What's keeping you from killing yourself right now, /r9k/?
I'm not saying you SHOULD be killing yourselves. I'm legitimately asking you to tell me your reasons for living.
My dream is to become a filmmaker. If I end up in a desk job by the time I'm 35, I'll probably end my life.
>>25387467
Because I have no reasons to kill myself yet, pretty simple senpai.
>>25387467
Killing yourself because you didn't succeed is like surrendering then saying "gg no re" you weak faggot
>>25387507
I don't really see myself bothering to try anymore if I haven't done shit before I'm middle aged.
Its motivation for me, really.
>>25387467
There will be good anime in 2016.
>>25387485
Shut up, newfag.
>>25387775
>Shut up, newfag.
topkek, retard
>>25387467
I'm going to turn my life around first, so people actually give a shit about me and I have success and an impact on the world. That way my death will actually effect others.
Yes, spite is the sole reason I'm alive right now.
>>25387919
That's pretty much the reason I wanna make films.
If I can have someone see something I make and be affected or inspired or whatever, I'll be happy.
>>25387467
there's more stockphotos of this guy? lmfao
>>25388285
Dude you have no idea. There are like 400
There are even ones of him wearing a balaclava and "hacking". I had a folder of all of his pictures on a harddrive somewhere.
I probably will eventually. I chased making money thinking it would make me happy. I made over $100k this year and $14k in December, way more than I need and I'm feeling worse than ever. Just a matter of time probably.
Because other than tfw no gf I don't have any real problems. Can you even consider no gf to be a real problem?
>>25388341
>>25388285
I think this is him
I'm 26 and will hold on until I'm 30 on the basis that if a pro-white happening occurs in europe I'll still be young enough to fight. If not, it's a noose for me.
i wish to become kung fu master and prove myself in mortal combat.
>>25388383
How'd you make your money?
I really need a source of income, but the idea of a typical wageslave job makes me want to vomit through my eyes.
>>25387467
My mom and or grandma.
>>25388496
Affiliate marketing online. I rank websites and put advertisements on the basically. Don't have a boss and barely have to make any hours anymore because as long as they're ranked they bring in money passively.
i actually was really drunk a couple of days ago and texted a girl.
We had a good conversation even though it ended off a bit abruptly.
I wanna actually put effort into making her my gf since i have a slim chance but if i fail im anheroing
The hope that things will get better. That one day I will be happy.
It's all been shit for the last ten years with no sign of it getting better, however. Chances are, it will be shit for at least another ten years.
>>25388605
That literally sounds like the perfect job.
How hard was it to start getting into it?
>>25387467
my family would be sad :(
and im a coward
>>25388714
It took a long time. Had to do a lot of reading and teaching myself what works and what doesn't. Also don't mean to brag but I'm pretty smart. I don't think everyone is able to do it.
But it doesn't really matter. I still feel like shit.
>>25388818
Well anon, if it's any consolation, you helped give me something to look into. So, you potentially made someone else's life better. Which is probably the highest ideal anyone can really strive for in the big picture.
>>25388869
Thanks man. I hope it works out for you. Don't be afraid to break the rules by the way. You can't win if you follow the rules.
something something survive instinct something
>So much porn I haven't seen
>New porn stars enter the industry every day
>So many games I haven't tried
>New technology I'd never be able to use
>So many burger joints I've never been to
These things matter to me
I don't have any reason to live, so yes I'm going to kill myself. Why shouldn't I?
I don't want to make my family sad
>>25390879
i really dont think they'd be too sad famalam
