I'm trying so hard to fit in the real world. My mind is punishing me for it
>how do you stop paranoid and self destructive thoughts
>please help
>I don't want to feel these feels
>too young to die although I want to
I'm like you OP and reading helped me a lot. Not to fit in but to cope. Check out >>>/lit/
>>25215822
Thanks alot anon, I will take a look at these
>>25215838
Here's one more. Definitely check out /lit/, I find it really encouraging and makes me want to read more.
Good luck bro