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>be me a year ago
6:00 Heavy duty workers jackhammering the sidewalk out of my window
>Im affraid to wake up, Im affraid of the day
>Every morning im affraid to open my eyes
>Im scared of the dawn
>I have no idea what to do with the coming day
>o kurwa (fuck)
>In the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen
>I have some responibilties, but the emptiness...
>Like there is no diference if i stand up or not
>If i do something or nothing
>Ja pierdole (fuck this shit)
>Higene, Eat, Work, Eat, Work, Smoke, Drugs, Sleep
>Ja pierdole kurwa
Put legs in the air to streach muscles
>one,two,three,four,five,six,seven *uffff*
stand up, go to window and shout Every insult i know at the workers
>mfw. when they dont even care
>now i draw in my belly for the whole day, I do like this for years
>I take the clock, the cold evening tea and the newspaper i "self-raped" myself onto last night
>I bring the clock to the room, i dont even know why
> Maybe so it can terrorize me for the rest of the day with the comming of full hours
>Open the balcony door to get the cigarette smell out
>I drop the used newspaper on the "used pile" next to the bin
>I pour hot tap water into the pot and place the milk container in it, to warm it up
>seven sips of ungassed water because its good.jpg and healthy, it pervents gastric ulcers and acids
>one,two,three,four,five,six,seven*gul*
>The thought i have to shave myself today
Tbc