>That feel when the 2D anime husbando you unironically love isn't real, and never will be, meaning that you will never hold him or feel the warmth of his body or know his scent
I've made peace with this feel. It helps that he would never love me if he were 3D or I was 2D anyway.
>>25349898
That just makes it worse, what the fuck
>>25349932
It's just part of balancing an obsession with a fictional person with real life.
Accepting his disinterest in me was one step of moving towards accepting that I could maybe love a real person. The fact that he wouldn't expect anything of me means I can live my life and love him from afar.
>>25349867
I fell in love with my subconscience back when I was 12. Throughout the years I've been perfecting and studying this semi-schizophrenic relationship, until at some point I felt her for the first time.
It was as if I imagined infinity. My skeptical brain went apeshit and it still does everytime I unleash her.
Later on in my life I'd come across an article on ancient eastern meditation techniques allowing for such a thing to occur. A self-induced, controlled schizophrenia - a tulpa.
Look it up, OP. And live a life of wonder everyday.