How did 2015 go for you?
My life completely changed, but it's still the same.
>turns out years long depression was actually prodromal schizophrenia
great i made some new friends
>>25217376
wanted to die at a job starting 2015, made a move to another one, turned out to be shitty, get fired, spend 6 months unemployed, feel more mepty than ever because it turns out it wasn't my job that was the problem I'm just getting old
fuck the years passing me by
>gf moved to different country
>got made redundant
>moved house
>lost ~30kg through diet and exercise
It was easily the worst year in the rememberable past few.
Had the shittiest job you can ask for, with the shittiest boss and colleagues. No friends, I am living all alone, no internet for the most part. It was pretty bad and finally quit that shit job and moved back home.
IDK what to do next but I ain't gonna work again as a nurse ever again. I'm just being a NEET right now and enjoying the holidays as they were meant to be enjoyed. Having free time, good food, family and friends.
Now if I could only die sometime in my sleep, that would be great. Working for an employer is literally the worst activity humanity came up with.
>>25217376
it was quite literally the worst year for me socially so far
and i didnt do too hot academically or physically either
honestly 2015 may have been the worst year of my life
...so far
>>25217376
worst year of my life senpai
>>25217376
>graduated high school
>collage is hard
>20th b-day
>no gf
>mom came home
>no job
>no money
>gained 15lbs
Could have been better but still good
Pros
>received full drivers license
>paid off car and credit card debt
>received 4 years of income tax
>lost 25 lbs
>drinking more tea than alcohol
>getting a new guitar instead of upgrading my PC
Cons
>no gf
>still working shitty temp jobs
>might be fired soon because I don't talk to people and focus on my job, fuck them.
>stopped smoking weed and cigs
>got a gf
>started working out
>got a job
p nice desu senpai
>>25217648
>got a gf
Please master, explain how you approached and interacted with her to get to this position.
>>25217675
Not him, but..
>Got really fucking drunk
>Chat a girl on FB
>Tell a girl I'm fucking miserable
>Ask her if she wants to take my virginity
>She responds "only if you're not using it"
>We meet, we go out for dinner
>I heroically rescue a woman from a car accident
>Sex all day erryday
>Still miserable.
>family members died
>was dumb enough to trust a female
>started learning Python and C#
>became a post-ironic shitposting meme rapper
>became a wagekuck
It was shit just like every other year.
>>25217735
heroically rescue a woman from a car accident
NORMIE SCUM REEEEEEEEEE
>>25217675
1. be attractive
2. have friends
3. get invited to birthday party
4. talk to girls you find attractive
5. ???
6. get gf
>>25217735
>girl
>not being repulsed by virgins
Pick 1. It's a miracle it worked for you, girls would laugh in my face.
How can you be miserable when a girl has found you attractive enough to have sex with? That validation that you're a worthwhile human is what we all crave.
>>25217781
get off this board fucking christ return to /b/
>>25217781
>1. be attractive
failed at the first stage
>>25217826
maybe ur not meant to reproduce then
2014 was alright, but a fake sort of alright. a lie that led to nothing.
2015 sucked, but it was good in a bittersweet way, like the previous year. im down in the well again but now im toiling, digging my own tunnels, wading through sewage and accepting life at rock bottom. here I am again, come full circle.
>have a mental breakdown from stress right before new years
>cuss out my dad and move out of his house into my mother's place
>life is fucking awful, work at this shitty vietnamese place illegally for a couple months during the cold season
>quit because my pay is shit and the place was dodgy
>return to a slightly-better paying and more convenient nearby icecream parlor that had a bunch of cute girls, had worked there the previous summer
>im a fucking wreck but the grills think im hot for some reason, somehow don't manage to bang any of them and remain a KHV
>spend my birthday working, spend the entire afternoon until past sundown skipping rocks
>must have skipped at least 200 different rocks that day
>stopped when I was too tired, sat down and cried because nobody could see me since it was dark
>quit the ice cream gig and remain unemployed
>live in a garage until it starts to get cold at night, sleeping underneath a tarp on an old car seat
>disowned by the few friends I had made over the past year
>hurt myself a lot, punching myself in the head/face, burning myself and other horrible shit i had done before my breakdown in the previous year
>my only friend lands me a job, gets me motivated to make enough money to be able to move out
>never manage to be able to move out, so i manipulate my father into living at his house again for a couple months
>now live at my father's place
>extremely stressed and lifeless, trying to find a place with my friend
>probably won't work out
>spending the holidays alone, but it's nothing different than usual so I don't mind.
>have spent the whole year daydreaming about stories I want to write, but never get around to anything.
>>25217833
this kind of fag is exactly why rape needs to return to common man.
every man must be given at least 3 women to fuck.
>>25217376
made two big mistakes
>>25217862
survival of the fittest brah
>had to move back to a shitty town because of financial reasons
>work at a shitty chain restaurant for 6 months
>finally get a good job
>get fired within a month
>had sex with a black girl
It was pretty shitty overall.
>>25217780
>SUV flips over. I tell GF to pull over
>She pulls over, I mash her hazards button (A big deal for her)
>Run to wrecked SUV, door opens, don't have to break any windows]
>I'm shaky like a fucking bitch
>leave when I know she is OK
>some other fuck called the cops.
>GF loves me for doing what an rational human would do..
PFFF
I finished my Bachelor's degree a couple of weeks ago. I'm supposed to be getting into grad school but I'm not 100% certain about it since one of the profs who was going to write me a recommendation letter hasn't yet.
I also won't be able to contact them again until Jan. 4, and classes start on the 18th...
I feel nervous.
