>hardcore anxiety. not a moment passes that I don't feel physical pain from nerves and heart racing
>get drunk off vodka
>feel better for a few hours
>start to sober up
>literally want to kill myself as the agita returns
I hate my self and I hate my life
Don't we all m9
1. stop smoking weed
2. start lifting weights
>>25199901
1. I don't smoke weed
2. I can't afford enough food to exercise (I literally live off of $50 of food every month)
Is alcohol the best way to feel good?
get xanax or a similar benzo
i get etizolam mailed to me 30$ for 250mg
last me weeks
>>25199983
How do you get it mailed to you?
>>25200057
alphabay market
or any darknet marketplaces
>>25199933
>2. I can't afford enough food to exercise (I literally live off of $50 of food every month)
How? Explain how and why anon
>>25200094
Can reddit be used for stuff like that?
Go to a psychiatrist and get clonazepam
I used to feel anxiety like that 24/7
shit prevents general for no reason anxiety
>>25200130
no
learn to deep web marketplaces and bitcoins
>>25200130
There are actually a few subreddits with guides for this stuff.
>>25200174
I'm too dumb for that sorta shit
>>25200187
which?
>>25200106
I eat lentils, beans, rice, tomatoes, and canned tuna. This is literally all I eat.
80% of the rest of my money goes to bills, 20% to booze
>>25200345
that's essentially a bodybuilder's diet right there
>>25200573
but I only eat twice a day
it's not enough to bodybuild, I'm extremely skinny, borderline underweight
I dont really suffer from anxiety or depression or anything similar, but whenever i feel melancholy i guess you could say, i like to think about the universe and it usually helps a lot.
>>25201652
Play Space Engine, anon.
If you really want to feel the vast expanse of space.
