Who here has just completely /givenuponlife/?
>was a depressed neet for a good 9 months
>finally just said fuck it, packed my shit and bought a greyhound ticket to a random city
>live in the woods outside of town
>ride my bike into town to panhandle, spend the money on liquor and weed
>browse 4chan wherever i can get internet
>in the evenings I read and make a dinner on my makeshift stove
>no money
>no friends
>actually don't even care anymore
It's a liberating feeling, being able to be a scummy loser without parents breathing down your neck.
>>25381369
sounds cool. at least you're doing something.
where do you live though, in a tent?
>>25381369
Hop a freight train anon you'll meet other hobos
>>25381369
>9 months depression
Yeah, try 2 years.
>>25381369
I don't even go to the gym anymore
I wouldn't want people to look at me and see more than a failure
>>25382424
try 9
I'm just here until I'm too old to die with more honor than an exit bag, in some sort of happening.
>>25382452
try 11
>>25381369
What sort of living arrangement? If this is in US unless it's south florida it would be too cold for sleeping without some sort of fire and shelter... I just slept out with my mummy sleeping bag and a tarp the other night and nearly got frostbite and it wasn't even freezing.
>>25382477
try 15
>>25382477
Try mah dubs
>>25381369
I gave up on life but it may or may not get better. I riding it out because its the only one i get
I have come to the realization that higher education and a high paying job is something that will never bring me any joy in life.
All i need to be content is a scummy low paying job, a small appartment with my little brother, and the few really close friends that i have.
I know its going to break my mothers heart when she finds out this is the sort of life i wish to lead but i dont care. If she cant except the person i become that is just because she can't comprehend the fact that someone can be happy without material wealth and success.
I think now that i can persue this lifestyle without worrying about living the life my parents want me to lead, i can finally find myself. Im going to save a little bit of money and use it to see the country and the world, get out of this city which i have spent a whole 1/3rd of my life in.
2016 is going to be a good year guys.