>be lonely nihilistic asshole
>spend months developing a tulpa with hours of forcing every day
>it ends up hating me and torments me at every available opportunity
>>25283467
>2015
>falling for the tulpa meme
>>25283467
That's because you hate yourself, a tulpa is a piece of your mind.
Fix your body, it will make you feel better, meditate too. Cario + meditation really helps
>>25283467
Iktfb
He doesn't hate me per se, but he makes me question myself endlessly
He represents fear and my revulsion at my own hypocrisy, I think
He also bait and switches me a lot, I think
It's hard to explain
We're still friends but he's shrouded in mystery, kind of a dark character but not necessarily evil