its almost the new year why haven't you killed yourself yet?
my family mostly desu
Not gonna die a virgin.
Because I want to be happy more then I want to die. Unfortunately the "dying" part is catching up, I'd say i got couple years left.
>>25325557
why is he dripping blood
I found friends.
>>25326639
Probably used the robin Williams method
>>25325557
I need someone to loan me some money to get out of the states.
Well not loan, obvs I won't be able to pay it back. But still.
>>25325557
it's my new year's resolution
My new year resolution is that if I don't find something to be happy about by the end of the year I will end it all
Don't want to hurt the people that care about me, it's that simple. I have to strive for excellence simply so they don't have to see me in pitiable condition.
The real question is why haven't YOU killed yourself yet?
>>25325557
Because I realized I'm a great person.
>you missed the Christmas train
>it's another year of suffering until you get the chance again
>>25326874
You'll never achieve anything with such a shitty source of determination. You have to want things for yourself to do them for yourself.
Im a pussy and dont have the balls to do it.
Condemned to being a lazy miserable idiot, and cant even be a cool misanthrope like Rust here.
I actually have an opportunity to kill myself new years because maybe possibly I'll have the house to myself. I have a rope and the perfect spot to suspend myself from.
Why would I? The ride haven't seen at least half of the ride yet, haven't experienced many things. I will likely never experience these things but it's the little things on the ride that keeps me sitting.
>>25327058
I hold self sacrifice above self interest, there's nothing wrong with having values. It doesn't really matter where the determination comes from as long as you have it, no? Too bad I don't.
Being sacrificed is the highest honor
I failed at cutting my onneftions to people. When the perfect moment to fuck everything up and sow hatred arose, I always wussed out and was nice. Now I'm further from death than I was this time last year. More bonds, commitments. When will I have peace robots?
>>25327319
>I hold self sacrifice above self interest
Give me all of your money.