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>three years ago
>things not so good
>start talking to a friend
>"everything will be okay, anon"
>take great comfort in her presence for me
>over 2013, we would become close
>she not only became my best friend, but my lover
>went through much together, including fallouts with mutual friends
>she always had my side
>i always had hers
>i fell deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole
>end of 2013 comes
>she moves in with my family and i
>early 2014, we move into a flat
>life is good, but she's a little lazy
>a lot lazy
>no problem
>condition was that she helped me pay rent
>she never got a job
>upon moving in with me, her temperament changed
>was like walking on eggshells
>she would get angry
>she got angrier and angrier
>always apologised for outbursts but never stopped actually going off
>got to the point where she was slapping, punching, biting and throwing things at me
>still was such a manlet to forgive her
>used self-harm as a weapon against me
>by october it's out of god damned control
>she leaves in december
>whole time she never got work and spent all my money on smokes when we didnt have enough money to eat daily
>left me with literally nothing

moving on to this year

>work my arse off all year
>kick her out of my life
>done everything i can do move on
>including many many hookers

>she still appears in my mind when I try to go to sleep

You were my best friend. You were everything.
I hate having to move on, but I must.

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