Do you hate yourself?
>>25348862
It fluctuates.
>>25348862
yeah. got lots of good reasons.
>>25348862
Yeah and what i've done throughout my life.
Somewhat I guess
>>25348862
>Don't think about myself
>Life feels good
>Thoughts inadvertently switch to my own life and my fuck ups
>Instantly gun to head
Yeah, you could say that
>>25348862
I oscillate from pure hatred to supreme-tier narcissism desu
Most certainly. If I was anyone else but myself, I would have killed me by now.
nope. i love the fact i can undrstand what life truly is...SHIT.
Not really. I've come to accept my lack of value as a person.
>>25348862
I guess so, I've improved over the last years as a person and i can recognize it but i still hate myself and cry everytime i see myself in the mirror for a while
>>25348869
This. Sometimes I think I'm alright, but most of the time I'm pathetic and hate myself.
I hate what I've become.
>>25348862
Now and again, since I've run out of opiates about 3 months ago I've turned to over indulging food to quell the misery.
>>25348862
Absolutely. I hate myself for so many reasons. I'm not sure why I haven't given up yet.
>>25348906
Is this a symptom of something, because I got the same thing. I've nearly masturbated to my own image on two occasions - but I'm utterly disgusted with myself the rest of the time
>>25348862
No. I don't hate myself or other people. I just hate.
But when I describe myself to others they call me "edgy" or "pretentious", so I've stopped doing that.
>a dollar for your thoughts anon
>I'm thinking about flaying cops alive
>wow, edgy
I was actually just thinking about flaying cops alive. I don't think there's anything strange about that. Are other people just not perpetually angry like I am? And why would I lie about how I feel?
>>25349214
It means that you are into that whole Yale thing
ohh hell ya
i hate myself even more because i used to be extremely popular and well liked and had a lot of things going for me and now i'm here
>tfw prematurely bald at 25
Just fuck my shit up
Once that I happened I realized just how truly shitty people are, they can just judge you based off of one thing and then into the trash you go, even though you could have other qualities about you that are good, it doesn't matter because people don't want to associate with others who are shunned from socialization.
Once I realized that we are all just pieces of shit who base everything off of image and nothing about actual substance, I really quit giving a fuck as much. Used to feel hard of 'waaahh why don't girls like me' but then figured out what was going on in reality and pretty much just checked out society.
I'm forgettable by my own standards. I don't hate myself but I don't think much of me either.
>>25349265
I'm a closet homosexual who gets a lot of dubs?
Yep. I'm able to ignore it as long as I distract myself and don't fuck up something, but it all hits me again as soon as I lie down in bed at night.
How could you hate yourself? It's like you drew a very shitty card from a deck and hate the result. It's just shit luck.
>>25348862
of fucking course, why do you think i'm here?
yeah
wish i could be somebody else who doesn't have problems
maybe that's why i play games and watch anime so much, it distracts me from myself
>>25349216
I'm the same way senpai
>>25349374
Yeah, minus the dubs part.
That one goes to me :^)
>>25349216
Exactly the same way since I was a little kid senpai
Yes. Always have. I always read threads about yearning for the days before pueberty, when they started to worry about inadequacy. I hated myself since I could walk, I remember considering suicide in 4th grade
Yes, but i am actively trying to become someone i dont hate. Life has no doubt gotten better in the last few months. Ive been working on building something for myself. If i could quit using i could take over the world.
>>25348862
Almost always have. I'm not sure exactly when it began or why, but I've had no self esteem for a good long while.
Gifted in a lot of ways, caring parents, doing well at uni, loving gf. I'm fucking miserable. The fact that I can find ways to be miserable through all that makes me a piece of shit.
>>25348862
Not as much as I used to.
>>25348862
Sure do.
>Win full scholarship
>Get job I love in the exact career field I wanted
>Marry military girl
>Move out of country and get cucked by entire airbase
>Now living paycheck to paycheck with parents via unstable job
>Completely burnt out and out of practice at career field I left 6 years ago
>Browsing /r9k/
I have no one to blame but myself. Choosing to love and get married was the worst decision imaginable.
