Have you hit rock bottom yet?
>>25306877
yes, a few years ago
my life has only been going up since then
>tfw
>>25306877
There is no bottom.
It's an infinite pit.
Yep, ironically been listening to Eminem's Rock bottom recently
>>25306917
This.
You can always sink lower.
Haha yes,
Thankfully I was able to turn shit way the fuck around.
Though I can't say much has really changed, there are certain things I simply should and cannot do.
The only way to hit rock bottom is to die.
>life is shit
>not going anywhere
>try to escape with vidya and 4chin
>sometimes snap out of it and get a depressive mood for a few days
>escape from it by watching porn and anime
and i've actually tried to escape the cycle, but it always comes down to the same reality:
>socially retarded
>therapists dont get it, treat me like a toddler or go normie "just b urself" advice on me
>no gf, never meet girls i like anyway
>social isolation causes me to depressed
>which causes me to lose motivation
>all attempts at changing my life just feel like a pointless effort and drag
>>25306955
How can you sink lower than /r9k/
please explain
>>25307052
Some things are worse than death.
>>25307164
By getting older. It's not the same to be a 20 years old robot than a 35 years old one.
>>25306917
Thirding. In life, bridges never burn completely. I wish they did.
>>25307187
Am I a total bastard if i only come on this board to laugh at how pathetic peoples lives are?
>>25306917
It gets worse and worse logarithmically until you're dead
>>25306932
i've also ironically listened to that song in the sense that i've listened to it insincerely because it's bad
Not quite there yet.
>tfw moving out in a week
>tfw don't have a job or ambition to get a job
>tfw going to run myself down to my last months rent worth of money, leave it for my roommate to pick up and walk out and kill go kill myself
if all goes according to plan, hopefully the pressure mounts up the closer i get to running out of money
>>25306877
Rock bottom was almost 2 years ago for me. Went from being NEET living in a huge house on the west coast, to being NEET living in a small house in a poor neighborhood in a new state. Started to do the pissbottle thing, because I had to see my family every single time I went to use the bathroom. I also had the single most awkward experience of my life
>be in new place for about 4 months at this point, became a total shut-in and gained weight
>one day my dad invites me over to the neighbors house
>first time meeting them, but I knew my dad and sometimes my mom would go over and drink with them
>this time it's just me, my dad, the neighbor and his wife
>wife is 32 years old, not chubby but certainly not in great shape. 5/10 face, 4/10 body
>sitting there in their garage, playing spades and drinking vodka and sprite
>at one point, dad is in the restroom and neighbor is on his phone trying to pick a song
>neighbors wife is sitting to my right, but I'm making zero attempts to talk with her
>stare at my drink and think of ways I can get out of there
>suddenly, feel something rub against my shin
>look over at wife, she's basically eye fucking me (yes she was hammered)
>awkwardly laugh and wait for her to apologize, remove her foot, anything
>she just keeps rubbing her foot against my shin, up and down
>don't even think about the consequences, but my dick immediately gets hard when I realize she was doing this on purpose
>reciprocate, and very carefully scoot my chair closer to hers
>she just keeps rubbing my shin, eventually removes her foot and rubs my thigh with her hand
>this continues for at least 2 more minutes, but it felt like an hour
>dad gets back, neighbor picks a song and we continue where we left off
>eventually get up and tell them I have to piss
>wife doesn't skip a beat, tells them she needs to make another drink and check on her daughter
>ofuckwhatishappening.gif
>cont. I'm on mobile so it might take a bit
>>25307673
trype faster you shit i havnt all night
>>25307673
did you fug her
post the green
>>25308230
>go to the toilet, awkwardly trying to hide boner
>i get to bathroom and take a piss (i actually needed to)
>get out and go to the the bathroom to wash hands
>the wife is in there aswell
>go in and she says 'i need something from you' in a voice, like trying to be sexy
>I just reply 'whats that' because I'm an autist and never flirted before, tried to add some flare to it when I said it
>she says looks at me
>then she says, "I need about tree fitty"
>was about this time i noticed this wasn't the wife, it was a 500 tall monster from the pelotheric era
>>25308312
Full time lurker here, had a nice chuckle, made me reply. Good job.
>>25306877
Too long ago. I just keep climbing back up and crashing down all the time. You could say I hit it so many times I'm tired of trying to get back up.
>>25306877
...... ............ ......... ... My life has never left rock bottom.
>>25307254
>bastard
fuck off reddit
probably
I'd suggest taking up drinking
>browsing my ex's twitter while getting drunk on some cheap whiskey
>she got a new bf and is happy with life
>get an intense pain in my chest/stomach area just reading her tweets
>we haven't been together for 2 years
>my only gf ever
>I have no friends
>I have no car
>I have no money
>I'm a loser
>I'm almost 30
>can't even get myself out of bed most days
>haven't shaved since the last time I had to leave the house about a month ago
>keep drinking
>>25306877
I hit rock bottom recently after realising that I am completely in love with my stepsister, and that she has all but plainly said that she is in love with me as well, but that we can never ever do anything about it
I'm pretty damn close. I just feel so defeated.
I feel like I've been hovering over rock bottom for years. It's getting harder and harder to keep up. One of these days I'm going to slip and I'll never be able to get back up.
>>25309990
>my ex
Gtfo normie
>>25310197
Do you have a job?
What are your circumstances?
>>25310197
I've already slipped, and there's no coming back. The only thing keeping me from suicide are a few delusional hopes.
