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>>25324393
see how it goes till i'm 40 and then dedicate my life to pretty much your picture if things haven't gone right

>>25324590
what are you ethnically ?

>>25324590
That requires a lot of commitment.
Are you studying all of that alone? Do you go to forums/IRC/communities just in case?

DlE

>>25324729
white
>>25324801
yeah learning sanskrit, pali and modern indian languages, because the translations are all shit.

then reading 10s of thousands of pages of texts. forums and IRCs won't help you, you need to find some monks 2bh.

>dat bag of rice

Why do all of the other sadhus get more handouts than me?

Maybe it's because I never gave away this stupid laptop. It has this cool ass sticker of lord shiva I bought at a psytrance festival on it though

>>25324921
Honest question here, how can you take Hinduism seriously?
I'm saying this not as a bigot, but as a student who's studied it in some detail. All I realized was that it's a very intricate and complex series of connections between concepts that are related enough to connect, but not enough to make relevant connections. What they end up with is a chaotic jumble that seems deep at first glance but upon closer inspection is nothing more than slightly organized chaos. And in my opinion, it's more detrimental than enlightening to its practitioners.
The specific field I studied was Tantra but I saw nothing worthy of emulation in the whole set of practices that we know as Hinduism.
How do you see it differently?