Who here /paranoid/
>when I go on a walk I constantly look behind me
>if i hear footsteps behind me I reach in my pocket and grab my knife, prepared to kill the person if they attack
>can't even smoke a cig at night time on my porch because I'm convinced somebody is watching and waiting in the dark
>when someone is nice to me I immediately think they are planning something
>if i hear people talking I think it's about me
>can't leave my room at night time because I'm scared there might be somebody hiding in the house
>as soon as it's dark I lock myself in my room with 2 great dane pitbull mixes (those fuckers are monsters)
>booby trap the front door with a pile of pots and pans so if somebody comes in I'll hear them
>windows are nailed shut and have bars on the outside
>if I hear a knock on the door I immediately assume it's A. the feds coming to question me (even though I don't commit any crimes) and I immediately plan an escape route or B. I think it's a crazy person. Either way I don't answer that shit
>when I brush my teeth I have to do it where there are no mirrors because I think when I momentarily go down to rinse my mouth I'll come up and see a person in the mirror behind me
>scared of mirrors in general
>every morning I go through the entire house with my dogs and clear every room and every possible place that somebody could hide
>if i get a phone call and don't recognize the number I immediately jump to the most batshit conclusions
i used to be afraid of mirrors when i was younger. i had the idea i might accidentally summon a demon to haunt me or whatever
We are watching you. Tread carefully, because we know what you're doing.
I don't sleep facing doorways because I'm afraid of waking up and seeing something spooky standing there
>>25351828
>sleep with a loaded shot gun
>door has three locks
>only sleep on my stomach with my face covered because I'm afraid of sleep paralysis
>also do the front door boobytrap
>have a guard doge
It's a real bitch ain't it op. You got any friends? family?
>>25351940
Pussy ass shit, I can't have my back to fucking doorways because something is gonna fuck getcha
I was never comforted by the whole (pretend it isn't real) shtick.
>>25351940
So you'd rather die unknowing than have a chance to defend yourself?
>>25351828
My stone wall its on dog gaze duct taped to the ceiling
Stucco cave make me illi okay okay feel me
I'm in an eight high abandoned building
No daylight one midnight lamp lit twenty-four seven
Murdered out windows two exits
Street or nosedive to the next life in seconds
And suicide aint my stallion
So I'm surrounded
Geiger count it not goin out shit's bout ta get kamikaze
Fuck a nazi
When the world comes knocking
Fuck the world fuck this body
Know it won't be long be now
Feel my nerves wet my brow
Mood in my tomb red moon heavy
Sling jaw shot out the window and yell
Come up and get me
I'm epiphanic amnesia
I'm in Jimmy Page's castle
I'm off the planet
Echo astral
Vinyl lasso
The Sacto asshole
I'm not down for anything
Fuck around and say anything
My stone wall it's on dog gaze duct taped to the ceiling
Stucco cave make me illi okay okay feel me
I'm in an eight high abandoned building
No daylight one midnight lamp lit twenty-four seven
Murdered out windows two exits
Street or nosedive to the next life in seconds
And suicide aint my stallion
So I'm surrounded
Geiger count it not goin out shits bout to get kamikaze
Fuck a nazi
Come up and get me
My life as a fuck
Aint one thing I don't hate
Tell me my times almost up
I will say I can't wait
Put your gun to my head
I'll blow smoke in your face
Think you got what it takes
Come up and get me
Can't tell hell in my head
Thirteenth bell am I dead
Or in asylum pill force fed
Lyin to myself all by myself
Strapped down to my bed
Tongue cut out the mouth of reason
And chucked off the rivers edge
Think fast is it tear gas or fear masked
By figments of my fragmented mind
Who's my enemy them or me
Step to me and you'll die
Grand delusions magnified
Fuck the truth wastes my time
Its all good bet whats that
Footsteps on the stairs
Never could rest they're always there
Who are they I don't care
I just know they're tryin ta x me
Give a fuck, come up and get me
>>25352088
zach here
go to bed stefan we got practice tomorrow
>>25352083
Yes
I'd be a goner either way, I just wouldn't want to die in a state of panic
