Who /completelylosthope/ here?
Sometimes when I think about my life, my situation my outlook, the only thing that happens is my mind goes completely blank. Some mental block. I can't even manage to hope anymore. I've lost all I could. There is no point. The fateful reality of this only increases exponentially with each day as I am losing my mind.
No matter how long or how hard I try, the conclusion is always the same: There is only death.
Yes, but I have no objective reason for that.
What's yours?
>>25239928
I have one. And that fact is what causes me the most mental anguish. If you just imagine the most pathetic, unfortunate /r9k/ robot ever, that's basically me.
It's systemic in how fucking ridiculous it is. The worst of it all started in my early 20s, but I was still a little bot in my childhood.
>>25239964
What is it? Explain.
>>25239818
Oh no. They're quite a bit higher if anything it's just my expectations are falling with age.
>>25240076
everything. I'm short, ugly, small pencil dick, ethnic, failed with girls, failed with people, terrible job, family hates me, never had a life, literally every beta cvck trait you could have, uuuh I don't know. But this has all been validated here and in real life. I honest to god wish I was overreacting but I'm not. There is nothing. I'm not going to fucking smile about this bullshit. I got fucked over man.
Fucking hate my life. It's the only one I got too.
