I'd be a much happier person if I didn't care about letting my family down
>>25276582
Same here
Can't stand telling so much to my family and friends, just so I don't let them down
>>25276661
I keep everything to myself because they're hugely judgemental and I know they would disown me if they knew half the shit I screwed up in life. I only have one person I can call a friend and even he'd think I'm a pathetic creature if he knew too much about me.
I hate myself so much.
>>25276802
We're on the very same boat, eh?
I'm looking for ways to get myself off my ass, shake this fucking depression off, and be whoever I want to be instead of putting up a face...shame I don't want to/don't have the courage to do it
On the hate issue, how about you look at yourself as an object, and not a person? It kinda helped me not fucking hate myself as much, and see more positive thingsAlthough my tulpa does a damn good job of hiding that feel anyways