>>25217881
>survival of the fittest brah
doesn't work like that anymore. idiot. women will ride the cock carousel until they're old and used up and then settle down and have some ugly beta's kids. it's the ugly beta's genes that are passed on.
survival of the fittest is only applicable in random pairings where genetic adaptation will actually make or break you.
medicine and modern society eliminate both of those.
Tried lifting and made really slight progression but got lazy. It seems like i never have drive to do anything these days, i wonder where normies get their energy.
>>25217376
>crossing over from 2014, continued to be in love with a 42 year old whom I worked with and will never have due in part to her being in relationship with another guy.
>Biggest emotional experience in my life, never being so attracted towards any other woman before. Her being completely oblivious about how I felt towards her.
>Leave job after 18 months, never gonna see her again, which is probably a good thing.
>New job, having nothing to look forward to everyday, but at least I'm not exposed to her anymore, as much as I do still think about her.
>>25217739
Uhhh I am learning python too, how's it going?
>kept the weight where i left off
>sank into depression
>became alcohol
>crashed the car and almost died
>started taking benzos and alcohol for pass out
>almost died falling down the stairs
>came home and got a new therapy
>expecting 2016 to be better.
>>25217939
Good luck anonymous
>>25217918
Shitty, life would be easier if I wasn't so tired all the time now.
>tfw no longer have any time to shitpost
too damn fast
>>25217849
That sounds tough, hope you see better times
>>25217811
My man.. It's not about being attractive. It's being you.
I'm one ugly sonofabitch, like you don't even know.
Got a short dick, got brain problems..
A girl had sex with me.. She might be in love with me.
Don't give up.
>>25217849
nice sob story faggot
you deserve to kill yourself, pathetic drug addicted scumbag
> diagnosed with cancer, lupus, blood disease
> lose over 100lbs
> gf leaves me
> friends start using me as an accessory to make themselves look like good people
> no energy to hang out with people
> people stop trying to be my friend bc I never want to do anything
> still working in corporate hell
> realize I'm boring
> turn in to recluse who only goes to work then goes home and smokes weed every night
>>25218250
am I afraid of niggers not because of their animal-like behavior, but rather of an animal's ability to emulate behavior that of a human...?
>Restarted 6th form last year
>in September I fully mingle with my new year, as it's now the last year of 6th form and all my old friends have left
>start smoking weed
>reject christian faith
>accept death and pointlessness of life
>get hung up on qts
I don't feel happy but I recognise that I'm extremely privelaged and that billions of people live worse lives than me; a fact that makes me hate myself for feeling like shit. I'm healthy, fairly intelligent, I have parents that love me and I've got friends, but I just can't make any of it matter in my mind.
I'm living a comfy life, but a pointless life. I have the lifestyle necessary to let me step back and hate life, despite mine not being bad, on paper. What the fuck is this shit.
>got a $10k/year promotion at work
>got first car
>got first IRL homosex relationship
>lost butt virginity
I'd say it's been a good year for me.
>>25218194
I use to think that "just be yourself" was bullshit as well but I've noticed girls are not attracted to you but your confidence so long as you're not hideously ugly.
How can you convince yourself though that a girl should choose you? They can literally choose anyone else since they're the sexual selectors. I'm an autistic ugly fuck so confidence is hard to come by.
>>25218558
Choose you, first.
>>25218548
The day of the rope is coming, degenerate scum
>>25218511
You are a colossal faggot
>finished school
>became a Q/A tester
>life was pretty okay
>got fired
>unemployed a few months, lived in my car in summer/fall
>bs my way through an interview
>waiting on my clearence while I get paid to study
The year has been pretty okay
>>25217376
I said, I'd be getting swole since I was became a NEET and could do what I wanted.
Instead, I spent even more time on this shithole and got started with emulators and pc gaming.
>m-maybe 2016 will be different.
>>25217376
>failed multiple job interviews
>bit the bullet and lost the v card with a hooker
>gave me confidence, had a GF for 4 months
>hooked up with a 3/10 out of OKC for two fucking sessions
>got kicked out from my flat, back in parents house
>spending Christmas with family
>savign money for a PC paid off
bitter sweet you could say
>senior year of high school/freshman year of college
>mother went absolutely fucking nuts
>parents got divorced
>got a restraining order against my mom
>went to my dream college
Pretty bad for most of it desu but it's looking up.
>>25218653
anon please,I choose you
>>25217406
>>25217419
>>25217420
>>25217435
>>25217551
Don't worry, 2016 will be much, much worse.
>>25217739
Especially for you, tripfriend.
Bretty bad
But I have a date with a model soon, so that could turn things around.
>>25218689
>colossal faggot
I realize this
>be alcoholic and out of shape
>get gf
>stop excessive drinking and get in shape
>gf leaves me
>start drinking again and getting out of shape
It's a pretty mixed back with no real in-betweens.
