Who else /noplans/ here for New Years? Anyone else just fucking dreading tomorrow night?
>>25369032
family tragedy happened today, kinda soured new years. i can sympathize.
I used to spend new years reflecting on my life and the closing year
now I don't care
>>25369166
what heppened anon? talk to us about it
>>25369166
Sorry to hear anon.
>>25369175
I just try not to think about my life anymore, its less painful.
I won't even celebrate, fuck it, I'll just fap and listen to Sparklehorse.
>>25369191
Sister died in an accident today a few years ago. Respect my family too much to drink away the bad memories since I'm with them at the moment. So it's a grit and bear it sorta situation.
Working an 11 hour shift then going home to hang out with my cat.
Big plans.
>>25369284
I think going the way Sparklehorse did is getting to be the only option.
i guess parents are getting food and day we're going to see star wars movie
It's looking pretty likely I'll just end up wandering around town after dark rolling on MDMA and smoking weed with my friend.
Just a regular night where I go to sleep at 10pm
I'm going into the wilderness with lots of booze, I hope to emerge in early January
>>25369328
I'm so sorry to hear that anon. How old was she?
This is me every year.
>>25369348
>>25369376
These sound kind of nice t.b.h.
Have fun anons.
>>25369032
Why would you dread having no plans? Having no social plan is great. You can stay in and do whatever you want.
>>25369574
20, she'd be 25 now, I think. Great girl, really something special, shame what happened. That's life though.
>>25369032
Who is this semen demonfgsgjfdv
Going to spend it with my father and aunt while my rich tall cousin gets to party all night with his 20 friends and fuck his hot girlfriend
>>25369669
I feel the obligatory social pressure even moreso this year, because I'm getting older and seem to have fewer acquaintances than I used to. Being alone by oneself is nice, but not all of the time.
>>25369704
Concentration camp girl, I think Polish.
>>25369766
Strange, that's literally how I would describe my cousin as well. Tall, handsome, well off/good career, many friends, and smoking gf. At least someone from my fucked family did alright, I guess.
Stay at home, get drunk as fuck since I'm off tomorrow, play some video games with friends, and pretend that fags aren't out celebrating a fucking date change
>>25369919
Did your cousin come from France when he was 8 and you where each others only friend?
>did you have the exact same opportunity's as him in life except you where abused as a kid and he wasn't
>giving you a terrible attitude so you never made friends
>making you fat so you stayed a manlet because you never grew because of your weight?
>>25369032
Have dinner alone with my cat. My family visited me but they needed to take care of some stuff in hometown.
I actually got invited out to celebrate. But a combination of crippling depression preventing me from enjoying anything, and a constantly reinforcing belief that my "friends" don't actually like me, drove me to decline.
Doesn't help that the venue will inevitably be a sausage fest. I really don't feel like spending $100+ to get drunk with a 1:7 f/m ratio.
Instead I made plans to go out on Saturday night. But the same combination of factors are making me feel like I should bail on that instead too.
I just feel(know) that if I just disappeared and stopped reaching out to my "friends", I wouldn't be missed and they would make no attempt to contact me unless they needed something.
I just want it all to stop. I'm so tired.
>>25370002
>so you stayed a manlet because you never grew because of your weight
that's not how growth works, anon
>>25370002
Honestly, pretty similar. Not the France part, but he grew up in a stable family while I grew up in a broken abusive one, so he copes with things better and had a head start.
>>25370182
Stop being a victim. Why this obsession?
>>25369334
I read that as "bang out my cat".
Glad I was wrong.
>>25370226
Just stating the facts. Did you not see my post saying that I'm actually glad someone related to me is doing well?
>>25370114
Post him/her. Having a cat its great
>>25370303
Yes, but you still play the victim role. Man up dude
>>25369334
Why? Did not ask for the day off? Do you work in a warehouse?
>>25370303
I'm glad my cousin is doing fine aswell, he is the only family member who never abused me.
Maybe if I kill myself he would do even better. He would get to inherit my dad's money aswell
>>25369328
Shit, that fucking sucks anon, hang in there man.
>>25370357
Stating facts does not make me a victim, you dense illiterate ape.
>>25370415
You are just so lame. Better inherit your dad money instead of him?
>>25370459
You truly are the biggest imbecile I've seen post in awhile. Do us all a favor and gas yourself.
No family
No friends
No plans
Tomorrow is just going to be just like today, yesterday, and the day before that: I sit in my room and play vidya.
>>25370419
thanks friend, i really do appreciate it. have a good new years
11 hours till the 1st here, Just drinking alone browsing 4chan. Feelsbadman
>>25370419
Everybody dies. Why so weak son?
