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2016-01-01 04:08:58 Post No. 25398388
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2016-01-01 04:08:58
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Anyone here /dealingwithdeath/?
All the new years festivity has hit me with the realisation that it's been almost 3 years since my Mother passed away.
When it first happened, my first reaction was shock. I didn't really feel anything, no sadness, no anger, nothing. I was actually scared that I didn't love her as much as I thought I did, which would've been surprising because she was like a best friend to me, and she was the world to me.
After the funeral, my take was to just "suck it up, and trudge on". It worked to an extent, after a coupe of weeks, everyone would look at me and say "yeah I'm sure he's alright now". I've never bothered to speak to anyone about it, and none of my family members have attempted to speak to me about it so it's like everyone just left it at that.
Thing is, I'm now 25 now and while it's not as if I break down into tears at the mere thought of it, there are days where I feel like absolute shit, where I think back to all the times I pissed her off and wish I didn't. To anyone who has had to go through this, does this feeling eventually go away over time? would it help to talk to someone about it (even a shrink)?
I just feel as if I dealt with it all in the wrong way.
