You'll get used to it, just practice

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I got raped by the lady next doors boyfriend when I was 12. My mom didn't want me sitting home by myself after school so she sent me over to our neighbors who turned out to be gigantic perverts. the lady next door would always try to calm me down to in some sick and twisted "good cop, bad cop" way just before the dude would have his way with me. Needless to say I have trust issues.

I'd socialise but it's so fucking fake and any questions about me as a person are cringe inducing as I try to dodge around how I'm a NEET loser who spends all day on imageboards.

abuse, trauma and alcoholism.

>>25202355
>bad acne
>yellow teeth
>fat
I never stood a chance

>>25202480
You told everyone and they got the death penalty and nothing bad ever happened again right?


>>25202355
It made you stink? Like shit? That's a fucking bummer.

>Molested by older sister
>Only person I ever told called me a faggot
>Scared shitless of women from high school freshman year of college
>Get some decent on-campus therapy
>Quit halfway through because fuck it, it's a waste of time
>Now I just hate women

>>25202725
>death penalty
Lol what? pretty sure they only got like 10 years.

>>25202355
>ugly as fuck with a skin condition
>girls literally hated me
>people talked behind my back
I just didn't have any female friends I guess. It's not hard to be a virgin when you don't have a single girl to talk to, let alone one that shows remote bit of interest in you.

>chubby
>nobody ever wanted to play with me so I just sat inside and played video games
>yellowed teeth and bad breath
>glasses (wear contacts now whenever out of the house)
>autistic anger issues
>abandonment issues
>clingy as fuck
>poor as fuck

>>25202822
Well that's good you weren't so shook up like "tell anyone and I'll fucking kill you and your family types"