>>25370486
Its cool. Normies are shit making big deal for nothing
I'll be drinking alone, same as most nights.
>>25370485
Hahaha wow little girl is upset
For a moment I thought I had plans and it sucked, but luckily I get to stay home and do nothing.
>>25370459
Why? To keep fighting a loosing battle? I have hopes yes, but not big ones. I know I have a limited reach.
People want me alive but they should have made a better effort. Right now all I want is to write a letter telling off all the people that ever hurt me and hit the ground as soon as the clock marks the new year
>>25370533
Tequila or what?
>>25370551
awful b8 m8, -8/8
>>25370533
Yup. Plan to drink and pass out before midnight so i don't have to hear all the celebrations
>>25370589
>tfw can't even drink since I survived my suicide attempt
Yep, dreading it.
>Tfw having to listen to happy normies partying and setting off fireworks
>Tfw seeing the pictures on the news later in the day of the happy people celebrating the new year.
>>25370571
So if you suicide please stream it and youtubing your last will along the letter. We will be there for you
>>25370616
Why normies so stupid?
>>25370614
Sorry to hear that anon. How you holding up? I can relate to suicidal thoughts although I'd never have the balls to actually try it
>>25370618
No, if I suicide I'm doing it for myself not for a bunch of hyperactive children
>>25370579
Vodka. wfsdgfgdfg
It was going to be a family dinner but both my sisters and mother made plans with their friends/bfs, and my father just can't be bothered
so it's gonna be my grandma and her friends talking about shit I don't care about while I drink wine in a corner.
After dinner I'll probably got for a walk, at the time people are throwing fireworks and shit, then go back home to keep drinking and shitposting.
>>25370614
Why can't you drink? What method did you use?
>>25370655
Just do it for us. Even if I am 10 I can enjoy watching you die
doesn't even bother me anymore
I mean getting drunk with people would be fun but whatever
>>25370653
It's easy, get on SSRI.
You know what my final thought was, or rather was going to be?
Might aswell.
I was taking 4 times my sleeping pills dosage to be able to sleep the day away and I though might aswell kill myself. So I took an entire month and then a month of anty depressives and then a month of anxiety medication and then I took my dad's heart medication.
That's the real danger of ssri
>>25370675
Can you post with s tripfag. Will be glad to chat with you tomorrow. Also has detective kun been around here lately?
>>25370732
So an OD of SSRI's gives you a heart attack? Doesn't sound too pleasant.
The method I was thinking of using was just electrocuting myself with super high voltage wires or something...
>>25370689
Fucked up stomach. Drinking makes me really sick and gives me terrible pain. A single beer can hurt for two hours
get drunk and hit the reset button on my stupid life
>>25370638
I'm not saying that, it just kills me that I'll never be able to experience that with people because I'm such a fucking autist.
>>25370732
Wouldn't it be easier to just OD on heroine or something? Atleast you'd go out happy
>>25370786
Being cooked its not cool also
>>25370768
what? I don't know who detective kun is
>>25370805
Dude us dont need that stupid social interaction
>>25370168
I can strongly relate to everything in your post, I'd probably try to somehow be your friend if I wasn't so lazy, depressed, and autistic. I don't know what the point of this post was, good luck anon
>>25370815
Eh, at least it would be relatively quick.
>>25370786
No you see the sleeping pills makes you sleep and the dad medication stops your heart while you are asleep. Not sure why I took everything else, I just wanted to be extra dead I guess. Must have chugged pills for 15 minutes wich saved my life since I passed out before getting half way through my dad's pills ) they where downstairs) and waking up my mother when I fell over a glass table
>>25370817
Its a detective guy that has posted here. Last year I saw his thread but have never seen any of him since last week of december 2014
>>25369032
Smh tbqh family
I have to work but afterwards I'm chilling with my gf
>>25370812
Where would I get heroine tho? When you want to die you do it with wathever is closer. Would have hanged myself from the balcony if I didn't have the pills
>tfw don't have a ride to the first new years party you were ever invited to.
>tfw 20
I hate being a fucking manchild,not like I would have gotten kissu'd anyway.
>>25370903
Darknet. But yeah I can understand just wanting it done asap
>>25370891
oh you mean the PI guy?
kinda boring stories imho
>>25370812
From what I remember, ODing on heroin isn't too pleasant either. I think you can feel your kidneys shut down or something awful like that.
