What does depression feel like, robots? I don't know if i'm just really sad or depressed
It feels like nothingness. You lack motivation to do anything.
>>25194927
are you sad, though?
It's like wanting to kill yourself but not wanting to die
>>25194995
depressed people kill themselves all the time, anon
>>25195002
yeah, but they dont necessarily want to die, they just dont want to live in pain. Think of it like this:
Youre trapped in a burning building, on the 20th floor but the fear of traversing through the flames to the bottom of the building is enough to make you want to jump. Sure, jumping means you die instantly, but it means not having to succumb to the agony of the flames
>Self destructive nature
>extreme feelings of all or less a large percent of time: anger, sadness, apathy, and loneliness
>use one or more coping mechanisms: self harm, escapism, sex (extreme amounts of porn), self-imposed isolation (being alone on purpose for long periods of time), drugs, or risky behavior
>thoughts of suicide
>low morale and self esteem
>bad sleep paterns
>hatred for world and self
>lack of motivation to do anything, even eat
There
>>25194914
sometimes it's this weird numbness where your emotions are muted, you know they're there, but they don't affect you. there's also the lack of motivation, wanting to do nothing but passive activities.
>>25194914
everything will feel empty to you
You can't bring yourself to do anything
If I get dressed to leave the house I'll stand at the door for a minute and turn back around
If I need groceries I tell myself that I can just buy them tomorrow instead
I'll look at the contact list on my phone and never call anyone, even if I'm planning to do something they'd like
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>>25195131
>>25195101
These are pretty accurate, OP.
I also have intense self-loathing despite everything else in my life seeming normal and good (have good friends, doing well at uni, etc).
I cried when I woke up today and kept telling myself in that I hate myself and then cut myself a little so that I would be more focused on the pain rather than my thoughts. Then I put on something with long sleeves and went to clean up my house because I had some friends over for dinner and games. It was an exhausting day trying not seem like I want to jump off a bridge.
Any of these symptoms, OP?
If you have to ask you don't know
>>25195243
cutter are subhuman faggots, next time go for an artery.
>>25194914
Is your apartment messy constantly and you can't even raise a finger to do the dishes?
Do you remember what it is like to feel happy.
Are you feeling hopeless and drowning
Are you tired no matter how much you rest.
Do you feel hungry but can't find a reason to bring food in to your face?
Then you might becucked by your own emotions
>>25196686
>Are you feeling hopeless and drowning
But what if there are rational reasons to feel like this?
How do normies feel if so? Do they still feel happy?
>>25194914
>What does depression feel like
It is the most acute sense of awareness you'll ever feel about anything in your entire life.
To be completely aware and coherent of the concept of ineffability, but unable to DO anything about it but KNOW about it.
And exist, until you die.
>>25194914
>Mentally drowning in some dark, dirty, stinky mud
>everything hurts
>conversation, if you are able to keep one up, are boring and empty
>the moment your mind goes numb from drowning you wake up again to remember your miserable state
>you wonder why it didn't kill you yet and think about ending it yourself
>hate it and everyone for being THIS incompetend to finish you off
>repeat
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