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My very attractive ex-gf left exactly year ago on christmas eve. I searched her up again online and I found her, prettier than ever. Through a computer screen, seeing her feels bad man, but seeing her IRL feels like a nail hammered to my chest. I have trouble forgetting her, even though I see lots of other women around. I should forget her since she's a dumb liberal slut, but still. I don't expect anything with this thread. This is just the only place to share my feelings. My pals are few and won't listen to my whining. Anyways.

>she continues her life
>i wallow in my past
>she's doing things i couldn't even dream of doing
>she's happy
>i miss her
>i jerk off to old pictures of her
>i can't let her go
>i try and try to find a purpose with little effort/result
>i try not to be the bitter loser i sometimes think i am
>when it gets lonely and dark and i fall
>i keep on going, wallowing, not letting go of the pictures in my mind or on my computer
>but i keep on going forward, slowly
>i realize, a woman won't help me get better
>being around people isn't enough
>i realize, i must find a calling of a kind, my lost passion
>i realize, happiness lies not in the bottle of beer or in the vagina of a woman
>it's a fucking hobby or better yet, a job

Get a hobby, get passion, get a life.

I want to start singing in a choir or dancing ballet or something.
Am I crazy, you dumb frogposters? AM I A MADMAN?

pic little related, she looks like her a bit