>tfw I need to be depressed to be happy
>tfw I like to be alone because then I feel miserable and I fit in r9k community
wtf is wrong with my mind?
You are suffering from special snowflake-itis
You feel the need to do so because you have to be different
You want to be alone on purpose so that you may feel miserable because everyone else is feeling happy and thus you can not also feel happy
You feel the need to fit into /r9k/ culture because it's what others don't
You feel the need to be depressed in order to be happy just because it's the unique thing to do and other people don't do it
So what do I recommend?
A nice dosage of Off To Tumblr With You
we're abberant
social outcasts are supposed to be alone, to toil and roam the country side, refining autistic-level skill in foraging or mastering another trade to make up for our inability to bring home the meats.
now we have a tribe to ourselves. we can remain feral (or, more accurately, the dysfunctional polar-opposite of feral) in theory, civilized in practice through modern society.
>>25284927
that's a nice way to rationalize never learning to live
>>25284819
My thoughts exactly. I'm unhappy when having a normal phase in my life and always happy when the alcoholic hermit stage begins.
>>25284819
i'm extremely depressed and useless when i'm alone and doing nothing, but when i have an actual job i'm legitimately suicidal
>>25284819
This thread is already oozing special snowflake.
>>25284819
I think depression makes me satisfied too. Not sure why. Probably because then I feel I have a reason for people to feel pity towards me and pay attention, although I keep myself to myself so much that I don't know what I need attention for.
