
>>unsure if it's a sign that I want to permanently be a girl in real life or it's just simply a fetish
So how much ritalin did mommy and daddy have you on?
Stop taking the poison pills at least... that's a start.
>>25404712
>medication
My medication was animorphs senpai. I'm glad it changed from animals to girls.
>>25404603
That's basically what I was, a gay nerd no one cared about, and as soon as I came out I started getting showered with attention/praise. Not to mention that the trans "community" is so welcoming to any newcomer and if you are remotely questioning your gender identity then you will be told you're trans and that you need to transistion.
I know, it's pretty funny, but not when it's your life, I fucked up so fucking hard.
>>25404658
I like guys.
>>25404608
I still don't want to alienate myself from everyone I know, if I was going to do that I might as well just kill myself. You can't just take back something like this, I'll never fucking live it down if I do.
>>25404643
>>25404671
The trans community is a fucking cancer, if I started posting this sort of thing on any forum or website that's a part of it I would be shunned or told that I'm only having these thoughts because I'm depressed and have "internalized transphobia"
>someone comes out as trans and instead of helping them mentally, they just grin and say "do it faggot" and think they're being good progressive people.
Fucking exactly, it was so easy to get a therapist who "supports" me and get on pills, I even sort of felt like it was wrong when I was doing it but everyone was pushing me into it.
>>25404361
>afraid to talk about this because no one will ever let me live it down if it was "just a phase"
You're just trying to find yourself OP. Fuck people who don't get that. Don't keep doing something that doesn't make you happy just because of what other people might think.
I'm kind of like you OP.
I started at 21, but I don't really go out much. I spend about 90% of my time alone, and when I'm not alone, its usually because I am at class or with my family. My family is supportive, but I haven't really told anyone outside of them and three of my friends. I don't expect anything extra. I walk around wearing androgynous clothes, people if they do see me, tell me I am cute, and I have no problem getting casual sex if I want it. I've posted pictures before in some different places and all of them told me I would end up passing after a few years on hormones. My shoulders are already pretty small and I'm only like 5'10. My voice maybe could just a little more work because right now I sound like a boy in high school or something.
The only thing about my current situation is my facial hair that I don' really have the money to get removed with laser, but its not even that big of a deal for me to be honest.
I'm almost infinitely happier with who I am living basically isolated aside from my family I see once a month or so, three friends, and some internet friends. I get some people talking shit about me on the internet that I don't even really know but the upset feeling goes away when I realize that there are people in real life I'm close with who don't care and like me, and they are the only ones who matter.
Sounds like you were really depressed, not because of your gender, but just in general, and were just attempting to make it make sense to you.
>tfw i've been on hormones for 6 years and i couldn't be happier
i'm thankful i didn't end up like op
>>25404744
Take some more hormones, then become a camwhore. You'll make easy money.
>>25404744
>or told that I'm only having these thoughts because I'm depressed and have "internalized transphobia"
>know I'll never actually be a girl
>just an ugly freak in a dress
I don't wanna be one of the fags that's pushing you in one direction or the other, but this does actually sound like internalized transphobia. But maybe just stop the hormone treatment for now and try to figure it out, you don't even have to let anyone know that you're questioning.
>>25404796
>>25404779
Aww shit, here we go.
Someone let that fag flag fly.
>>25404744
>I still don't want to alienate myself from everyone I know, if I was going to do that I might as well just kill myself. You can't just take back something like this, I'll never fucking live it down if I do.
People have lived down bigger things than this.
You haven't cut off your penis. There is still hope.
>>25404759
>>25404834
I think it stops being finding yourself when you've been on hormones/living as a girl for over a year.
How do you even explain that to your parents? Yeah mom and dad, thanks for supporting me, paying for therapy, my hormones, clothes, adjusting to a new name/new pronouns but it was all just a phase lol.
>You haven't cut off your penis. There is still hope.
It's pretty much broken, never gets hard unless I like really work it up, hard to cum, and I think I'm sterile by this point.
>>25404814
I might just do that and be a neet for a couple years before I kill myself, that or try to find a guy who will take care of me, I think I threw away any chance of having a decent life.
Kill self
You must finish the transfaggot meme
>>25404361
dude, your family loves you, and they'll probably love you through whatever idiotic shit you've done to yourself. no matter what you choose, you've got a whole life ahead of you. dont fall for the suicide meme, it's not that dank senpai
>>25404865
Did you ever actually have gender dysphoria?
I've had a cross dressing fetish since I was a teenager, never going to transition because I know its retarded and just a fetish.
Just stop your hormones and see a therapist OP, one that won't give you the bullshit.
I wouldn't kill yourself though, just do no fap, don't take hormones, and find a non-retarded therapist.
>>25404823
As someone who was really close to making OP's mistake, I don't think it is really transphobic to realise you'll never be a real XX woman and proud owner of a uterus and ovaries. It's just a fact of life. Luckily I realised this before I'd taken it to far; I'm just a fag that likes to wear women's clothing and act like a girl now.
>>25404890
I feel like they love me more than they used to, they basically never cared much about me up until I told them, but now they're constantly talking/posting about their TRANS DAUGHTER and what great caring progressive parents they are for supporting their TRANS DAUGHTER.
>>25404918
Yeah, I did, and still do, but I will never be a girl, no matter how many pills I take.
>>25404865
>It's pretty much broken, never gets hard unless I like really work it up, hard to cum, and I think I'm sterile by this point.
It can probably recover to a large extent.
>>25404361
suicide sounds like a pretty good solution to your problem, want a guide?
>>25404918
>actually have gender dysphoria
No, he clearly didn't. That's why he was prescribed hormones. Having a mental condition isn't as easily determined as whether you have a virus or infection.
>>25404997
I'm not unhappy that I look like a girl, I'm unhappy that I don't and never will and people treat me like I'm some sort of saint or something when I'm actually just a confused loser.
I feel really bad for your plight OP, but you know the drill.
Tits or GTFO
>>25404361
There a whole board dedicated to being a subhuman degenerate, you can fuck off.
>>25404834
yeah, look at randy. he used to be a niggerguy then he became lorde
>>25404962
lol you're become their accessory
This is why transsexualism will never be on the same level of homosexuality.
