Anyone else /depressed/ here?
Constantly thinking about death and the idea of me not being alive anymore and how my funeral should be. Also really really insecure about myself even though people say i look somewhat above average. Failing my first year of uni big time and don't have any fun there or outside of uni. Never had someone show interest in me or anything like that. Constantly feel i am letting everyone down. Why even live.
>>25318134
Was on the verge of suicide.Never did it.No reason to live, no reason to die.Just existing in that sublime place.
>>25318176
If anything, prolonged exposure to /r9k/ or something similar pushes me further. I'm afraid that one day when I will get drunk just enough to get into that depressive stage, I will open up /r9k/ and finally do it. I've got the means to do it quickly without having to prepare or even think too much.
Just occupy your mind with books or a craft. Because death is inevitable and unknown.
>>25318211
Suicide is stupid from any major philosophical view point.
I'm extremely depressed. Almost 30, NEET, never had a job, living with parents at home, never had a gf, all my friends have since moved away or moved on. I feel a lot of despair, like life is over and it's just waiting to die. I don't know how to turn it around.
>>25318240
How so? Staying alive makes even less sense. At least for me.
>>25318266
Start looking for any job avalible, make that your one goal for 2016. Focus all your time and responsibility on it and you will feel rewarded. Once you begin getting bored of work. Start looking for a hobby and the rest will come, god willing.
>>25318298
You are ending a journey which already has a predetermined end. Enjoy the ride.
>>25318340
Yeah. I know that the journey is going to be shitty. I mean I'm still going on because as of now I have no real problems(in uni, living with parents) but once things get little tougher I'm outta here. I don't care if I get called a pussy for it.
If you have no real problems why are you depressed..... Mental illness isn't a meme.
before u suicide make a mass shooting and ruin some faggots live
