>2016
>I'm still depressed for literally no reason
What are keeping you sane, /r9k/?
apparently nothing helps.
I've had a new revelation.
I don't enjoy anything I do anyways, so I might as well embrace the pain and submit myself to the torture of being productive and constantly improving myself.
I've been trying to deny myself all forms of pleasure and embrace depression while objectively improving my life for later. I hope it doesn't lead to masochism.
>>25399234
The naive hope that ill win the lottery/all normies die/i die
the dream of moving to a remote cabin in Alaska and becoming entirely self-reliant.
The idea that there's still hope.
I have a small but present chance at getting what I desire most, so I'm not giving up yet.
>>25399234
>1 hour into 2016
>depression relapse
>mfw