Only one of them necessitates drug regimens at an earlyish age that can/will have lasting impact on the development of a healthy body. And it's not like you can ever conclusively prove that it's treatment that you actually *need* for the sake of your health. It's ridiculous.
>>25404997
Doctors give out scripts for practically anything if you know what to say. How naive are you?
>>25404361
Here's your guide OP.
1. Get a cord that's strong enough to support your weight, and long enough to wrap around your neck and have at least 4 feet left. If you're a fat fuck and it can't support your weight, try using multiple cords.
2. Tie around neck, and then tie around doorknob. If you live in a multiple story building, tie it around the stair rail.
3. Die.
A friend of mine used this method before and succeeded, so it's not bullshit. I hope you find peace OP even though I fucking hate trannies.
Pass this on friends, there is a way out of this hell. I'll be doing it tonight, hope you all find peace. Happy new year.
>>25405100
That's what I'm saying. There's no test for gender dysphoria. You just have to take someone's word. So, asking if someone "actually" has it is pointless.
>>25405112
Not OP but peace out botbud. May your final moments be ones of peace and clarity. glhf
>>25404361
just tell the truth. you haven't done anything wrong. tell whoever you want to tell.
>>25405112
You can also do it with a belt
It's very easy. Just make sure you cut off the carotid artery and you'll turn off a second or two. You'll die while you're unconscious so it will be painless.
>>25404962
>but I will never be a girl, no matter how many pills I take.
I mean, you'll never have a fully functioning female reproductive system, but that happens to cis women as well. It doesn't mean you'll never be able to present as and live as a girl though.
>>25405136
Oh, it's not pointless. You'll find a lot of people on 4chan who will link you articles on brain scans and shit claiming it's definitive evidence.
Now you get it. You're just a social capital cow that normies will milk until it's no longer fashionable. Good work.
If you do kill yourself, which sounds like your best option, leave a suicide not explaining the whole situation and try to get it publicized so more people can understand how 'transitioning'
can actually play out in the long run. Hopefully some will learn from your example.
>>25405193
>but that happens to cis women as well.
Literally happens less often to normal women than tranny mental illness happens to men.
>>25405211
Nah, he'll just be called an evil selfish idiot trying to capitalize on the suffering of the poor trannies. You can't win with these people.
just move interstate and drop contact with all your friends and family. Wear male clothes, cut your hair and run 1g of test and some masteron every week for a year.
Its not too late to have a normal life. Your family will understand.
Try become a qt or destransition. if people give you a hard time about it then they're faggots not worth being around anyway
>>25405193
Gender is experiential. There's nothing authentic about crossdressing and being encouraged to roleplay as a woman by people that pity you.
See, this is why I prefer niggers.
They just kill their trannies.
>>25405211
You know, I kind of like this idea. I might not be able to fix my life, but at least I can stop some people from making the same mistake I did. Do you have any ideas for what kind of of stuff I should say in it.
just stop the heromones and try your best to reserve the damage done...without telling anyone
People who care about you will secretly be very relieved if you stop
>>25405265
Go look up listings for a tranny escorts. Please let me know what race the first one you find is.it's a nigger
>>25405309
100% this. You'd be doing them a favor OP.
>>25405335
It's just a nigger that hasn't been killed yet.
>>25405265
Most minorities kill their trannies. It's you white people that like supporting and promoting it.
>>25405341
See
>>people hang around me and are nice to me to show off how great and progressive they are
and
>>25404962
>>25405309
Holy shit that is some dark truth right there
>>25404361
So, you got danned in, eh? I'm sorry you feel that way. would it be safe to stop the trans process with the hormones?
Unrelated, but which do you prefer, Seagrams, or Jack Daniels?
>>25405258
You're not fully transitioned yet though. It would get experiential once you're there. Until then, if you don't like "crossdressing", then just don't. You could present as a man socially and still take hormones until you feel comfortable enough with how it's going to make that social switch. You don't have to give a shit about the encouragement pushing you one way of the other.
>>25405363
>you white people
Pfft, don't look at me.
I might not be murdering them since it's not worth going to jail over, but I sure as hell don't support or promote it.
>>25405374
There's nothing dark about it. They are relieved because they care. If you're a tranny then you're broken. I don't care how good of a hugbox you can find, you're still broken.
>>25404744
>I even sort of felt like it was wrong when I was doing it but everyone was pushing me into it.
Stop blaming others, faggot. You did it all by yourself.
>>25405367
then they don't truly care about you they only care about making themselves look good
you don't owe anyone shit, don't fuck up your life for them
I don't know why faggots come here and think it should be any different when women come here.
Lets see your tits, put on a girly outfit and show us. Thanks!
You are a fucking retard if you don't retransition. You're 18 now and already want to kill yourself realizing the reality of tranny life.
You do know what you're going to look like when you're 30 right? then 40? then 50? Pic very fucking related.
You're either gonna kill yourself or you're gonna have to live through a few years of hilarious shame of realizing tranny shit is a meme.
Do you really want to fucking die. Act like a fucking man before it really is too late you fucking idiot.
>>25405376
not op but seagram's is 100% better, way more reasonably priced and way more smooth
>>25405397
This is how it happens anon.
Weak-willed individuals fall into peer-pressure and end up fucking up their lives.
I sincerely hope OP doesn't kill himself, but he needs to seriously rethink his decisions.
>>25405383
I don't know whats worse, anon. Helping the problem prosper or standing there watching it prosper.
There's a reason transfags kill themselves at like 50 times the rate of literally any other group. Looks like you've found it. You going to kill yourself like the others or live it out and just be miserable for the rest of your (statistically short as fuck) life?
>>25405379
I'm not him. And no, two seconds of "call me Caitlyn" does not qualify as experience. Gender is experienced from childhood onward.
If you haven't had your dick cut off you are still full male. No fucks given. Start detransitioning now you pussy bitch.
If you had your dick cut off you are screwed, but should still live as a man anyway imo.
Face reality. You realize it was delusions yet you still won't break free and live the truth?
tldr: do it fagget.
