>thinks about getting a gf
>realizes i wouldn't even know what to do with one
>have massive fear of intimacy
>continues shitposting
me irldid u no im oreegeenal
>>25367161
its ok friendo, thats why i am on the path to wizardry.doubt i'll make it though before i anhero
>>25367126
>be me a little more than a year ago
>have the exact same fears as you
>through some freak accident i get a 7/10 gf
>all my fears come true
>dont want a gf again
If you're anything like me you're fucked.
>>25367550
greentext so i may learn.
>>25367610
What do you want to know in particular? Im too tired right now to type out the whole story.
>>25367126
I always imagined having a gf is like having a very close friend who you fuck. So you are not supposed to act unordinary.just bee urself xd
>>25367682
all my fears come true part
>>25367126
I'm this, but the reverse. I have a fear of abandonment and I'm too clingy.
>>25367126
>>have massive fear of intimacy
Oh how do I know that feel. Hate being physically or emotionally close to anyone
>>25368791
>was always afraid that im to boring
>feel like I can't be 1on1 with anyone because I can't uphold a conversation for more than 5 mins
>also afraid of being intimate , I literally froze up and ignored any girl that showed interest in me
>ff to gf
>she lives relatively far away and I don't have a car of my own so I could only visit on weekends
>barely manage to talk to her, to my luck she was the type of person that could talk for hours (at least when she felt like it)
>I realized how completely boring and beta I am
>still somehow managed to make out with her
>had a good opportunity to smooch her cooch but ultimately pretended that there never was any opportunity
>she becomes distant and I felt kind of grateful
>at this point we're nothing more than friends
>I find out she was making out with another guy and completely severed all ties to her
This relationship thing only went on for about 3 months and in that time I managed to fuck so much shit up.
>>25369556
that's how relationships go, though. You're supposed to keep trying. No one knows exactly what to do.
>>25369748
I figured as much that there is no fool proof formula , but after some time I just felt like I was completely obsolete. How can I keep trying if I can't even talk to another human properly? I'm having difficulties keeping conversations alive even with my closest friends. After this whole ordeal I've become way more self conscious about what I say and I hate it.
