>tfw have two weed dealers
>both are spotty and sometimes don't respond, then randomly tell me they're good
>can't look them in the eyes cuz I can't look anyone in the eyes
>not sure if they hate me when they aren't responding or are just busy
>don't want to nag
>met them both in high school three years ago, seems like since then as I've stayed in my room it's gotten harder and harder to cop
>think one of them might be trying to fuck me rn (Were both dudes)
>torn between fear of being misunderstood and fear of displeasing him and not getting the weed
Anyone else know this feel? I can't even drug addict. This is lower than rock bottom.
>tfw my sister is my weed dealer
>>25231220
You're smoking her pussy.
tfw your weed dealer moved and u cant find a new one
>>25231186
>not sure if they hate me when they aren't responding or are just busy
They're 20 year old weed dealers. Of course they're about as reliable as a Haitian bus schedule.
I bought off this one guy for nearly 10 years and even though he was pretty reliable, 9/10 times he would send me a text saying "I'll give you a call tomorrow" and then not call ever until I called him back and he was like "oh bro sorry dude man bro I totally fell asleep".
But when he DID remember, he would drive out to my front door.
I can't wait for prime minister Bieber to legalize it
Why are dealers so shitty with time? Don't they want money?
>tfw not sure if want or dont want there to be something more to life than drugs
>Visit africa
>Weed is bushweed but costs like 10 cents for a gram
>Go back home
>"LE I WANT 50 BUCKS FOR 5 GRAMS (that is actually 3.5 or something)
>"le duuude this is black afghan hash yoooooo"
>(actually shitty hash mixed with tyres or licorice and gives you a headache"
>Decide to occasionally grow myself
>Stash my 50 grams outside, go on a bikeride (get excercise) pick up a gram once a week, no more than I can smoke or flush (due to paranoia)
Im never gonna let a filthy disgusting faggy dealer get a single cent from me, fuck you niggers i smoke my own product
>>25231792
Howd you select your grow spot?
ALso
>tfw OP
>tfw guts telling me I won't be getting high tonight
>>25231792
>10 cents a gram
sounds like heaven (though all the Africa shit and being around so many dindus must not be fun)
>>25231850
Did you miss the paranoid part? I dont want to say.
But im gonna do it anyway, i picked a spot 30 yards from a villa-community, with kids and dogs. (who barked when i was around)
Tons of ticks.
Weed was harvested, some got budrot.
I visited the place a month later, all trees and covering bushes was cut off. Was a real "phew" moment.
Other than that, be a soldier, walk one hour into the forest, dont follow a path, go through the thickest grass, get the countless ticks, chop down a tree, and dig a hole and plant.
>>25231612
too busy doing drug dealer things. playing call of duty and texting underage girls
Tfw I think he's coming through... assuming he's not trying to fuck me.. he's about to sell me 2 gs for 30$. Probably of really shitty weed too, last time I bought 3 gs and he gave me 1 good g and 2 gs of stuff which I questioned whether it was even weed. I spent like two days lying in bed wasting it away trying to figure out if I was high.
I live in the suburbs of Washington DC, ie one of the wealthiest places in the world. But I'm so socially retarded that this is what I can get.