>>25405413
This, OP. Even if if it's too late for you to go back to on the hormones or whaetever, at least tell your friends and family that it was a fucking retarded meme that you fell for, so we at least have less retarded libcucks who support this PC bullshit
>if I ever told my dad that I like I was a woman, he would have told me to "knock that shit off, boy"
>feel bad, but keep growing as a person
>get past all that teenage shit of needing to find an identity, finding my place in the world etc
>grow up happy and well rounded
>my dad's a regressive shitlord who needs to realize that its 2016
>single moms who eagerly get their 8 year old diagnosed as trans and parade them around until their statistically inevitable suicides are the progressive ones
You better listen to these anons, OP. You either try to get your life and gender back on track or kill yourself. Because I doubt you want to look in the mirror as you grow older and see you body deform before you.
>>25405454
Who said anything about watching it?
I've already gone out and convinced people that being a tranny is a horrible choice.
It's harder when you'rea femanonbecause a lot of women are pretty stupid about this kind of shit.
Life as a skinny androgynous person is not a bad one actually
If you still want to work into submissive kinks, you can. You're "cute" attractive to a lot of people. It's still easy to find work since you aren't fat and look like you can take care of yourself.
>>25405414
Agree with you there, anon.
>>25405476
Most kids are shit nowadays because their parents are lazy pussy. You don't just pop out a kid and expect it to grow up by itself. They need guidance. I good role model or else they'll consume whatever toxic media is shown to them.
>>25404744
Why not just be a femme gay, you faggot?
You must die from AIDS if you want to go to gay Val Halla.
This is so simple. What could be a big life changing experience that could set you straight and change your mind? Maybe you do mushrooms, maybe you were throuthrough childhood sexual trauma or it could be you just went to a church service. The details don't matter so much, just act like it was a huge revelation, a paradigm shift, and suddenly everything made sense. Your breasts are probably here and can only shrink a bit, surgery is only $5k though. Everything else will dissappear after a couple months on test and tren. As long as you still have a penis you can make this work.
I did the whole confused girl thing too. A couple years into University I got my head on right and it was all good. I fell for the toxic misandry that is so rampant today. I bet 90%+ trannies are tranny for the same reason. In the past you get a job, a car, and a gf and you're a man. What a 'man' is today is a lot harder and more confusing now, and this could easily be mistaken for wanting to be the little girl.
Don't give up, op. I wouldn't expect people to understand how fucked up men have it. That runs contrary to the sjw narrative. Part of being a man is being secure in your decision and exercising the right to act on further information, even if it means a complete reversal of a previous position. Men are action, and the ultimate force of good. Only a woman would continue down a path she knows is wrong just to prove a point or save the trouble of turning around.
You could even blame roosh and his "neomasculinity" shit if you really need a scapegoat.
>>25405507
True. Most women usually support those kind of things since they're both thrown in the "second class" category.
>>25405483
>>25405467
>>25405463
>>25405413
I would, but I don't really know how, I think I'd rather just kill myself or keep living this nightmare than deal with the shame.
I think I made my bed and now I have to lie in it.
>>25404361
What's your skype senpai? I can give you advice. You're feeling miserable right now and that's why you created this thread, that's normal, I'm roughly the same amount of time on hrt and not being 110% passable and an 8/10 qt grill is obviously discouraging, but be realistic.
I'm getting my shit together, you can too.
Being a passable qt isn't as simple as taking pills for most.
Since you transitioned at 18 like me (slightly inaccurate, I started 3 months before my 18th birthday), you should be fine with minor facial surgery, you likely only have one features that's fucking you over which won't cost much to fix.
Incase you don't post your skype, you can email me at arbitrarydegeneracy@gmail
I can even help you train your voice so you sound like a qt grill instead of a faggot falsetto like most trannies.
>>25405552
Only an idiot thinks women are second class citizens in any first world country.
>>25405476
>shitlord
How to out yourself as a redditor - the post.
>>25405554
>>25405554
1.go interstate
2.take male hormones
3.ignore families hone calls
you fucked up but whats worse killing yourself or taking a voluntary exodus from your family
>>25404361
>can't think about anything but suicide
Do it, let yours be a cautionary tale to let others thinking about transitioning know that they should seek actual psychological treatment and not hormones or (god forbid) surgery. Also be sure to leave a suicide note to let you family and "friends" know that it was their fault for enabling you instead of giving you the harsh truth that you really needed.
>>25405565
>op realizes he got memed and doesn't want to live the life of a degenerate freak
>Here let me support you in being a degenerate freak =)
You're exactly the type of person he is complaining about.
>>25404712
60mg/day amphetamine for me. I had similar feelings growing up, is this a thing commonly reported in those subjected to retard pills?
>>25404361
>tranny wants to kill himself
is anyone actually surprised? Thats how literally every tranny ends up.
Im so sorry you never had a father figure to beat the shit out of you for being a faggot
If you are 18 it might not be too late to transition back
>>25405548
In this society. Being a man is seen as being big, tough, rugged, hairy, and angry. Leaking with pure testosterone. When they see they are the complete opposite of what is advertised they just go the "girl" route. A man to me however is someone who is their own master at the heart of things.
>>25405613
Please don't feed the tranny freaks
>>25405565
>OP is tired of people going all pity-party on him and pretending that he's a girl
>"I can help you be almost just like a real girl!"
Part of the problem.
It's one thing to push an agenda, but trying to do so when it could lead to the death of another?
Fucking deplorable.
>>25405613
Not him but not really. OP said his two choices were sticking with it or suicide. If it's the first option, good advice on how to follow through with being adegenerate memeisn't bad.
>>25405633
>I had similar feelings growing up, is this a thing commonly reported in those subjected to retard pills?
It's pretty well-documented that putting your child on extremely powerful drugs that alter their brain's chemical makeup or suppress certain functions of their brain can have adverse effects, yes.
Your parents have already failed you as parents by putting you on ANY kind of medication because they didn't feel like being fucking parents and raising you properly.
>>25405554
There is no shame in admitting you made a mistake. We all do that. What's stopping is that you think you have wasted everyone time.
Post your face, OP.
Can't be any worse than pic related.
>>25404361
start dating another trans that's actually cuter than you and then start transition back
>>25404691
god I love pugs
>>25405639
a man is a man when he decides he is
when you need someone to tell you how to be a man you arent one
a man makes his own choices
Uh OP, you do realize you can undo the hormone effects, right?
>>25405565
Would you fucking shut up? Unlike you, OP has seen the error of his ways and wishes to stop. All you are going to do is send him down a darker path.
