give me ONE good reason why you haven't considered suicide or attempted suicide yet. For me it's probably going to happen in 2016, just gonna wait for the right time.
You claim your life sucks and you're here to suffer, why continue to suffer? suicide is literally freedom
Have considered. Have very lightly attempted--mostly just extreme self-destructive behavior.
I guess i just...still have some vague desire to win at life and find peace in this existence...
kek only reason i dont is for my parents
>>25325452
cause i wont finish my favorite chineese cartoon.
Last time when I considered was 6 years ago. I don't want to hurt my relatives.
it'll take care if itself
Who cares about how much one "suffers", it's all left on the table in the end.
It's such a hassle.
At first I assumed it was because I have friends and relatives, but now I feel like I'm genuinely curious on how long I can keep this charade up.
I haven't changed one bit and I'll never change, I'll never evolve in any field past technical knowledge and skills. If being a slave to a job and "hobbies" is my future, then I'd rather die.
Maybe one day I'll make something cool to make my stay on Earth something worthwhile.
>>25325452
i dont want to leave my family, especially my younger brother, in the same amount of pain i feel now
