it sounds delusional, explain better?

>>25260433
better to be pitied than hated

>implying it isnt the most logical thing in the world to hate normies

>>25260472

>have core group of friends since high school
>throughout years realize we have some fucked up competitiveness that is unusual (other people I meet in college end up being way more friendly )
>Grow apart from core friends but still keep in frequent contact due to social media
>don't mean to sound like a dick but realize most of these friends are "reddit" af (no other way to put it but they literally use reddit and habe few hobbies outside their jobs, sports and video games
>throughout the years I become the weird one bc I get into politics, arts, wanting to travel, grow out of video games
>shit happens with my dad and I start drinking a lot
>all of a sudden these friends tell me I need help (maybe I do) but we literally see each other maybe couple times a year
>decide ok, maybe I'll listen, go to aa for a bit
>eventually stop drinking heavily
>when I talk to these friends about it seems a lot of it seems to be how much my drinking was affectinG them
>literally barely ever drank with any of them
>holidays come
>I come home expecting to see them all since they've "worried" so much about me
>all of them make plans to get waated, specifically making sure I don't come

Seriously fuck these small town inbreds. They've made me feel self conscious for opening a book since I met them and I'm done with it. I've marked all their numbers as spam and am planning never to see them again. The holidays can't end quick enough