>>25405095
>implying I don't do steroids, meth, and poppers in this nonstop drug fueled faggot orgy I call life
>>25405715
Faggotry loves company
>>25405633
>>25405670
Op here, I took concerta for a few years, but I think I wanted to be a tranny before that.
>>25405565
No thanks.
>>25405685
This was a pretty massive mistake, like one of the biggest mistakes someone could possibly make. I don't really think I can live it down if I admit it.
>>25405554
OP, replace those kike pills with heroin right now.
stop transitioning or whatever the fuck and let the drug postpone your suicide.
it could also enable your suicide and is a pretty nice way to go.
I'm being brutally honest here. If I had to make the decision between my kid being gay and being trans I'd choose gay in a heartbeat. Yes, it's still degeneracy but trans stuff is on fucking dark and deeper end of the spectrum.
>>25405265
Black people are the biggest faggots around. Have you never wondered what the expression downlow means, what sagging pants mean, or why aids is 10000x more prevalent among niggers than people? They only kill their trannies by giving them aids.
>>25405768
>2016
>homosexuality is "still degenerate"
smhtbh my 2016 fambotz.
>>25405794
it is, it's sex for pleasure and not procreation.
absolute degeneracy
>>25405746
It's either admit to your errors or suicide. Because no matter how you try to put it; I can't see you living with yourself continuing this transition. You'd just end up leading yourself to deep shame and death. You'd see yourself slowly changing out of your form.
>>25405685
thats not just a mistake, anon. Thats "I completely ruined my life" thing. Things like that cannot be fixed. You might revert some damage but the deed is done. He would have to live with regret his whole life
>>25405703
He said he started hormones around 18. Depending on how old he is now, his bones could be fused already and done growing. Some effects can't be reversed. I haven't studied the biology of trannies, so I'm not 100% if the sterility is reversible.
>>25405792
Nigger faggots are good because that means even less of them will breed.
Nigger trannies also means less breeding, but dead nigger trannies means less trannies.
>>25405746
>This was a pretty massive mistake, like one of the biggest mistakes someone could possibly make. I don't really think I can live it down if I admit it.
It was a learning process. That is what life is about. You learned something and you should take the opportunity to share that with others.
This whole trans thing is getting a lot of press, and there are people out there willing to hear the perspective of someone who has been through all of it.
What I'm saying is, capitalize on it.
An easy target would be some conservative leaning news outlet or something. They would be eager to hear your story. Or maybe write for a blog yourself.
What do you think?
>>25405810
who cares? I got my cajones fried by radioactive shit and I live a better life than any trap
>>25405746
I just wanna talk.
You don't have to follow my advice.
You can be fine and live a happy life, most trannies are incredibly mentally ill pieces of shit, who transition at an irreparably late age, or simply do nothing but take pills and expect to be an anime girl one day or something.
The reason their life sucks is because it's more complex than just taking your prescribed pills for most of us, and it takes effort to fix what they don't.
If you genuinely suffer from Harry Benjamin's syndrome, (gender dysphoria is too easy to be diagnosed with, most people could easily get mistakenly diagnosed with it easily with modern SJW influenced shit), stopping HRT will only result in regret and suicide.
There is no cure for this shit but killing yourself.
There is no treatment more effective than HRT.
You can take anti-psychotics and try to be normal, even rely on other drugs in an attempt to tolerate being your birth gender, but your brain will always fuck you over and it'll still be there.
It's one lie or the other friend.
Become a mediocre aproximation of a girl, a freak if you don't put in effort, or try to be normal and live in a zombified state, at odds with your brain.
>>25405832
>take anti-psychotics
this person is some kind of shill, anti-psychotics will fuck your shit up worse than anything.
disregard everything he says.
>>25405825
I guess it's up to him if he cares. I'm just saying, not everything about hormones is reversible. Gender or rather sex isn't as fluid in humans as progressive liberals would like to believe.
>>25405814
He's gotta watch out for the liberal media though. They are known to turn on the people they support when start going against their agenda. Like when a black person calls them out they just go ahead and call them a House Nigger.
>>25405454
You must be pretty retarded if you can't tell whether it's worse to do something or not do something. It's to be expected from a hood rat though. In all the millenia they never once wrote a single book on philosophy or created a society beyond a loosely connected tribe of mud huts.
>>25405802
sex for either is absolute degeneracyunless we get some minor eugenics involved in the mix imo
>>25405845
senpai, I was trying to portray anti psychotics as a shittier idea, maybe that was poorly worded?
I just want to help OP.
>>25405832
>You can take anti-psychotics
Stopped reading there.
>>25405746
>like one of the biggest mistakes someone could possibly make
you didn't kill anyone and you have 50+ years to make good on your shit
you fucked up pretty hard but not that hard
>>25405849
>still believing the "only mud huts" meme
>>25405859
>minor eugenics
fuck that, all the way or nothing.
>>25405832
>There is no treatment more effective than HRT.
Anon, jesus christ.
Just stop, you're only making things worse.
>>25404361
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8839957
OP you stupid fucking faggot
>>25405552
I thought it was more because they wanted to see someone suffer. They are women and therefore sadistic psychopaths after all.
>>25405864
help him by muddling his brain up more?
you're also saying HRT is a good treatment. kill yourself fag
>>25404361
If you're going to kill yourself might as well post a pic.
A lot of people here have a thing for faggy boys and trannies and will be honest in our ratings.
>>25404361
that sucks friend not sure if like you want advice or not or whatever but like, you cant let yourself lead a fake miserable life because its awkward to do what you need to do to fix it. honestly yeah people will talk and judge and stuff but like its your life and its either ruin it now (and it kind of sounds like it cant get much worse) or ruin it forever, and you can like move cities and stuff
>>25405903
I blame /b/'s userbase for that.
>tfw 2016
>tfw men and women are relatively free to be who they want to be in terms of clothing, demeanor, lifestyle choices, personal tastes and preferences
>tfw not having the body type / genitalia of a gender doesn't preclude you from being that gender
>tfwTHIS KILLS THE GENDER
>TFWIF MEN AND WOMEN ARE EQUAL THEN STRIVING TO BE A GENDER YOU INHERENTLY PHYSICALLY AREN'T IS SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE
>TFWDONT BE A SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE
seriously it's 2016 fambots how is this a discussion still seriously on the table, literally jeff foxworthy fifth grader tier chain of logic here smhfam
>>25405893
What's wrong with HRT?
