>grew up in super normie family
>dad Chad star football player in HS & college, mom Stacy cheerleader
>two have sex all the time, flirt with each other, go on dates
>older brother was super athletic
>dad tried to get me into sports
>couldn't throw, couldn't catch, couldn't run
>gave up on me, ignored me
>mom always having book clubs and wine tasting with her milf friends over
>I was always at home in my teens, had boners for a few of them
>mom caught me one time beating off when they were over, things always weird between us after that
>total loser in HS, KHV
>in college now, no sports, no gf, no activities
>home for winter break, older brother is here, parents fawn over him
>me, in my room, alone
>occasionally come out to eat
>they stop talking and just stare
>hear talking resume when I go back to my room
>know its about me
>mfw
never thought I'd be eager to go back to school, but here I am
>>25372538
Just dont come home if you are uncomfortable with your familia anon.
>>25372821
they close the dorms for two weeks and make us leave, otherwise I wouldn't
>>25372848
Save money by working part time whole year, rent a room or something at holiday.
Be clever anon. Even if you are a loser, be a smart loser.
>>25372538
iktf all to well just that they never really gave up on me they just tortured me for not being chad
>>25373088
do you have a job anon or just go to classes?
>Dear diary, today people were mean to me. Everyone else has it easy and I have it hard, I feel real sad :(.
I'm in a hotel room in Austin, TX here with my sister and her friend. Because I have no friends of my own. ;_;
>>25373663
Hey, I'm here too. Not with family right now, but desu I almost wish I was. Realize that being alone always sucks, but being alone around people who actually do care about you is slightly better than being by yourself. Peace man
>>25373626
not even op but kill yourself tripfaggot
>i need people to know who i am on an anonymous imageboard
go to reddit with your faggot ass self
>>25373663
>hotel
>sister and friend
>Texas
Please fuck up. Please fuck up.
>>25372538
Jesus Christ you fag just use the free uni gym to get swole and learn a combat sport like boxing or judo.
You'll get to be Chad and also beat up your dad.
>that smug feel when osoto gariing dad through the dining room window
I believe in you OP
>>25373741
>bitching about trips on a blog thread
Top tier posting, bro. Massive props for contributing to this board, bro.
goddamn tripfags fucking up every thread
anyway OP, iktf because you're literally me, other than the masturbating in front of my mom
tfw it was my dad that caught me
>>25373902
Fuck off tripfags
>pls gib me more attention
>>25373772
I'm super skeleton though. Can't build any mass
>>25373902
seriously contemplate suicide
>muh recognition for my shit posts
filtered but I'd wish you'd drink clorox you fucking wimp
>>25374699
You just need to eat more, get the book STARTING STRENGTH and read up on how to lift and how to stop being a skinny twink.