>>25370973
Are pretty interesting stories
>>25370903
you never know,I heard H is so good it'll make you want to live even if it fucks your shit up
>>25371011
Well since you'd be so doped out i'm assuming you wouldn't feel anything and just pass out. I haven't researched that though im just assuming
>>25370930
take a cab faggot
I'm gunna drink alone in my parents basement while they have friends over, and I'm gunna shitpost while I marathon cheezy/sleazy horror movies
>>25371053
I think its more like you pass out and choke on your own vomit, but heroin is bliss so you probably won't even care that you're dying. I don't recommend starting to use H unless you're 100% sure you wanna die, because it really fucks your life up.
>>25369032
I could go to my buddys and chill with a bunch of couples and come home and want to suck start my 12 gauge or stay home and drink myself to sleep. The second one seems better at this point. A co worker also invited me to the bar but I think I'll just get blasted as soon as work ends at 3 so no one can wake me or try to get me to do shit. I just quit pot for the new year so I dont fucking die of popcorn lung at 30 and I already want to fucking die, fuck the weak as pain killers wernt even this bad initally.
Going to party with girl
>>25369328
Man just imagine your sisters last moments with metal stuck through her soft gut, bleeding to death in agony.
>>25369680
Post some pics of her?
I had no plans, had to go crawling to my sister to ask what she was doing and latch on
>>25371118
sounds fun
fucking original godamnit
>>25371166
there is an age limit here
please kill yourself
>>25371118
Put a tripfagvwe will also here with you
>>25370357
Kill yourself with your "man up" bullshit, I bet you cry over your faggot girlfriend not texting you back every five minutes.
>>25369680
That's just shit. Fucking hell I get so nervous about my sister driving.
Really sorry.
not dreading it, it's just like any other public holiday.
i got a bottle of vodka and watching tv shows atm.
only part i hate is my dog gets scared from fireworks and I won't be there to calm him down
>>25371233
I get scared when my dad makes my 17 yr old little bro run deliveries but atleast anything short of a semi probably cant kill him
I have no plans but I'm gonna try something.
Im gonna call some friends of mine and ask if theyre doing anything and if I can tag along. If that doesnt work I'm gonna get super drunk and spend the night shitposting on /r9k/ and /int/. This will hopefully be the first new years ive actually done something on since I moved out of my parents house to go to college. Even then I was just forced to tag along with my parents to shitty parties theyd have with their friends.
Wish me luck robots. Hoping I can be with friends tomorrow night.
>>25369032
I have two options go to my Dads house dress with white camo shorts some cool t shirt and sneakers and shit and pretend to be cool and laugh a lot then eat while I'm dying inside wanting to be with a gf who only hug me... I just want someone to talk to.. Have nice conversation talk about our dreams for all nigh long. I just want a hug u.u
Or stay at my mom's house eat a lot and then get to browse 4chan and porn and go to sleep about 1 am
oh I also get invited to a party with my cousins but I don't know most of the people there....
>>25371211
I'm 24 fuccboi. And thinking about dead women always gets me hard, it's nothing to do with age. Post a couple pics of your sis? Doesn't have to be post mortem, anything works for me. I have a good imagination.
Stacy I know Invited me to a nye party, gonna go feel alone in a crowd of people instead of by myself in my room. Then I'll probably kill myself or something. Next year won't get better, this year didnt
>>25371152
ur a fricken faget!!!!
>>25371233
>Fucking hell I get so nervous about my sister driving.
Just imagine when it finally happens and she is lying on the side of the road with her intestines all over the place. Crying out your name anon, hoping you will come help her. But it is too late, nd she bleeds out before the ambulance arrives.
:^)
>>25371298
Whats so bad about her inviting you to a party? Do you think she just did it to fuck with you or what? I'd love for someone to care about me enough to invite me somewhere. Why so sad?
Ok OP, i'm dreading it for a different reason. Been dating qt gf for over a month. Have not kissed yet. Going to party with her nye, dreading midnight when everyone kisses and stuff.
>please give me advice
>also, how abnormal am I? This is my first relationship.
>>25371362
just make sure your breath doesnt smell like dead animals and your lips arent cracked/dry. Maybe she will understand that you've never been in a relationship before if something goes wrong though if you do what I said you'll probably be fine.
>>25371362
Make a move tonight or you'll lose her
>>25371284
id go to moms or with the cuz
>>25371388
No no you don't understand. She isn't going to initiate. She's beta like me, which is why this is so hard. I'll have to make the move myself, and I don't want the first time to be in front of other people
>>25371362
Good luck hopefully you dont fuck up like I have the couple new years eves I've had an oppertunity with a grill.
I have work tomorrow so I won't be doing anything interesting anyways.