Are you saying changing your dominant sex hormone to estrogen (which you already naturally produce some of), is worse than fucking your shit up with non-biologically occurring medication with numerous side effects?
The real effect of gender dysphoria is having issues with your physical characteristics, the meme is thinking you need to live as a girl while actually being a feminized male that looks androgynous at best.
That's only for people that pass.
>>25405887
Why isn't this prescribed more often? I bet it's got something to do with the Jews.
>>25404361
You should just kill yourself, degenerate.
>>25404361
Do you pass at all? If not you should probably commit seppuku, senpai.
>>25405910
I wanna fug cute people and I don't let spooks stop me.
traps for Trump!
>>25405639
A man is more whatever is most useful to the person defining manhood. Single mom? A REAL man would step up to the plate on the table. Office fauna position seeking woman? A REAL man would discriminate and hire office fauna position seeking women preferentially. Manly man who thinks being manly is cool? A real man is leaking testosterone and likes the same thing I do. An effete bow tie wearing pinky out craft beer sipping lumber sexual? A man is someone it a flannel shirt eating bacon and wearing masculinity as a commodity/accessory.
A man is many things, often times contradicting, and as if that wasn't bad enough, expressly and openly identifying as a man is the fastest way to alienate yourself and have the entirety of society rush up to yell at you about no true Scotsman bullshit.
>>25405847
Well, yeah. He could alienate a lot of people he was once friends with.
But fuck em.
They can hurl all the insults they like. If they are going to act like, then they deserve to be called out.
OP, this is bigger than you. Share your story.
>>25405832
>stopping HRT will only result in regret and suicide.
>There is no cure for this shit but killing yourself.
Fuck you fuck you fuck you. Fucking kill yourself, I cannot express in words how much I hate you and how much I hate these fucking lines. I didn't WANT to kill myself. I was unhappy with my life and my body, but not enough to kill myself, but shit like this pushed me over the edge. Everyone telling me that I need to do this shit ASAP and that if I don't I'll regret it and kill myself. Well I did, and I am, but I still hate my fucking body, and I hate my life more than I ever have. Things weren't great for me back then, but at least they were normal, at least I was fucking normal. I had normal friends who actually cared about me, I had normal hobbies, I had a normal family, and a normal life. Now I'm a fucking freak, now I'm an object of pity, now I'm a social outcast who will never be able to live a decent life or find a partner who isn't just a closeted gay or has a fetish because I fell for this fucking bullshit. Fuck off and kill yourself and take your fucking poison with you before you ruin someone else's life.
>>25405875
My bad, some used literal shit for their huts, and a handful were advanced enough to build stick huts. And I guess it's unfair to judge a race by the books they wrote when they never even invented paper or a writing system. I'm sure you can understand why I would think this coming from a superior culture. Everything is viewed through the lens of ethnicity, and it's easy to misjudge something as being bad just because it is inferior. They did try I guess, and that's what really matters.
>tfw occasionally jack it to trannies and otherwise have no horse in this race
feels pretty good to be on the other side of the coin
>>25405986
I'll admit it's possible I'm wrong.
OP, I just want to help.
Maybe I'm doing a shit job.
Maybe I'm wrong in being happier than I ever was before starting HRT.
It's a hard thing to diagnose properly, and because of sjws it's been getting easier and easier.
Maybe you were misdiagnosed because of this.
Maybe I'm just happier because I was never normal, and all of my 'normal' friends were secretly assholes to me and bullied me regularly, and abandoned me anyway.
I was a 5'1" ugly manlet, now I'm androgynous and at least somewhat attractive, so people like me more, I pass to people mostly because I put a huge amount of effort in training my voice, which is very passable.
Although it's hard to find relationships and friends, I find it much easier than before.
I'm sorry that I find it hard to understand OP.
I've lived a different life to you, and my situation has only improved since starting HRT. I guess I'm one of the lucky ones.
Still, I do want to be your friend, and I'm sorry I've said the same misleading shit you've heard for a long time.
you never transitioned in the first place. you were a guy, you then took medications as a guy, some people started misgendering you, but you are, were and always will be a male
it's really not a big deal. you never were a woman, you never became a women. this whole time including right now, you were a male
think of it more like a 'makeover'. such as how some kids changed to the 'scene' look for a few years and then changed their style/grew out of it.
all you have to do is realize you never transitioned genders, you were and are a male, all that changed is your 'fashion' eg hair clothes etc
just like scene kids starting becoming more normal, or the goth kids did the same, dressing normally. that's all that you will do.
stop taking the pills they are seriously fucking your body.if you're so embarrased just lie. say you're still trans but want to present as male again because it's easier or some lie like that. say you found being female just made your dysphoria worse and you think you want to try another coping strategy while presenting as male eg therapy
there's plenty of ways out of this other than suicide
seriously, if you want to present how you were before you started pills and changed your 'look' (remembering that you always will be and were male you never actually changed gender), then to explain it to others without shame come at it from a dysphoria angle. people don't understand that and think it's medical so they will accept. say you 'became' female as a coping strategy to deal with your dysphoria but it isn't working out for you because your dysphoria is still there/has gotten worse. think of this thing like somebody who is depressed trying a bunch of different pills but they didn't work. they could a) suicide or b) try a different path. there's no need for them to be concerned that they weren't 'really' depressed or it was a phase or some shit
this was an attempt to address your dysphoria. it failed/isn't working, so you're tryig something else
>>25404361
say you realize it was a mistake and admitting that is even braver than what you did before
tell them they can't say shit because they never did either
>>25406061
I think the difference between OP and you is that OP had some legitimate mental issues, while you were just some weak-willed manlet who was upset that life wasn't as easy as he wanted it to be as a man, so you figured life would be easier as a tranny.
Honestly, it's kind of funny to watch, it's like when whites think life would be easier if they were black.
>>25405986
Stop hrt then begin hrt again. Hormones are complicated shit, it's like a wireless version of your nervous system. Sterility isn't a problem anymore. And estrogen really doesn't alter the body much in the first place.