>got a tattoo apprenticeship
>said apprenticeship was largely a scam, mentors didn't teach me anything and made sit in the shop and clean blood off of people every day for 8 hours
>they would yell at me if I used my down time to practice drawing because I wasn't 'social' enough and I should be ruthlessly engaging customers and acting like a chad at a frat party
>eventually just walk out and give up because I'm not making any money or making progress to show for it; their demands for my time pushed me out of my part time job and school
>end up suicidally depressed
>eating disorder resurfaces
>almost get a divorce because my SO is tired of all my shit + full time job stress
>wind up in a mental hospital
>wind up in an eating disorder center
>gain 20 pounds
>move back home
>get shit back together
>get a part time job teaching preschool and get over my fear of public speaking
>re-enroll in online classes
>build art portfolio
>get accepted into top-tier 3D animation school
>>25218689
>The day of the rope is coming, degenerate scum
keep dreaming /pol/cuck
>first real job
>made first friend in a while
>dated two """"" fembots"""""
>2 kittens died
That fucked me up irreparabley
>broke up with a few internet gf's I was cheating on anyways
>2 aneurysms
>weird /soc/ girl tried to get me to fuck her at a petting zoo
>roommate dating a Jew, so I've started sympathizing with Hitler
>played Arkham series
Best choice I ever made. Fuck, I wanna play Arkham Knight so badly now
>decided to drop out of uni and go to cc
>start working out again and seeing gains/weight loss
>complete apathy now
>totally ok with being alone with me and my cat
>no longer want friends or sex or a gf
>still constantly want to die
Pretty bad year to start, but things are actually kind of looking up
>>25217826
>HxH will never come back
JUST FUCKING KILL ME
MY LIFE MEANS NOTHING WITHOUT IT
Meruem and Komugi made me cry like a baby
Not so good
>got a raise and work a better position
>worked out 6 days a week for a few months but have completely stopped now
>gf of three years broke up with me recently. I now have to move out and leave my dogs behind
>was considering starting college but now feel overwhelmed and doubtful I'll be able
>probably will move into a shit hole apartment and be alone all the time
>may give therapy another shot in 2016 so I don't blow my head off
>gained useful skills
>my social life disimproved, but I don't give a fuck
>lost my virginity, realized that sex is overrated, next year is full monk/cocoon mode
>feeling and looking a little older, have to start taking care of myself religiously starting next year, no more late nights, no more fast food
Basically typical quarterlife crisis feels for a betafag
>2015
>Stopped smoking hash
>Went from hitting the bong every night to not touching it
>Got aGF
>Girl kept me away from all of that crap, along with old friends (they were toking still)
>Months pass, I move away from the R9K life
>Everything's looking up Milhouse.jpg
>GF dumps me and starts dating a literal pothead..
>Begin sobbing
>Life ruined
>No friends because they all smoke
>Cry a bit more
Then in August:
>Decide that I can't keep going like this
>Start a fucking education!?!
>Go to school for several months
>Feels good.webm
>Now-ex begins texting me
>I immediately get all the feels back
>Still love her, but gotta move on
>This weekend
>Go to a party (I dont even know why..)
>Small town, so guess who's there
>Decide that now is the time
>Take her aside to talk to her
>She agrees
>Talk for a bit, "how's it going and shit"
>She is repellent
>Spread my arms to give her a hug
>She just stands there..
>After all this time, she wouldn't even give me a hug ;_;
>Decide to stop making a fool of myself
>Go to local bar
>Talk for 4 hours with an alcoholic
>Play snooker with him
>Loose all of my money
>Drinking my sorrows away
>Puking right outside the pub
>Go home and drunk-drive for 3 hours to go to the nearest fast food chain
>Sleep 'till 15:30 on Christmas eve
>Go on r9k
2015 was both the best and the worst year yet. I fina-fucking-ly quit my drug addiction. I got my first ever girlfriend, and I started my dream education. Then my most loved person ever left me, and I felt the worst pain I have ever felt. Now I'm heart broken, but luckily I have gotten some new friends.
Looking to move out in 2016. Get a real job, and start earning some money. Now I know how the game of girls work, so looking for a new girlfriend is definitely also on the list. I'm sure that 2016 will be good, if I just could get my mind over this girl a little quicker..
>>25217376
>graduated
>nice summer trip
>fucked a trap
>found a job
>found an apartment all for myself
>in love with a cute girl and quite miserable at the moment
>>25219363
>>fucked a trap
Greentext please
Pics of trap if you have any
Pretty good.
Ahh who am i kidding it sucked like all other years.
>>25219129
>you will smile again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQcsRFeQYW4
>>25217376
Breddy good. My wife and I started looking for houses and I went from an awful job I was miserable in to a fun job I can do whatever I want in, with a small pay increase as well.
>>25219322
Also something pretty bad happened actually......
>Set up fake instagram profile to follow all the hot girls I went to high school with
>Using the fake profile I had on FB
>The guy I'm using is obviously chad
>Some small girls keep asking to follow me
>One girl in particular keeps messaging me
>Tell her she can send me pictures
>We chat for a couple of weeks
>She has only sent me one picture in this timeframe
>She keeps asking if I wanna be her boyfriend
>This girl is literally 12, so tell her "What would your parents think?"
>Decide to block her
>She keeps making new profiles to text me
>Blocking continues
>Finally get enough
>Tell her "If you don't send me pictures, it's just sad"
>Never intended to get nudes, just wanted an excuse to block her (seriously..)
>Block her
>Three weels ago
>Log on fake FB
>Her fucking mom messaged me
>"We've decided to v& you."
>Delete every fucking thing at the second
>Fake facebook from 2010 with over 500 trusted friends now gone
>100 girls that accepted me on insta now gone
>No more cheeky faps for me
Worst thing is, that I used my [email protected] name to sign up for instagram. I changed it to a 5-minute mail right away, but still afraid of what damage has been done. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
>>25219386
>put an ad on a site looking for a girl for pissing games
>trap answers
>she's a hooker but wants my dick and my piss
>31, brazilian, taller than me but not too masculine
>we meet a couple of times
>suck each other's dick
>lick each other's ass
>i can't pee on her because my bladder is shy
>she pees in my mouth
>it was better in my fantasies
>i never called her again
>feel guilty because she's a very nice person
i should probably write her now
>>25218843
I had it kind of the same way. Only it was weed for me. Only thing that's different, is that I didn't start toking again. The girl fucking changed my life, and I do not intend to fuck it up again.
