>Take piss
>Sit back down
>Get ready to fap
>Grab dick
>Piss squirts out all over hands, dick and ball sack
>starts burning after few minutes
>can't fap anymore
Nah familia this is worse
>fap like normal
>get a bad ejaculation where i pinch some tube or some shit or dont fully cum
>i guess some cum goes back down the wrong tube or piss goes up the wrong tube or some shit
>2 minutes later my dick burns like a mother fucker and it feels like i lose control of my bladder
>have to pace back a forth holding my dick closed for 45 minutes until its bearable to do anything
Happens like every 4 months now that I know what to look out for, always piss before i jack off, always.
Always make sure I force all cum out even "milk' my dick for the last bit of cum (btw does anyone else do that?)
NEVER jack off before bed, or else I will be at risk of spending HOURS up at night waiting for my dick to stop burning
pretty shit right?
Now imagine this shit in the mind of a person thats 11 years old, yea this shit happened the first time I fapped and the next few months were a living hell of self-doubt, I had no idea what was going on and I didnt want to telll anyone but i wanted to keep fapping.
A lot of my psyche and personality is shaped around this shit happening to me.
I have a phobia of losing bladder control since I thought I was starting to become incontinent.
I also have a diaper fetish, but only the girl wears it.
>>25233103
jesus i just wrote a fucking WALL, sorry for killing your thread
>>25233103
I've always milked my dick for the last bit of cum, every single time I've ever ejaculated. I'm paranoid that some could stay in my dick, dry out, and clog my urethra.
>>25233178
It doesn't work that way. There's no such thing a clotting factor for cum, like there is for blood