You made the choice you thought was righnright. It didn't work out. Now you have another choice. Be girl and eat whoremoans, be eunuch/neutrois and just take spiro or nothing, or be a man and start blasting and cruising, 300mg testosterone undecanoate a week forever, 400mg tren enanthate a week for 12 weeks on then 16 weeks off.
Everyone is miserable and living a shitty life, no one has ever been happy since Eve fucked everything up in Eden. Some are better at hiding it from others, some at hiding it from themselves. We're all making this shit up as we go. All we can do is do things or not. If you can't decide let a coin flip do it. None of this matters much anyway. We'll still be just as miserable, the only difference is the type of misery it is.
>>25406131
>Everyone is miserable and living a shitty life
Ahh yes, the words of your typical mentally ill, self-hating robot/tranny.
Give this entire website a read bro
http://transgenderreality.com/
It lays out exactly, precisely what happened to you. Don't kill yourself, people make mistakes and you're worth more alive, infinitely more than dead - to those that love and support you.
You were never a woman. You never transitioned. You took some medications to help your dysphoria, and they didn't work. That's it.
>>25406102
It's true though, black people never want for anything, and life is better as a 5'1qt with a soft little boiclit than as aa 5'1 manlet. Short girls is such a turn on I'd be more than happy with it. It's easy to please a man. Dress up cute, pleasure his penis, and maybe make him something to eat. 10/10 woman instantly, the fact she's 7" shorter than the average woman only makes her even better than a real girl. What's wrong with taking the best route to happiness? I'm 6'2, white, and intelligent. I can get further as a man so I live that way. You bet your dick is my ass I'd be living as a girl if I were below 5'10 though. Halo effect makes life good for a small handful of men, otherwise life as a woman is better in every way.
>>25406088
I think that might work without alienating myself from everyone. I'll just complain about discrimination and say it's all too hard and start presenting as a boy again.
I think I'll stay on hormones though, I like the way my body looks now slightly more than I used to so I might as well. I'm kind of okay with being a femboy, I'd much rather be a girl, but that's not actually an option, it's boy or tranny and between those two it isn't even close.
>>25406199
>It's true though, black people never want for anything
Literally stopped reading there.
You are legitimately delusional and it's no wonder you decided to give up and switch roles because you were a lesser male.
I think the sad part is thinking about what you'll do when you get old and no longer pass.
>>25406102
I still was diagnosed with gender dysphoria in the end senpai, maybe it was a misdiagnosis, but I can only speak for myself in saying my life has only improved.
I never wanted to be a man.
I guess I'm the opposite of OP, but we share the tranny shit.
So the opposite happened for me.
>>25406131
This anon is right, think of sex hormones, or lacking them as advantages vs disadvantages, and choose whichever you'd prefer.
Stop associating it with identity, just physical characteristics.
Identity is entirely secondary, simply let that be whatever would be more normal.
So if you did ever 100% pass for example, identifying as a woman would be fine.
I never really brought up tranny shit to everyone, and I dress to suit my body (androgynously), and avoid drawing attention to myself and people tend to treat me as normal, I get called a dyke sometimes but that's about it.
I've gotten myself into this tranny shit, but maybe I'll just change my name to something androgynous to avoid awkwardness and live as a feminine dude if I don't become 100% sure on my decision of facial feminization surgery.
I prefer estrogen as a sex hormone in effects, both mental and physical, so I'll stick with it regardless.
Just keep in mind that there are only men and women, you can pick one, don't ever be a snowflake.
If you're androgynous you can have the liberty of choosing either, but don't ever pick up on a snowflake identity.
>>25406061
You may be fucked, but don't sabotage vulnerable people because it vindicates your dumb decisions.
>>25405986
fucking exactly
read this dude, the 'inevitability of suicide' is a literal cult recruiting tactic. it's used to persuade others to join, to feel the 'pressure' of their bodies getting worse or 'ruined' through the natural process of puberty.
>http://transgenderreality.com/tag/suicide/
especially read the "when suicide is presented as the logical alternative"
this is cultlike behaviour. it's using extortion on one's parents through threats of suicide it's putting no, literally drilling inevitable suicide into the minds of impressionable young kids IF YOU DON'T TAKE THESE MEDS
>>25406200
It seems like that would be the best way to go about it. Save face with everyone and make yourself a whole lot happier.
You don't have to stop taking them straight away if you don't want to.
It's going to work alright, just do what you need to, to be happier;
>>25406222
It wasn't my intention, but you're right, it was stupid.
>>25406147
Whatever helps you sleep at night. I'm a straight cishet white normal male with he his him and sometimes they(when with my pals) pronouns. You know damn well life sucks ass for everyone and happiness is an even bigger meme than brave beautiful trannies. That's my entire fucking point of the post. Self-delusion is all we've got. You're doing it yourself along with me and everyone else who hasn't pulled the trigger or tied the noose yet.
>>25406219
>I never wanted to be a man.
So when you were a kid you wanted to be a tranny?
Or did you want to be a girl?
Because I want to be a billionaire, but we don't always get what we want.
Sometimes you get dealt a shit hand in life, and you either learn how to make lemons out of lemonade, or you completely fuck yourself over.
>>25404361
Lel this is literally what I think every tranny feels inside.
Want to ruin your life? Become a tranny.
You're either gay, straight or bi. You can't become a women.
>>25406219
Can you post tits already pls
>>25406244
>You know damn well life sucks ass for everyone and happiness is an even bigger meme than brave beautiful trannies.
Ahh yes
>Le enlightened nihilist
I tip my hat to you sir, you're so enlightened and above those darn normies.
They don't even know that life is pointless, what a bunch of losers!
>>25406216
You should have kept reading, nigger. The post clearly says he identifies and lives as a male.
>>25406265
>You should have kept reading, nigger.
Why would I read anything after such obviously retarded drivel?
>>25404361
>falling for the trans meme
the joke is that no one actually likes trannies
>>25406200
>I'd much rather be a girl
what does this actually mean to you? what does it mean to 'be' a girl?
I hear trans say things like "I never wanted to be a man", and all I read is "I don't want to have xyz stereotype gender role''
trans seem to have this idea that men must be x, women must be y. and so they think, well I don't want to be x I want to y things, but I am male?! so they think in order to do female gender sterotype things, I must be female, because it's simply not possible to do it as a male. it's like at no point do they understand that they can do whatever they like.
you can literally do what you want as a male. you can be as fem as you like. you don't have to fit the stereotype or be the gender role.
