>it's christmas again
>no one messaged you
>no one wished you happy new year
>no one invited you for anything
>spending christmas and new year alone again
who /miserable/ here?
Literally all of those same things are happening to me + no money
I'm actually content. No relationships, not much material value. But I'm doing lots of secret projects and have had some validation for my skill/ work online, so I feel content with my direction in life.
At this point, I don't care if I even die lonely or not.
I'm getting high with my friend on new years eve. Never got high before, so it'll be a first. Plus I got a gift since my friends and I did a secret Santa.
My family was invited to another family's Christmas party and then again to their NYE party
My parents are going
Should I stay at home and wallow in my misery or should I go