>>25219406
Holy fuck
Just stop
It fucking hurts
I used to mock weebs for getting attached to anime, but then HxH came along
Made me feel emotions I'd never felt
Even hearing the OP can put me on the verge of tears
I actually stopped watching anime after it ended
Nothing can ever compare
I'm gonna rewatch it all now
>Jan - May
Horribly depressed
>May- Sep
Do literally nothing
>Sep - Nov
Went travelling in Asia for 2 months
>Nov - Dec
Gradual slide back into apathy and depression
>>25219457
What site? Fetlife?
How old are you?
31 is too old to be a trap, you fucked a tranny
Does your current gf know you're gay?
>>25217376
Did a semester abroad, one of the best decisions in my life.
Rediscovered who I was.
Got my bachelor's degree with honors, started my master's.
Unfortunately I'll probably lose one of my two friends this break because they're starting to hate eachother.
>went to japan and banged some hookies
>got fired from wagecuck construction job
>got a job at the store
>went back to school
>banged qts from work
>more depressed than ever
>>25219509
it's a site that exists only in my country. i'm 26. yes, it's a tranny.
i don't have a gf, i just fell for a girl. who doesn't know i like dicks (but not men).
no one else knows in fact. except for this tranny and a mature man i sucked last month in his car.
>>25219489
HxH is in a class of it's own, it's pure magic, it just sucks that the cost of this is the never ending haitus. FUCK YOU TOGASHI!
Here's another OP to cheer you up:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTH0CjmN_Yw
>>25219534
Fuck you normie
I hope you get shot
>>25219561
You're gonna get AIDS...
I could only fuck a trap like in the pic or Bailey Jay
BJay is actually my waifu desu
>made some money going off on military courses
>did two of said courses
>advanced my career ever so slightly
>masturbated a lot
>didn't die
4/10 its ok
>>25219581
i'd rather fuck bailey jay as well but i work with what i have.
before meeting her i did some research to find out if she was acceptable.
>>25219569
Only HxH could pull of something like the chimera arc
60 episodes of talking animals
Some episodes didn't even have humans, just octopuses and beetles chasing each other.
I really would've liked to see Gin or Chrollo fight Meruem
But HxH isn't DBZ that does gigantic OP fights
That reminds me, I was actually on Meruem's side
His opening speech about the evils and inequalities in the world was so fucking accurate. The divide between rich and poor, black and white, etc.
Meruem best villain of all time.
>tmw the game spells Gin as "nig"
>abandoned his son
>big
Oh you japs
>>25219832
kek never noticed that
>>25217376
>Shipped out to Marine boot camp in Jan.
>stayed there 2 months longer for a broken foot
>gf left me when I was on boot leave
>didn't get stationed in Okinawa like I wanted
>fucked hookers for the first time
eh I had better years
Worst year of my life, but it could have been worse. I'm just hoping 2016 turns around.
>be 2015
>meet oneitis
>has boyfriend
>its fine though just having a crush helped me get over my ex
>spring session starts
>Get a class I don't need
>Fail it
>self sabotage myself into not dropping it
>goodbyefinancialaid.gif
>life is hard now
>decide do go into water treatment for my major
>start studying on my own
>Homestuck is updating, feels good
>meet ex again. It was alright, I wish I was around her more so I could keep from becoming more stupid. She's like a little sister to me
>Neeting the summer except for when friends visit
>they're my core group of friends from highschool that all went seperate ways since
>awkward moments but fun, do a lot of drugs
>do mushrooms and go swimming under a bridge in a highspeed current canal
>The mushroom oneness feel makes me feel powerful in presence of rushing water, the rivers that cross the sonora desert are like the veins of god.
>Lose undies to current and end up skinny dipping because God wills it
>suddenly friends gather
>dudebro is pouring water onto my head from a bong
>I am sitting completely nude
>tfw when being baptised naked in a river surrounded by friends
>feels cathartic, everythings going to be alright
>decide to move in with my father
>now living with dad, my own room to myself, can jack off in peace, draw in peace, sing in peace, talk to myself in peace.
>run into different qt at college, hit it off, maybe gf?
>father helps me start my own business.
Business is very slow, things keep messing up but theres silver linings
>gonna take water treatment permit test in march
>christmas break friends are visiting again
>smoke and hang out like we never drifted apart
>have a revelation
>after i get my water treatment permit I'm gonna train to be a professional boxer, was raised boxing by my father since I was 7, figure I might have a shot.
>maybe I'll make enough money to open up an art studio and fulfil my dream of making cartoons
>things are looking up.
>>25220270
Oh yeah and 80% of my meals have sandwiches, I am getting so fucking sick of eating the same god damn sandwich..
>>25220270
So let's recap, friends, lovers, drugs, tons of family support, no consequences and general normalfaggotry. Congratulations you should sincerely contemplate killing yourself.
>>25220270
>>25220314
You sound like an insufferable cunt that doesn't belong here, now fuck off somewhere else faggot.
>had a really shitty e-gf, which has made me give up on LDRs
>moved back to city, which is both good and bad
>got first real job, quit, and got second real job
>got first fwb, but quickly lost first fwb as well
>sort of friends with ex, the drama seems to be over
>became an alcohol
lots of highs and lows. it was better than the previous 2 years for sure, but still shitty in many ways. hopefully 2016 will be better still, but I have a feeling it's going to make 2013 and 2014 seem like a cakewalk
>Got a new car after having to sell my old one
>Got into minor finance difficulties
>Started doing stuff online for pennies
>Tried to be more outgoing even if it meant just walking on my own at night
>Gave up my workouts
>CBT in the pipeline
>Took up soccer betting with mixed results
>Turned 29
>Gonna be spending Christmas alone with an ear infection
Really nothing special with nothing memorable happening.
>>25217781
I have everything except 1 and 6. Could they be related?