>tfw not trans
underrated feel for sure
>>25406263
Do you really think normies don't want to be happy? Le atheism hat is for atheism by the way, nihilism is something else, and I prefer epicurean thought to nihilism, which is just Buddhism for white people. That's some cool projecting you got there though. I never said life is pointless, I said nothing really matters, it is what you try to make of it. Put down the memes for one second, put on your thinking cap(and fucking think damnit, don't tip or any such bullshit), and quit being so fucking retarded and contrarian.
>>25406305
We get a lot of the retarded trannies here on /r9k/.
I mean shit, I'm not all there mentally, but even I, a socially awkward fucktard that was molested as a kid, am not as delusional, idiotic, or downright insane as trannies.
Seeing trannies honestly makes me feel normal, and I say this as someone who still has nightmares and pisses the bed.
>>25406296
not OP, but I just won't want male secondary sexual characteristics, and want female secondary sexual characteristics
I stopped more male characteristics from developing and started female ones.
It's as simple as that.
Gender roles shit is a meme, if anyone wants to be a tranny because of that they're stupid.
>>25406276
Why are you even on a message board if reading is so difficult for you? Shouldn't you be twerking to bet or ebt or whatever it is you niggers like to do?
I genuinely fear for the feeble-minded who get caught up in people's bullshit cultlike thinking.
It bothers me that people are so naive about human nature.
>http://transgenderreality.com/tag/suicide/
holy shit
>>25406323
>I never said life is pointless, I said nothing really matters
Right, nihilism.
You are a nihilist.
You are literally a meme and yet you can't accept it.
>>25406340
>Why are you even on a message board if reading is so difficult for you?
Sorry family, I don't read shit written by obvious retards.
I think the funny part is that you're kind of proving my point for me.
>>25406336
>not OP, but I just won't want male secondary sexual characteristics, and want female secondary sexual characteristics
but it's deeper than that isn't it. why do you want female characteristics? you want to feel attractive? sexy? get attention from men? have 'legitimate' sex with a man?
there must be a reason you want tits/ass
>>25406355
Oh, you mean nihilism as in what you thought nihilism was as an edgy 14 year old. OK now I see where you're coming from silly me thought you meant actual nihilism. We're good now.
Go have fun enjoying life and not enjoying life because you want to but because enjoyed by you life it is. What does that make you though? Determinist? Indeterminist? Hedonist? Zoroasstralian? Everything is memes. You can't escape it. Even not being a meme is a meme. Such is life in the current year.
>>25406368
I just want to like my body senpai.
I don't want to feel like it's the complete opposite of what I want.
It just feels right I guess, feeling attractive to people is a benefit, it helps my self esteem a bit, but I could also just have been a faggot and had faggots appreciate my manlet twink ass or something if I'd wanted to.
So it's not that.
I'm not into men desu, I thought I was for a while.
I thought wanting to be feminine meant I was a fag when I was in high school, confused teenage logic.
>>25406405
>Everything is memes. You can't escape it. Even not being a meme is a meme.
Now you're getting it.
You're on your way my child.
>>25406421
this guy LE GETS IT
ops future
>>25406363
You could have just said you don't read shit and that let's us know everything we needed to know about you. Of course the retard would think they're smart and it's just everyone else who is the retards.
no joke op, just trust me on this
find a way to get a hold of some testosterone, pump yourself full of that shit (but not too much of course)
while you are high on test, go to the gym and start making big gains
this will reverse a good portion of the damage but maybe not all of it, and don't go too far with the gains or you'll look like a freak
go read the /fit/ sticky and start lifting senpai
>>25406459
I should probably take my own advice and stop reading your posts, arguing with retards is like pissing in the ocean.
>>25406438
I know this is bait, but:
trannies aging shittily is a meme
men who've aged as men for many years, then taken hormones which do nothing at their age of 40+ are why this meme exists.
Most earlier transitioning trannies only started this generation, older trannies are literally delusional men with a fetish, as opposed to people who have the mental disorder, or they'd have killed themselves by this point.
Trannies age as real women do if they're on HRT, maybe slightly better, they just generally have less aesthetic bone structure and although will age more slowly due to consistent hormones and no menopause, will likely look shittier than real women of the same age due to this.
>>25406471
I don't know. I actually enjoy outing you as a retard. It's like a big joke me and everyone else is in on except you. I prefer peeing in the pool to ocean peeing though. Fuck sharks.
>can't think about anything but suicide
Happy 2016!
>>25404361
>roiding is frowned upon but exogenous estrogen is heroism
What a society we live ini still roid tho
>>25406496
>Trannies age as real women do if they're on HRT, maybe slightly better
My fucking sides.
Also, has anyone noticed that literally everything trannies talk about has some link to suicide or killing themselves?
>IF I DON'T GET THIS HRT I WILL DIE, LIFE WON'T BE WORTH LIVING
How can people look at these people and not think that they're headcases on par with schizos?
OP SHOW US YOUR ASS
NEW YEARS ASS!
>>25404608
>your friends and family should support you even tho you wasted their money and branded yourself as an unstable freak
Kill yourself
>>25406533
but anon, find a picture of an older tranny that doesn't look like a fairly average female of that age (like the ugly one in pic), and tell me what age they came out as trans, older trannies are often attention whores and this will be easy.
Now go find one of the few trannies that started HRT early, are old and are still living, they'll look like fairly normal women of their age, google Wendy Carlos for example.
This is what happens when white guys watch too much anime.
Anime should be reserved for non-whites only, at least less trannies result from this and we mainly just get into the lolis.
>>25406575
>Wendy Carlos
Looks like an ugly old faggot in a wig.
Is that supposed to be your example?
Maybe that's normal for white women since your women all have manjaws, but even nowadays that's not the case.
Seriously though, that thing looks like a man in a wig.
>>25406610
anon, older women tend to be fucking ugly, she was born in 1939.
this is what I get for responding to bait desu.
>>25406637
>she
he
So if you're going to be ugly anyways, what's the point?
That guy was pretty ugly even when he was a young tranny.
Not like you can have kids.
