early trauma is the cause of 99% of adult problems.

Not quite sure.

Father abused me sexually, mentally, and emotionally till I was 12.

I am not quite sure if the mental illnesses I have was because of that or because I was born with it.

Doesn't matter now, have to deal with .

My mom was an alcoholic who physically abused me when I was less than 2. My dad was able to divorce her and win sole custody. Most times that I saw her after that, she was drunk. She would blow smoke in my face, tell me she doesn't care about me, and one time took me drunk driving, we crashed but no one got hurt.

It's definitely fucked me up.

>grew up trailer park trash
>dad had sex with me starting at age 10 until I left at 17
>mom knew about it but was too drunk to care
>some teachers knew
>used to start fights all the time just so someone would beat the shit out of me
>every relationship attempt has failed because of how fucked up I am

My dad calls me a lot. Just got back from visiting. I hate myself.

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also:
>can't tell if I'm a faggot because he fucked me
>or if he fucked me because he could tell I'm a faggot