who else here /nobodytolove/
>be me, in relationship with this guy
>im not a roastie you fucks, I'm just gay
>generally happy, gave thousands of dollars worth of gifts to them
>two years later find out ive been cheated on since basically day one, with more people than I can count on both hands
>half of them were my friends
>fast forward 7 months and fall in love with my friend
>confess feelings
>rejected on the spot
>he'd rather be alone than with me
i just want someone to love, and tell me everything's going to be okay. why won't anyone accept my feelings /r9k/? am I destined to just be alone until I die?
>>25309778
Learn to compartmentalize your bullshit and transform your life through minimalism
>>25309778
That's fucked, man.
Normies are cruel. Real love will probably never exist.
That's fucked up senpai. I didn't know gay guys could be just as bad as Stacy roasties.
>>25309778
This is why I never even bothered. Faithful people don't fucking exist. Because once they have something, they no longer appreciate it.
>>25309778
that's what you get for being a fucking faggot and subscribing to a lifestyle that is utterly devoid of morals.
>>25309832
yep, just as bad
He's like a pathological liar or something, lied about literally everything he could for seemingly no reason
>buy this $30 csgo skin for his birthday
>it becomes $400+ later
>I ask "hey what happened to my gift I got you"
>"oh anon I had to sell it to pay for school"
>he bought like 4 AAA games full price
>was always broke as fuck, nowhere else he could've gotten the money from
After I got dumped by him he sold the rest of the gifts I gave him instantly, according to my friends
>>25309905
>steam shit
was this an online steam relationshit? sounds like asking for double the trouble 2bh
>>25309863
the fuck else am I supposed to do you retard, no woman has ever even come close to being interested in me, and the only one I ever got the nerve to confess to literally said
>ew, why do YOU have to like me? that's disgusting don't talk to me ever again
women are fucking impossible for me
>>25309778
Look im borderline personality disorder and Im a fucking neurotic about love. Every time I drag myself further and further down into shit. I love someone more than my own existence. You dont want this shit.
I cant stop when I love someone.
Ill torture myself and not sleep for days or whatever I have to that makes them happy.
Even if they dont want me, I still cant stop doing thigns for them. Its awful.
Be happy youre just in a period of loneliness not an uncontrollable neurotic person that ruins her life and the lives of everyone around her.
>>25310006
not at first but he eventually got so distant with me it might as well have been one. near the end we practically stopped seeing each other in person and all I ever got to do with him was have short calls on Skype and play shitty videogames from time to time.
looking back it shouldve been really obvious to me just how bad I was getting cucked, but hindsight is 20/20 or whatever
>>25309778
Makes me wish I was desireable enough to get a boy like you, why does a jerk who cheats on people get a cute devoted guy?
>>25309778
I think the problem is, tha it's so-fucking-hard to find decent gay people, most of them are retarded sociopaths and mentally ill. I have a gay friend, it took him years of plowing through all kinds of sick faggots till he finally found someone decent to play on xbox with.
That being said, he used a lot of tinder, so i don't know how do you feel about it.
>>25310048
>a period of loneliness
>cucked for 2 years straight and the only love I've had since would rather be alone than with me
idk man i don't think I've ever had real love before. It's always unrequited or just a fraud to use me for shit.
My friend who I'm in love with right now has literally been my reason to live ever since I've been dumped- the way he says all these nice things about me and keeps my spirits up when I'm down. Id do anything for him if it meant he was happy, but he doesn't want anything like that - he'd rather be alone. shit fucking sucks senpai, I've been up past 5am every day for the past month upset about this
>>25310048
>>25309778
Straight guy here. I still have never had a gf, and I finally lost my virginity at 32.
I think we all have it hard tbqh.
>>25310109
Because I thought he loved me but as it turns out he only loved the idea of having a new toy to break
I don't even know what I saw in him looking back, I should've noped out the first time I caught him lying about ridiculous shit
>>25310159
A few of my friends have used tinder and grindr and shit like that but from what I've seen they only meet people interested in getting their dicks wet, nothing long term or serious. Id have tried it by now, but I'm not about that life senpai desu
>>25310222
>Because I thought he loved me but as it turns out he only loved the idea of having a new toy to break
Figures, I guess only scumbags are lucky enough to find people who will accept their "love"
>>25310164
Sounds like he's not rejecting you anon, he might just not be accepting anyone
>>25309778
Where do you live anon? I am in similar boat.
>>25310310
He's not, and that's the problem. I love him so much id probably die for him right now. He's the only one who's bothered to care about me at all, the only one who comforted me when I was to depressed to get out of bed- even though he's been dealing with depression for years.
He just...doesn't want anyone right now- at all. Even though we both talk about how lonely we are he still just wants to be by himself. its saddening
>>25310342
California mi familia
>>25310395
too far, oh well.
>tfw never gonna find love
>>25310414
yup, never gonna happen, true love is impossible and neither of us will ever have it
>>25309778
My only relationships have been ldrs, all of them failed after three months. I don't think I've ever loved someone besides my family. It's a really, really bad feel.
>>25310491
We can't give up hope.
>>25310109
The guy is probably a chad and op is just a dumb gay roastie.
>>25310491
Are you the Sacramento anon?
>>25310709
no, don't live in Sacramento but who's that, out of curiosity
>>25310726
Just a sub I've chatted with trying to be a wife essentially. I have no place of my own and still student so no go.
>>25310159
>plowing
i just want someone to love, someone to send cutesy messages to every morning and night, and to tell i love you to, im not asking for much robots, just someone to love