>got my first job that was barely a real job and got fired after 2 weeks
>alcoholic father starts drinking again after 6 years on the wagon
>finished last college and started a new one where I'm now an outcast
>made 1 single friend who is hardly a friend
>lost most of my friends
>still no gf
>tried to lose weight and ended up gaining weight
>first year I've ever thought of suicide as an option
>got better at the guitar
1/10 worst of my life senpai
Not well.
>>25220364
>>25220354
Yeah I guess I'm a normie. I don't usually post here, just lurk because I don't really belong on /r9k/ but I appreciate this little puss bubble you got here.
Just thought I'd remind you guys that my life is happier than yours.
>did literally nothing but sit in front of my computer all year
>sister died
fuck
>>25220640
How old was your sister and was she qt?
Failed normie here. I got dumped last December, got depressed and more socially anxious. I kind of grew apart from my friends when I was going out with her and now they have all moved on and I'm stuck at my computer every day. The worst part is I know it's 100% my fault and I could've continued on being a normie if I wasn't a fucking idiot.
>>25217881
Go back to /fit/ dumb nigger
I got better at Skullgirls
>>25217376
made decent grades but didn't have a social life. trying to be /fit/ and some of my hobbies like playing vidya just so happened to have a terrible year. I didn't play one memorable game this year.
>>25220638
>Just thought I'd remind you guys that my life is happier than yours.
Hahahaha right. Dont you have some 'water treatment' studying to do? Loser.
>>25221011
>Implying taking advantage of the demand for trade jobs so I can start 60k paying after two years makes me a loser
I bet you bought into the college meme, stay salty bitter neet.
>>25220270
If someone pours bong water on you, you beat the shit out of them next.
Note for next time bitch boi.
>Nothing memorable until June where I dumped GF from previous year
>Failed a summer class
>Started Sophomore year of college
>Began dating qt from previous year that I pined for
>My friend/roommate also got GF, but they have issues
>Few weeks ago, gf had some issues and left me
>Got so angry that I fucked my ex the same day she left me. Regret that.
>We got back together though and everything is fine
>My friend/roommate and his gf are having problems and they both come to me
>Friends issues are worse because his gf wants to fuck me and he thinks she's joking
>Left job because it conflicted with school and life
All in all.. 8.5/10 year. Would've been better if I hadn't failed my license test, never had issues with the gf, left work, and the whole roommate thing. Other than that, better than I expected.
>>25217376
Year of the year, every year!
>Started a new job back in January after almost 2 years long of NEETism.
>Entertained the thought about off myself during first week of work.
>Made it through and slowly got used to be back to an almost normal life.
>With time me and a female colleague get closer and closer.
>Happy to have a friend for once in my life.
>Got her Christmas present yesterday after work. First time in my life I got a present from someone outside my family.
>Actually looking forward to go back to work on January. Even this has never happened before.
>Lost about 7 kilos since January.
I do not dare to hope for an ever better 2016, it would be more than okay if it would be just as awesome as 2015.
I didn't grow a Jake Gyllenhaal beard...so it was shit.
>>25217376
>lost all my friends
>cant genuinely trust anyone
>cant even hold proper conversations anymore
>girl i had a crush on last year came to me and said shit like i need to see a psychologist because i look sad all the time and dont have any friends
>this kills the man.jpg
>self esteem literally cant go any lower
>failing my grades so bad that i will probably not be able to enter a uni here
>mandatory army training for 9 months if i dont go to uni
>cant even leave my house without getting anxious
>im the biggest dissapointment / black sheep in the familly
>mom is depressed
>never even talk with my parents
>literally dont even remember one conversation apart from necessary small talk with my father
>just wasting the days away
>time keeps on moving
>Christmass makes the sadness even worse
i want it all to end....
>>25217376
>still alive
>won't have the guts to end it before 2016
Not well.
>finished a-levels in germany
>mother forced me to go to prom
>worst hours in my life
>tried to get a job
>tired of living at home
>no job
>no future
worst year of my life
I had sex three times with one girl.
Could have been worse. I don't think I'm going to get laid in 2016.
felt like i went backwards desu
returned to being socially awkward, couldnt get laid, further distance between old friends
>>25224645
Didn't you realize how lame sex is?
I fuck like once every 4 months just to remind myself how boring it is. I can get myself off better and don't have to worry about her pleasure
>>25217376
>January
Got sacked from my job for accidentally causing tens of thousands worth of damage, claim bennies, slightly less stress, needed this time off work
>February
boiler breaks down, took almost 2 weeks before a friend of parents could fix it, night 1 I just wear loads of clothes. Night two i kick off the blankets in my sleep and wake up almost unable to breathe with hypothermia, travelled 450 miles to stay with uncle for a week. Got back boiler finally fixed, so happy.
>March/April
NEETing it up but money rapidly dwindling, actively searching for jobs but can't get anything.
>May
Finally get a job, but its going to be 10 days before I'm paid and I don't even have have gas money to get there, and only a sack of bland pasta to last me for 10 days, very low point in life. Post about this in a thread and anon asks me for my paypal, sends me some money to buy some gas/food with. My faith in humanity is restored. I promise myself I'll repay the favour one day in the future
>June-October
Life is very boring, but at least I can pay bills and buy food and have a little bit of spare money
>November
Seasonal Affective disorder sets in.
>December
S.A.D is getting a lot worse (at least the worst is over now) have no energy and feel terrible.
Some anon posts in a thread that he has no money for groceries, send him money over paypal, repay karma back from may.
>Post in secret santa. Sent more gifts to robots, and received more gifts from robots than everyone I know offline combined.
2015 was the year I realised /r9k/ is my family.
>became depressed
>got dumped
>things are getting a bit better now
>2016 is set to be stressful with exams and my mom and brother going for operations
Wife died, close friends died....such is life of a punk rock junkie...
