>Remembering how magical and awesome christmas felt as a kid
>you will never feel it ever again because you are an old depressed lazy grinch loser
>tfw my sister actually called me a grinch today
I miss being blue pilled. literally had to grow up and realize the nightmare that is how hard life cvcks you.
the greatest gif instead of an xbox would've been if someone shot me in the head while I still had a chance.
>>25240081
>xbox for christmas
Underage or normalfag?
Either way, you should kill yourself.
>>25240058
yeah man, i miss when the gifts was something you didnt even ask for
>mfw now i got to survival the resources i have to reach a good tier christmas
>>25240081
>m-muh red pill
Consume feces.
>>25240126
getting an original xbox for Christmas in 2002 doesn't make you a normalfag.
>>25240058
If it makes you feel any better, that's basically what your parents have felt for the majority of their lives.
>>25240058
>tfw family is broken apart
>tfw christmas is christmas with my mum, auntie and grandma and this stupid loud dog
I fucking hate it, I hate being surrounded by these annoying bickering women who are incapable of anything fun.
I used to physically SHAKE with excitement on Christmas eve/morning. Like my teeth and body would be shuddering in pure happiness, I've never felt anything like that since
The closest I've come to that happiness feel is this morning to be honest, I'm very excited to give my family their presents and spend Christmas with them because we actually get along
What's the point of comparing your life to your baby self? When we were babies, everything was fucking amazing and new and sometimes terrifying. It was fucking intense all the time because we didn't know about the whole world around us. How does something stay exciting for 20, 30, or however many years? It doesn't, so why worry about it?
Find new pursuits, surprise yourself in new ways instead of relying on old mainstays. Fucking go hiking or something damn.
>>25240058
>you will never experience this kind of excitement again