What is it that makes me doomed to be lonely eternally?
No matter who I meet or 'befriend', it is always a hollow relationship, there's always some uncrossable distance between us, that although I may enjoy their company, prevents me from opening up and being genuinely me around them, I can never meet anyone who I feel any sort of meaningful emotional connection to, I don't know why, but it's a horrible feeling.
Just be yourself and you'll be drowning in pussy.
You may have also not met the right ppl.
>>25208602
Oh shit that's brilliant why didn't I think of that
You have to meet the right person anon.
>>25208636
>>25208677
>>25208602
listen to these guys op, theyre so right
>>25208677
But where?
What if they're already taken?
What if they have no interest in me?
>>25208450
I'm the same way, but I actually have an issue opening up to people.
I used to be the funny guy, liked to get laughs out of people.
Eventually that's all I was, I felt void of personality.
Much like a prostitute turning a trick, I would flip my funny switch and people would giggle and clap for me like the monkey I was.
Unfortunately that closes any doors for any serious discussion and I feel it left me emotionally stunted.
I have no desire for the pursuit of friendship or a relationship and developed a mean case of agoraphobia.
I cannot talk myself whatsoever.
I even had a former friend say to me once ,"You know, I share so much with you and you help me all the time but I barely know you. Who are you?".
