Ive dated about 7 girls since I was 17.
2 years ago, I started dating a below average, largely overweight girl for a year. (Not trying to be mean here, all my exes were prettier than her by far).
I fell in love with her.
She kept telling me that she thought she'd never find someone that would love her. She had only ever been in one relationship before.

She broke up with me.
Broke my goddamn heart.
This was about a year ago, and I still think about her. We just got along so well, I was going to marry this woman if things went well.
Why do I still miss her and think about her? Im even dating a beautiful woman right now, but none of the girls Ive dated have come close to how close and right it felt with her.

She fucking broke me, man.