Got a gf somehow. Aside from that, everything basically stagnant.
So, best year of the decade by far.
>>25217376
pretty shit. social life took a turn for the worse but i feel much more level headed about who I am
>>25217376
I guess as good as any other. I rarely go on this board, but I feel particularly alienated this year, what with me being retarded in my relationship, being confused about my frinedships and wondering if a life spent on the internet is what I really want. I don't, nobody does, but spending so much time on 4chan has changed me into someone who cannot communicate with people who are 'normal'. I want to change my life around, but I don't know what to do outside of 4chan, gaming and my degree.... I've become addicted to this motherfucker and I need help. Really.
>>25217376
most superbly to be honest
>found love
>studying what I always dreamt of studying
>got to live abroad alone
>kicked a few bad habits and things out of my life
>still not getting fit but gf likes the belly
Worst year of my life.
>dropped out of school for third time (trade school)
>started year-long useless preparatory course that is supposed to prepare me for trade school and help me find a trade I'd enjoy (no success)
>kept working extremely low hours at part time job
>interacted a lot more with online friends, going as far to send a few Christmas presents
>realised I actually really care a lot about these people I've never met and most likely never will which freaked me out a bit
>got diagnosed with depression
>took depression meds for two months
>stopped talking to the psychiatric nurse
>realized I might be bisexual (still trying to figure this one out)
I've been feeling better than the last few years but that's because I have friends now. When they don't talk to me I feel worse than usual, so I've probably become unhealthily dependent on them.
Not looking forwards to 2016.
>hospitalized 4-5 times this year for various things, including a panic attack so severe doctors had to sedate me and the inability to stop blinking every waking second for a week. Also, stomach problems for a total of 4 months.
>seeing a shrink soon, maybe it was stress all along? Doubtful. All medical tests negative. I just don't know anymore.
>now in final year of two uni majors
>got an internship lined up for the next 4 months
>announced marriage upcoming summer
I would say the second worst year yet of my young adult life.
>>25217376
Honestly?
Best year of my life by far.
I've gone from an anxiety stricken loser with no friends and no social life to a less anxiety stricken loser with a few friends and a bit of a social life.
For 2016 I plan on building on that, as well as trying to fulfil at least a few of these: getting a job, learning to drive, getting /fit/, kissing/fucking a girl, and getting good grades in college.
It was pretty shitty, but i'm sure it'll be okay some day.
I watched 150 anime titles
Not great, I graduated from college, but I couldn't find anyone to hire me so I'm working part time at a grocery store now.
I changed my haircut and I finally look like a decent person, became confident because I dont give a shit about anything anymore, got rejected by 10 different girls from june to october
>tfw cuck
>tfw my thundercock buddy makes fun of me for being a cuck
Should i just kill myself right away?
>>25225805
Sorry about your wife
What happened?
>>25227554
do it faggot, i believe
>>25217376
Pretty good actually.
>graduated with my bachelors in ME, only took me 9 years
>lost 40 lbs, almost have abs
>got a internship and made some money
>spent about 400hrs on the mat
>learned how to dress
>qt3.14 at work asked me to dance at Christmas party
>women are starting to acknowledge that I exist
I haven't got laid yet but things seem to be looking up.
Pros:
>finally stopped wasting my time going in and out of college
>working a decent job, making okay money with good long-term potential
Cons:
>still haven't made any new friends
>still a virgin (21 years old)
>still a fat fuck
Eh. I've got some of my shit straightened out, but I could have done better.
Shitty. Can you guys cheer me up with those pictures where wojak and pepe are best friends?
>Kept my job and got very good at it
>Made friends from coworkers and have a slight social life now.
>Hate two obvious chances of fucking but failed due to my lack of social skills
>Started working out
>Still a virgin
Better than most years desu senpai
>>25227823
sure thing familyunique fucking comment
>>25217376
In an image?
>another year of NEETdom completed
>>25228085
What have you read this year?
Honestly, tedious and boring.
Here's to a better year
>>25217376
2015 was 1/25th of my life, 2016 will be 2016th, they get smaller and smaller in perspective
>Moved into my own apartment, started university
>University is going pretty meh... Less interesting than I expected
>Made some acquaintances but still no actual friends
>Met incredibly awesome 9/10 girl online, got her to break up with her boyfriend and started long distance relationship
>Saw each other twice, lost virginity, made plans to close the distance and felt like a normie
>She became a completely different person pretty much overnight, acted cold and shitty for a month or two before dumping me
>Literally no reason to live right now
I-it's been a mixed bag...
>25
>never had a job
>applied to jobs but almost no one called back
>no friends
>stay on computer almost all day every day
>every year is the same
>>25217376
pretty shit.
jfmsup kill me
>Quit my job
>Went back to school
>Met some cool people
Its gone well thanks.
>>25218984
>get accepted into top-tier 3D animation school
fucking awesome, anon! Really happy for you.
>be NEET
>tired of living at home
>join military
>get paid to do little work
>shitpost on 4chan like when I was a NEET but now I can afford figures and Magic cards
7/10 it's ok
>>25227556
Overdose lost five people this year
>>25229107
OD on what?
Orig
Got dumped and now work every night. Towards the end of the year, I fell in love with a girl who seemed interested, but she only pretended so she show her friends private messages from the autist.
I hate 2015 I just want to score
>>25217376
I've spent the longest time contemplating suicide, and I wear that pain like a coat. In its own way, it's comforting, but I know it holds me down, weighs on my bones and grinds me into the dust.
