So I went off my meds a few weeks ago and I feel great. I have

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2015-12-25 09:46:20 Post No. 25238396
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Anonymous 2015-12-25 09:46:20 Post No. 25238396 [Report]

So I went off my meds a few weeks ago and I feel great. I have energy again. I'm playing vidya and enjoying it. I stopped visiting /dep/ on wizchan. I'm masturbating and enjoying. I'm drinking soda and having a good time. But the thing is I could easily relapse. I have diagnosed schizophrenia and sometimes I have episodes where I go bat shit crazy and start thinking paranoia and other mystical stuff. I'm usually then permitted to a mental ward which I usually get medicated again and stay there for a week.

If my mom ever found out I stopped taking meds she'd kill me. I'm 26 by the way and still living with my parents (handholess kissless virgin). She comes in everyday and asks if I took my meds and I always say "yes".

I dunno what to do. I think I'll keep off of them for awhile. This ride is so good.

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Anonymous 2015-12-25 09:55:19 Post No.25238515
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Anonymous 2015-12-25 09:55:19 Post No.25238515 [Report]

i have schizophrenia as well. i dont think the meds work and the side affects are shit. Have you tried all the different anti psycotics? ive only tried 3 of the many there are. I have heard anti pyscotics are also known as heavy tranquilizers and that feel is not good desu.

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Anonymous 2015-12-25 09:56:42 Post No.25238536
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Anonymous 2015-12-25 09:56:42 Post No.25238536 [Report]

>>25238515
I tried a couple. I'm on Zyprexa right now and yeah the side effects are awful. I keep having this brain fog and anxiety on the stuff that would seriously limit my ability to function like a normal goddam human being. I doubt there is any drug out there for me.

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Anonymous 2015-12-25 10:03:13 Post No.25238610
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Anonymous 2015-12-25 10:03:13 Post No.25238610 [Report]

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well if you end up in the hospital again you could use it as an opportunity to try a new med. I was just hospitalized because the new med i was trying made me want to kill myself cause i was in alot of pain. I still want to try new meds because symptom relief would be the best and maybe less side affects.