>>25371350
I dunno, I don't feel happy about it, or anything at all. Guess I feel like another name on the list. Besides, with my lack of social skills, and no life to keep my ego intact, I'll just feel alone and empty and I'll just self loathe, like I always do. Oh well, at least she'll be happy, along with all the other normies, will help her forget I exist, or existed soon enough
>>25371429
Is this her first relationship as well? If yes then I doubt she'll care if you make a minor fuck up, which is unlikely. There's not many ways you can fuck up a kiss unless you bite her nose or something idk. Like I said she'll probably be understanding. If shes not able to understand that then shes probably not worth your time.
>>25371523
OP should rape her. Just imagine him forcing her down in the alleyway behind a club and beating her head in with a crowbar, before sliding off those tight jeans and forcing his thick chode into her body, slamming his body against hers, fucking her hard, cracking ribs, leaving bruises, crushing the very life out of her body.
>>25371509
Everyone there will be a name on the list. Being special is not what parties are for, its about socialization. Interacting with others is a great way to build up confidence and social skills, which could in turn get you into more parties. Sitting alone and hating yourself is self-sabotage. It'll get you nowhere and you're holding yourself back from something you really want. If you're truly concerned about being left out and not being part of the group, do your best to assimilate into them.
>>25371599
O-ok, I'll try anon. Doesn't help that I'm in a fragile mental state (depression and self loathing), plus I don't remember the last time I had a positive emotion, but I'll try to the best of my spaghetti ability
>another year of that sinking feeling as I stare wide eyed and cold at the new york ceremony on tv
I'm gunna wack my spicy boner
>>25371362
Be ironic.
>"So I guess I should kiss you or something"
And good luck, you're living more than me
Get high on dxm and weed and jack off to traps
>>25369032
Think I'll go out to the city for that moment. I'm in a new city for a change so not expecting too much but I want a new experience.
>>25369032
No way, I'm gonna get wrist deep in the Pillars of Eternity expansion, hopefully hit level 14, and maybe pull Adra Dragon. I tried at level 12 but there's simply too many adds with naught but a dead end behind you where you're forced to pull from, and a single AoE breath cripples my entire backline even from a "comfy" 8-10m away. Of course I can't back up much furthee because then my casters are out of range.
And people solo this bitch on PotD (I'm playing Hard).
I like think how you spend new years is a good indicator of how the rest of your year will go. I spent last new years drunk and coked out of my mind watching shitty movies all alone. This year I'm spending it with a girl I'm totally in love with. Hopefully all goes well. Don't let life get you down anons. 2k16 could be your year. Just remember: we're all gonna make it
I'm gonna play CSGO and some Company of Heroes 2 all day, then go for a nightwalk and have some cigarettes. Then I'm going to spend 20 minutes praying that things will be better next year and go to sleep
I have 4 beers in the fridge and a recently purchased blu-ray copy of Ghostbusters 1/2. I think I'll be good.
>>25373067
dxm lends itself to homosexuality? That's who I'm picturing using it now, poverty sticken 15yo fags
>>25373544
4 whole beers? careful you big alco
I'll be working for most of tomorrow night.
Last year I spent the day alone at a big used book store and had a really good time. The weather was nice and there were hardly any other people around, just the store employees and their cats. I also went to a donut shop after to get a coffee and read for a bit. If a robot needs something to do I'd suggest going to a book store.
>Was going out with some close friends
>One is now sick so we're not going out
>Only other group of friends are all doing their own thing
I'm not going out alone again, it's a very bad feeling being literally the only person out without friends
Drinking most of the day so I can be asleep before midnight. So like any other day I guess.
>>25371954
I know she is a dirty whore but I'd totally eat Remy's ass out.
other than the fact it's my birthday I decided to buy $200 worth of fireworks and told my neighbors so the local kids can enjoy. It's not much but at least it's something
>only one more day until I can off myself without wrecking the holidays
Thank God
>friends invited me to hang out with them
>it's all couples who are hyper normies
>can't imagine a worse hell than spending New Years as a third wheel surrounded by couples kissing when the ball drops
>tell friends I'd rather stay home since no date for New Years
>my friend's gf said she could try to get me a date with one of her friends
>had a feeling her friend would be a hamplanet or single mom because that's what happens every time so I declined
I will be getting drunk alone and hanging out on 4chan, I will have the place to myself so I guess I will fap with the sound turned up.
a normie invited me to a house party
should I go, or stay home where its safe with my animu
>>25369032
it's tonight here in NZ, 8:41pm at the moment.
don't feel like I'm missing out on much tbqh.
