Who else here is just plain bored and tired of life
Depression and (emotional/mental) pain optionalPlease no jokes, nothing helps the pain
>>25371960
I feel you mate.
I spent a good few months just in my room on my computer doing stupid shit with no communication with my "friends". What I found helps a bit tho is just doing shit you like. So op-senpai, what do you enjoy doing?
>>25371960
>>25371960
If you're bored all the time it's probably because you're a boring person ;^)
>>25372005
wow great analysis I'm sure OP never thought of this!!!
what the hell is the point of a post like this
what does it accomplish
>>25371988
I... don't even know anymore.
Videogames aren't really working for me anymore, but I don't have anything else to do.
If I'm not playing videogames, Usually I'm on /utg/ or Youtube, or if anyone feels like talking to me, my "friends" on Skype. Everything is so boring, tiring, depressing... Wish I was dumb and weak enough to an hero. But even if I did people would just take my death the wrong way.
yeah i feel that way, but god keeps showing up and reminding me he's coming back =/ he's pissed too
>>25372164
I get you. Have you thought about getting anti-depressants at all? I've never really liked them but they work for some people
so im assuming you guys have some good links i can click on right??....if you know what i mean....
>>25372323
I don't really want to take pills
and it would be complicated, from what I remember I can't take pills without throwing up.
Plus pills might just make things worse.
>>25372487
Makes sense.
I'm not much to offer help and I'm not really sure where to go from here But you seem really cool op I believe in you to make shit better c:
>>25372557
Maybe if I do what I want in life, which is making art, starting with movies/TV, maybe I'll be happy.
Hoping I'm successful in life.
I should probably also mention that I rarely can sleep, I fail to sleep well, I hate sleep, I hate the idea of being unconscious, and sleep is boring, all I can do is daydream and wait till I pass out, or I just stay up all night on my PS Vita.
For the past 2.5 years I've probably spent around 70% of my time laying in bed.
I have 0 motivation anymore and only leave my room if absolutely necessary.
I don't even eat or brush my teeth every day and I have piss bottles.
In the past I had a lot of anguish, people saw me as a weirdo and I was bullied and exploited by bosses and co workers, but since becoming NEET I feel only intense apathy.
I'm so young but I know I still have so much pain to get through. And I still know that there won't be much hapinss either
