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2015-12-25 19:04:42 Post No. 25245494
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2015-12-25 19:04:42
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need help robots.
Since I was a kid (like 4-6 years old) I developed an unhealthy taste for blood, death and things like that. I did tons of drawings of, um, creatures suffering pain, blood all over the paper, broken bones... My parents didn't care about that, in fact they thought I had a great imagination. I never had good friends, and neither now.
At that age, I liked watching a program about murders and crimes every morning at 8 AM, it's called Forensic Files, I think you know about it.
So, at age 11 I discovered the Deep Web. I always loved Computer Technology so I didn't have much trouble entering it. But it was disappointing. VERY DISAPPOINTING.
I was expecting snuff and extreme gore since I read tons of urban legends on the Internet, things like Daisy's Destruction. But you know, I was young and impressionable.
I entered websites like bestgore.com, because I like that shit. At that time I didn't think it would be bad. No, I knew that people do not like snuff, neither gore and more shit. But I thought that as they don't know, everything is fine.
It's been years and I kept doing the same crap, but it was now when I realized I might have a problem. I often think that I would not mind killing someone... But as long as there are not legal consequences. You see, I'm a fucking coward after all.
I feel the need to try. Cutting flesh, bones, feeling that kind of stuff.
I was wondering if I might have some kind of mental illness. Thanks for your time and help.
