I'm not depressed but I just feel so "meh" about everything in life. I'm happy being single and I do alright for myself, I don't want for anything but I can't help but think what's the point? I used to be able find escape in video games and books but lately I haven't been able to really escape into them like I used to. I just don't really feel like doing anything. I guess I'm lazy, but it all feels like it's copy and paste with no real point, yet I don't really want to die just yet. Does anyone else feel this way?
I feel similar but I am depressed and it only started recently. Most video games don't give me the same escape they used to. Some of them even feel like a chore. "Whats the point..?" I have literally sat on the couch for like 30 mins just sitting there thinking and doing nothing else.
>>25237171
same here, i spend a lot of my time thinking and staring at the walls/ceiling.
Same thing since I'm 13.
I'm now 29 and this is fucking hell
Yes, but sometimes it becomes a depressing feeling, and I remind myself that I have to wait for my mom to die before offing myself.
>>25237064
apathy can be a symptom of depression OP.
id suggest you try and find something worthwhile to help you distract yourself from your inevitable death
I think there's something wrong with me, honestly. I just can't seem to care about anything, sometimes I'll have a fledgling moment of "care" but it passes by fast. I'm not sad, and I'm doing alright, but I don't really feel like I'm living and at the same time I don't really care. It's odd. My relationships with people feel really shallow and I try to fend interest in their lives but it's really hard to so I pretend to. Romantic relationships are a no go simply because I get disgusted by them, I can't make it longer than a week or so and its mostly physical. Am I even a real person?
to anyone who feels this way, I have to ask you:
do you exercise? are you in shape?
do you eat decently well?
do you get enough sunlight?
do you masturbate/watch porn a lot?
eating well, staying fit, getting sun, and limiting porn/masturbation are not cure alls, but they do a helluva lot toward getting you in a healthy frame of mind.
>>25237410
>Yes, very in shape and women give indicators of interest everywhere I go
>Yes, also take multivitamins
>Not really, but I take vitamin D3 pills and multivitamins contain vitamin 3. I'mblack though so these months are the worst for me
>No, I can go week without and the only porn I see is passive when browsing
The only time I've actually felt something is when I tried extacy. If normies feel like that all the time after social interaction, it's understandable that something is wrong with me.
>>25237064
Spot on OP... I feel exactly the same. It's like I don't have a single legit passion in life, like most others seem to have. I feel empty and uninterested in EVERYTHING. Especially relationships- like you, they disgust me, and I believe most people are lying themselves into the delusion of companionship out of desperation. I'm quite nihilistic too.
