>wake up
>first conscious thought is that all I have to do is drive to a cliff and jump off
>don't do it
What's purpose does this instant demotivation serve.
>That brief moment when you wake up and forget you're living this existence
Best part of my day by far, lads
You are in pain and your natural response is try to alleviate that pain.
>first thoughts I remember having are "no not here" and "why can't I move in any way I want?"
Your mind is conflicted, obviously
>>25282986
>"why can't I move in any way I want?"
Apooky, Tbh
>remember all my dreams
>sometimes i just lay there after waking up blissfully remembering them, trying not to open my eyes
>the moment i open my eyes i wish i never woke up
errytime
>>25284358
Goddamnit why do you have to make me feel these feels?
My first conscious thought is usually, "Fuck."
>>25282687
>>25284358
These guys understand me.