>>25217811
>thinking that having a bitch to fuck will solve your life's problems
sonny jim have I got news for you
>>25217376
okay
2014 was utter horse shit, absolutely horrid
but 2015
>take break from study
>get a seasonal job
>save moneys
>get another job
>pays fucking hardcore money but have to move away from home and only get one night off a week (literally working the rest of the week)
>save more money than i've ever dreamed of
>come home
>sit on my fat arse for a while
>kick destructive whore of an ex girlfriend out of my life
>prep to return to study after a horrific 2014
>take holiday to Europe
>currently in Holland stoned off my tits on Christmas
2015 was fucking sick
Average to above average.
Pros:
>Graduated university.
>Had bro-tier, paid internships for the spring and summer.
>Got my first real 'big boy,' full-time job in the fall.
>Made more money this year than I did in any previous year.
>Got a new car, paid for (half by my parents as a graduation gift, half out of my personal savings).
>Kept in contact with a few friends.
>Got a new computer and some new furniture pieces (dressers, etc.).
>Got to take a fun business trip to North Carolina, all paid for of course by my company.
Cons:
>No gf.
>Didn't expand my personal social circle at all.
>The two stocks that I hold the most shares in are still shit (BP, F).
>I'm starting to hate my full time job.
>Didn't improve my body by much (skelly) over the course of the year.
>>25217376
>dropped my Atheism
>became a Satanist
Feelsgudmam.exe
Better than last year
Still pretty bad though
>>25229833
how's the fifth grade?
I got a job, my cat died, I was about to jump in the stock market but my car tanked on me, thankfully I only had to drop $700 and I should be back up to financial speed in february.
Girls at work flirt with me and I generally enjoy myself more often.
If it wasn't for my kitty dying I'd put this down as a decent year.
Decided that im gonna save money to buy an apartment.
I got my first ever gf i'm 22!
2 months and it's been going really good.
I finally completed a new years resolution!
Merry christmas everybody! We are all going to make it!
>Saved up about 6k (in us dollars, 50k in SEK) which should make studying a bit easier the coming years (I live in sweden so it is pretty okay)
>Survived a year at a callcenter
>went from major wreck to somewhat less of a wreck
>still haven't kissed a grill since early 2014
>Survived a short trip abroad by myself though
>took initiative for the first time in 3,5 years and actually asked a qt to grab a coffee with me
> tfw "hey anon, I am currently seeing someone so I am not sure if it would be the most appropriate"
>Oh well
>6/10 I guess
>>25217376
Shitty.
I am glad it will be over soon. Let the new year bring something else other than monotony.
>>25229919
Iktf. Kitten i rescued died a few weeks ago.
>>25225337
So sorry you had to get through this. I wish you that it get better for you next year. You deserve it.
>>25217648
>>25217648
You wish you looked like bateman.
>>25229616
What was the hardcore job?
I need one of those
>Started my first job out of college, pay is awesome, and boss & coworkers are pretty chill.
>found roommates on craigslist, they fucking suck
>got laid a few times
>getting better at guitar, but still too self conscious to play or sing songs in public
7/10
I should definitely count my blessings that I'm not some neet virgin, but a few things still irk me. 2016 will be better, I'm sure of it. I've got some big plans :)
Thanks for asking, anon, and I hope you have a very merry christmas.
It was an "okay" year overall i'd say and i didn't just sit on my ass but actually saw things moved forward on a significant scale, i stopped just short of reaching those few critical breakthroughs at crucial points i've been waiting for/working towards however though
>>25230364
Thanks anon. I think 2016 will be a lot better
>>25229355
Heroin was the killer but she got what she deserved
>drifted away from my childhood friend
>got some other friends
>became an alcohol
>got more into music and art
>got better grades
overall pretty good
I'm still a loser, virgin, and have no friends.
>>25217376
aight I guess.
Not the best not the worst
>>25217376
Worst year I've had since 2010. These two years will stick out to me as the worst.
Hopefully 2016 will be one of the decent ones.
>Getting med paperwork together for a wavier to enlist in the military
>Quit my job shitty dishwashing job in march
>Felt liberated
>Start working out
>Stop working out
>Saved up a good cushion of money
>Literally just sit in my room play WoW(private sevrer) and take kratom for the next third of the year
>Develop physical withdrawal from kratom after 2 years of constant use
>Spend a week of "purposly running out"
>Start working out again
>What do you know a kilo of kratom shows up
>Withdrawals completely reset;Back to Square one.
> Still no Gf, still a virgin. still no desire to go out and pursue one.
Hopefully My wavier goes through and i should be into the military and out of my moms house.
>>25217376
>came to terms with being gay
>stopped being depressed as a result
>started making slow but steady progress at uni
>made lots of friends
>started hitting the gym
>went fully independent on my tutoring job, making enough to sustain myself working few hours
>more confident and assertive
Had I passed a couple more finals and gotten a bf, it would have been a 10/10 year
Did fuck all, leeched welfare, spend a few grand on top tier booze and books.
8/10
still single
still a kissless virgin
still friendless
still jobless
still don't have the courage to end it all
>>25231547
happy for you anon
you're making it brah
basically become a full fledged normie in 2015 other than finding a job
>>25217382
Huh, same.
>>25231588
>robots think they're any better than Mexicans and blacks
>>25217376
I made gains and flirted with a qt3.14 in my class the whole year.
Early 2015 - Average happiness going down from 2014
Mid 2015 - Pretty depressed, better over summer, then a crushing event happened
Late 2015 - Accepted pain, a major change in life circumstances occurred, I'm happier than I've been in a while and I think I have a bright future (career-wise, I'm still a lonely piece of shit who can't make friends)
>>25217811
My sister's 10 years older friend seemed to be attracted to me at a party even though i'm a virgin. Too bad I passed out before we were able to leave for her place, fuck.
Lost virginity
but my parents lost respect for me
3-4/10
>>25231547
good for you faggot, enjoy it!