>tfw 20
>suffering from severe depression
>think this is due to me being le ebin woman in le ebin man's body
>over the course of a couple of years, my therapist talks some sense into me
>hate him in the beginning
>realize he actually saved me from disfiguring myself and leading an even unhappier life
>thanks, therapist-sama
>>25406696
>tfw family found me a specialized gender therapist instead of getting me actual help from a realtalk therapist-sama
>>25404361
You ARE brave and stunning
Buckle up buckaroo
Is your butthole qt? Pls post if so. Even that one weird tranny guy into chastity belts on here gets lots of attention. It doesn't take much. Good white traps are hard to cum by. It's usually Asians who transition, and not even the good kind but southeastern ones.
im sorry op. my best friend believes hes trans and it breaks my heart when all his friends support such a deadly delusion.
once you figure yourself out you should try speaking out and share you experience
Find Christ OP. You can still be saved if you give your life to Jesus.
>>25406755
So sorry, anon. It took me a long time to realize this whole transgender thing is basically a cult. Don't agree with them? Die, cis scum!
Your therapist disagrees with you? That fucking gatekeeper, how dares he question your female essence!
Feel remorse about transitioning? Well your fault for not thinking this through, you obviously weren't a real transsexual.
good, you're waking up from your delusional state. be glad this is happening now and not after you've cut off your dick or legally changed your name or something
>>25404361
Don't go on /rk9/.
If you want serious responses, we both know you should post this on /LGBT/
>>25404361
>>25404361
This is more common than you think.
Not kidding. They don't like people to talk about it because they think it damages "the movement".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7B8Q6D4a6TM
>>25408184
>posting a video of this hypocritical misandrist cunt
fuck off to Tumblr
>>25404556
If you 'come out' as normal, your family will perceive you as an idiot.
And since you _are_ an idiot, they will finally have the correct perception. Currently, their perception of you is skewed.
And coming out as 'idiot' is probably a lot easier than coming out as 'trans/gay/freak-of-the-week/whatever', as _most_ teenagers are idiots. And most adults remember being teenage idiots.
>>25408141
>implying /lgbt/doesn't hate trannies second only to /pol/
I don't know why they even tack the t on the end. They're the most hostile group towards trannies I know, and I drive a pickup and go mudding.
>>25404823
>But maybe just stop the hormone treatment for now and try to figure it out, you don't even have to let anyone know that you're questioning.
>>25404361
Sucks to suck senpai.
Biology is unconquorable. For what its worth you can go back and just be considered a nancy boy.
>>25404823
>But maybe just stop the hormone treatment for now and try to figure it out, you don't even have to let anyone know that you're questioning.
Seconded. A male-from-birth brain that is currently being assaulted with a regime of female hormones is NOT going to be making good decisions.
>>25404361
tfw im kayopolice. but no, you're not. but at least you tried m8. at least you tried. #respect
>>25408385
I was born a boy, but I identify as a man. I started putting things in my ass and sure enough I gained weight, 30+lbs my first cycle. Genetics can go fuck a rake, I do what I want. Ronnie Coleman mode here I come. Muscle beats smelly skelly any day.
>>25404461
Your family will care more about your wellbeing than the money they spent. That's why they spent it in the first place - because they love you.
This is your doing /r9k/
You've fucked over some kids life
I hope you're happy
>why haven't you transitioned yet?
Memes ruin lives.
>>25404962
Your parents are scum. If you suicide at least make sure to take them with you.
>>25408517
We aren't wrong though, women are so shit at everything men are even better at being women than women. We're advanced sojinists, but that doesn't make it false. And I fucking love memes. It crashed a baneplane, beta uprised at some normies, and will make America great again once Trump is elected. Memes are love, memes are life.
>>25408431
There you go m8 now thats the spirit.
>>25404361
That's why I never understood the whole trans thing, I mean, I get it that you're not happy with conforming to the masculine gender stereotypes, but why try to conform to the opposed stereotypes knowing you will never be anything else than a chimera ? Try creating your own masculinity, accept your body while embracing your feminine side.
>>25404779
>I have no problem getting casual sex if I want it
further proof, if any were needed, that trannies cannot be robots.
You're at a point where people around you are more concerned with hiding you from harm than helping you deal with harm. Those people are useless. People that think kindness is lying and decieving are sorely mistaken. Kindness is honesty. Those around you aren't kind people. They're cowards and strangers. They don't care about your well-being. They only care about what you represent to them. It fulfills their ego seeing you. Don't fall for their ego. Don't be a victim to other people. Sort your shit straight. You're not even 20. It's far from too late. Once you come out of this, you'll realize how pathetic people around you are and how you even allowed them to make you miserable.
>>25408888
nice quads
good advice too
>>25408888
wow even in a dump like this sensible people still exist. Well said, man
>>25404823
>nature is transphobic
Sounds like internalised retardation anon.
>>25404962
Maybe you could tell them you feel gender fluid or use a SJW bullshit word like that so that they still get the warm and fuzzy feeling of being supportive and progressive parents. Sounds like they love you, if you're already considering suicide, try changing your situation and see what happens, if shit worsens then you can still end it, but shit, give it at least a try.
>>25405193
Yeah but cis females don't have an inside out dick passing as a vagina, you can't simply decide to change your entire body, no matter how hard you want it, see the point ?
You got what you deserved for hopping on the feminist gravy train, as a man, like a total moron.
Or you didn't, and are even dumber for wanting to be a spoiled baby.
>>25406610
I laughed really hard at this for some reason, thank you.
>>25405746
>This was a pretty massive mistake, like one of the biggest mistakes someone could possibly make. I don't really think I can live it down if I admit it.
Gee, you can get over it, at least you didn't try to conquer Europe, killed millions of Jews and tried to create a perfect race until you got fucked over by the two most powerful countries in the world. THIS is an hero-tier mistake.
Just tell them you're really just a FtM trans stuck in a males body. A meta-tranny, imagine the bravery. If they dont believe you call the Meta-transphobic
>>25405507
Yeah well it's a lot harder as a unicorn because even though mythical creatures and femanons both don't exist unicorns don't even have hands.
>>25405528
This pretty much desu senpai. Sad but true.
>>25405825
Wtf more to this story?
>>25405909
>Yeah, like, you know, like, whatevs, but like, I mean, like...
Please kill yourself Stacey
