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>Born in a small Western MA town
>Surrounded by white people everywhere
>They treat me okay when I'm a small kid and my parents okay despite their English because they wear fancy cloths.
>Have lots of friends in preschool, kindergarten, 1st and 2nd grade.
>Parents get a divorce in 3rd grade.
>Get sad and lose most of my friends.
>Get a teacher that passive aggressively makes fun of the way I talk despite that I have no accent.
>Always shits on me and sends me outside for no reason.
>Get depressed.
>One of my class journal entries at the time:
"I wish meteors would hit this school. I'm miserable. I wish I didn't have to go to school."
>Find internet and use it as a form of escape.
>Start playing mmorpgs.
>Browse maplestory forums to find some people to party up with.
>Every other thread is an Asian hate thread
>Stop playing baseball and soccer to stay inside and play video games.
>Always indoors so eyes go bad.
>Cant see shit, but refuse to get glasses because I refused to believe anything is wrong with life
>Over the next 3 years turn into the Asian stereotype.
>Spend childhood lonely and unwanted by my parents and by my school.
>Only other Asian kid in school is adopted and hates anything that reminds him, so he just shits on me.
>Kids start copying their parents attitudes and pull the "Chinese Japanese money please" "ching chong" and other stereotypical bullshit.
>Look to television for role models.
>All I find are Long Duk Dong, William Hung, and eventually Ken Jeong.
>Watch anime instead, since fuck that shit.
>Slowly lose the ability to speak English, cause I don't watch American TV, dont speak to my parents, and dont talk to anyone in school.
>Spend 5th and 6th grade as a selective mute with -4.50 diopter eyes. People think I'm basically retard despite the fact that I got a 280/280 on the state standardized exam and a 138 on the WISC.
>Drop out of school, get a GED.
>End up here