>>25231955
Are the two related?
>>25220197
Why would you want to go to Okinawa, people literally hate you there because of marines often chimping out there against the locals.
>>25217811
>all girls are repulsed by all virgins
>my
You're being solipsistic
>>25231880
Minorities are bro tier at the welfare office, we bum smokes of each other and discuss cons and bitches.
Well I might be losing my virginity tomorrow to a smoking hot cutie who's stacked. So as long as that happens I'll say this was a pretty good year.
kinda shitty. Fiance and I split and my savant uncle died. He was the light of my life. Introduced me to video games and shit. Battled depression for a while and almost committed suicide. Worked 2 jobs and school so I nearly worked myself to death. I think 2016 will be better. Some stuff is looking like it'll work out.
>Trying to get back with my ex gf (i dumped her last year) from march to april
>finally get back with her in july, everything was marvelous
>went to LA two weeks during agoust (i'm a mexifag)
>came back and she was totally different like she doesn't care anymore
>she just doesn't loved me anymore
>decided to dump her
>being depresed since and lost all my confidence
>became a robot
Worst year ever 2/10 desu senpai
>>25232014
?? confusion
>>25217376
It felt as if it hadn't happened. Like, I can't recall any major events in my life that happened this year, no personal ones related to my social life or work - just the Internet.
YEAR OF THE TAPEWORM
>>25232110
Are you parents disappointed in you because you lost your virginity? Like if you lost it to a prostitute?
>>25232128
Please describe your symptoms, I've been seeing weird shit in my poop and I'm not sure if it's from a change in diet or parasites.
Sat in room and accumulated debt as a neet
Became more depressed thoughts of suicide increased
Drink more heavily and frequently
Became more reclusive
Tried to kill myself. But failed
Go to doctors
She gives me antidepressants
Changes my life completely
I find a job, meet new friends
Meet 8/10 qt
Don't Tell her I have feelings for her because I fear alienating her
She tells me she is moving far away
Tell her about my feelings finally
She gets mad at me for telling her just before she leaves
Feels bittersweet
Spend my time reading and listening to music now.
Half great, half horribly bad.
The first 6 months were the last 6 months of my Peace Corps service, and they were the best 6 months. I had a great time in my village and with other volunteers.
Then I went home. I worked at a Safeway for a month and hated myself for working there. I was miserable. It hurt my confidence a lot.
Then I got a job at an awesome independent bookstore, but I was so bad at my job for the first month that it was embarrassing. This kinda fucked up my social dynamic at the bookstore, and I still don't have a great relationship with a lot of the people there. I like the job and love the store, but my social situation there isn't so good, though I did make some friends there.
I'm optimistic about the near future, at least... I got a 6 month Peace Corps position that I'm starting in less than 2 weeks, but I'm worried that when I come back from that, the bookstore might not hire me back. I'm hoping that I get a Fulbright position I applied for, and the advisors from my old college say I have the best application they've seen this year, but even with that I still only have a 1 in 3 shot of getting the Fulbright
>dog died
>failed all of my classes
>no girlfriend
>all of my real life friends stopped talking to me
>anxiety the worst it has ever been
going great
>>25229616
Welcome anon! You like our country? Here is some Dutch for you: "Opkankeren"
>>25217376
Traumatised over stolen cheerios
>>25232436
Is there a good story behind this or are you exaggerating?
Got some ass on the dance floor from a friendly 7/10 at a party. Getting further than I ave before, though still KV.
And a cute girl might be interested in me
Better than last year and infinitely better than the one before
S'ok.
Got promoted. Hated it. Quit. Moved. Brother got sent to a mental hospital or something. Started going to classes again. Passed them. Met a qt.
2016 might be alright.
>>25217376
>coworker/kindergarten friend randomly died in his sleep, only 21
>friend slowly died from cancer, 20
>only best friend bitterly ended our friendship because of that
>grandpa died
>banned and fired/forced to resign from my job I waited a year for after only working three months, because I wasn't good enoughand a girl
>did online dating since July, dirtied my sex history from 1 guy to 3 and got my heart broken by 8 guys
So it fucking sucked. Also today is the one year anniversary I found out my boyfriend of three years used POF to fuck random strangers.
>>25232515
how do you get cancer at 20, was he already diagnosed? did he roll around in radiation?
Overall 0/10 like usual, but at least I had some work and made some money this time
Still haven't got fat, still haven't lost hope entirely, so maybe call it 1/10
>>25232529
We don't know what caused it, it was germ cell cancer which is super rare
>>25232529
I knew someone who got developed cancer at 19 I think, albeit an extremely minor type that was easily removed
Ultimately, I think 2015's come out as a gain overall. I've reconnected with a lot of my family that physical distance had caused distance with. I've had some negative months here and there, and I've had a fairly pointless experience this month, but it's been a better year than it could have been thanks to the family thing.
2016 will be a year in which I selfishly prioritize myself, though
>>25232515
Ah beautiful to see some justice in the world.
Fuck you roasty
Had to get a bone marrow biopsy in January. Had kidney stone surgery in February. That consisted of a doctor shoving a laser into my dick. Ate a bad hamburger and spent a week in the hospital from food poisoning in June. Son died in October.
>>25217376
Shitty, i'm in the same position that I was a year ago. I have not acomplished anything and am now a 21 year old loveless manchild.
>>25233297
that's awful, man. you holding up all right? I lost my daughter in April and I know how you feel.
>started the semester at a new school
>made a new friend
>got a job I hated
>went to the islands
>regretted it
>got an awesome summer gig
>loved it
>transferred colleges
>hate the new school
>slowly getting in shape
>got diagnosed with anxiety
I'm glad it's over.
>>25217384
Holy shit, how much more underrated could this post be
