I hate how the world is. How things work on things one doesn't have control on.
How to bear with it?
Was I born in a bad time? Will there ever be another chance for me to enjoy life on this piece of rock in space?
You were born at a point in human history where our technology and social systems are currently well ahead of our actual evolutionary development. You are not able to experience happiness in this world because your inate biological desires and psychological state are completely out of sync with your surroundings. Only very attractive peoople and/or genuine sociopaths can find happiness on this doomed sphere.
Humanity is beyond fucked. Accept it.
Don't be mindful of 'you'. Realize that you are little more than an observer in life, a boat being pushed and knocked around by the waves of the world. You're observations are correct, you must shed the ideas of individualism and embrace the absurdity of living.
I've been thinking about that as well. Things are pretty fucked on this worthless piece of literal dirt, you need to be delusional to be legitimately happy. I know it sounds like I'm tipping 100 fedoras but it's true, at the very least for the entirety of /r9k/, but it goes further than that. I have been thinking about gearing up and fucking off inna woods though, seems like the only way you can live and be happy, stressful at first but once you got a nice cabin built, steady supply of food and water, you're set.
