Yes, I love hearing about fuck ups, please tell me robot.

you mean continue to a bit that might actually be interesting, just fucking get to the point dont make me read a bunch of boring lines that could have been summed up with "met this girl i like"

>>25273549
Yes go on lad

>>25273465
>>25273549
Ok i'll continue

>fourth day comes up
>hanging around campus and doing fun sporting games while getting drunk
>see H only a few minites but message her
>talk by messaging eachother on how lame our groups are
>fifth day comes up
>didnt do anything that day
>in the evening there was swimming pool party
>see her near the end of the party
>dance with her in the pool to shitty music
>finally over
>say goodbye and give her long hug
>says she'll be back at the first day of uni but first she's gotta go to family back in poland
>i can't wait to see her again
>first day of uni
>hang with her all the time in class
>agree that i should visit her in her new appartment in the city where she lives
>say i'll cook and we can watch a movie afterwards she has been wanting to see
>it's a deal

Cont?

>>25273732
Why are you asking you turbocunt, pls continue

>>25273732
Come on nigger you can do it

>>25273401
>paranoid schizo
At least you didn't cut her head off OP after mistaking her for a demon or something; it's not all bad.

>>25273931
they story isn''t over yet bud

>>25273786

>Meet with H after classes
>feel kinda sick but manageable
>she suddenly messages me
>"is it ok if (our mutual female friend) came too?"
>fuckisthis.jpg
>"sure but will she stay when we watch the movie?"
>"i dont think so"
>fucking hell
>get over it and agree since she wont be staying for the movie anyways
>class ends
>we go to supermarket to get the ingredients for my meal i'm gonna cook
>meal is indian chicken
>also get red wine and 7up to make shitty Tinto de Verano
>Get to her appartment
>pretty nice
>make dinner and try to have some fun while the cockblocker is here
>She leaves eventually
>finally time for the movie
>watch some fucking shit chickflick
>we sit on fucking weird ass saggy baggy seats, so seperated
>After the movie
>sickness kicks in
>indian chicken curry didnt go too well with wine
>run to her bathroom
>throw up and feel like i'm dying
>she feels sorry for me
>hate myself for fucking up this opportunity with H
>after that we speak less often in uni
>get the sense that she doesnt like me anymore
>always try to start a comversation
>same cockblocker keeps on talking to her because she feels entitled to all the international students or something
>month passes by
>only spoke to her a couple of times that month
>think she lost all interest in me
>another month passes by
>didnt even speak to her
>she doesnt even notice me anymore or at least so it seems
>i fucked up
>only chance of having a qt gf ruined

It has been three months since the dinner/movie date. I still can't get over H, why did this have to happen. Still really sad about this.

>>25274000
Well you aren't going to meet anyone else like that again since you're a paranoid schizo so might as well just kill yourself

>>25274000
>paranoid schizo became worse
>meds seem to help but not as much as they did before
>start to think people are out to get me behind every corner
>see black things in the corners of my eyes all the time now
>inb4 niggers
>recently starting to hear voices
>know one of them by the sound of it
>it's fucking H her voice
>thisishell.jpg
>hear her voice all the time whispering to me that i'm a worthless piece of shit
>depression starts to get worse because of this
>fucking hate and desire H at the same time now

H honoustly you fucked me up good. Why did you start to ignore me after the incident, were you that shallow? I hate myself for ever liking you.
Sincerely, Anon

>>25274145
It's not her fault its yours

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>>25274145
>>25274326
it's nobody's fault that your shit is all fucked up.
Things will get better, you just hang in there sempai