Can you pinpoint the moment it all went wrong?
The instant you knew you could never turn back and fix things?
Yes, 2 months ago. I can even pinpoint the moment when it started going downhill. January the 9th, 2009.
When my head left the vagina.
>>25193922
Probably the moment of conception desu senpai.
Never had a hammer blow I didn't recover from
But the no gf is killing me
5 years ago
>You have been muted for 8 seconds, because your comment was not original.
Yes
I asked in the group what time we were all meeting and they said 'not when you're there', everybody liked it and to this day I'll never know why the last of my friends turned on me
>>25194004
>>25194007
This. I've just had the worst luck with almost everything.
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>>25193922
>The instant you knew you could never turn back and fix things?
In March of 2009 I came down with a hereditary stomach illness. I was 16 at the time and had nearly achieved normiehood after putting in a ton of effort and going to a regional high school instead of my town's following middle school. My life fell apart. Couldn't play high school sports anymore, fell from fourth in my class to dropping out, lost nearly every friend, and my life savings. At least I ended up treating the illness down to nonexistence after 4 years of peeling back the symptoms like an onion.
Life is now okay(bare minimum), but I'm now haunted with 18 months of bliss and normiehood that I can't forget while my life stagnates. Maybe I'll climb back up but it sucks to know I lost my "youth" and all of the experiences that most people have during that time.
>>25194127
> I'm now haunted with 18 months of bliss and normiehood that I can't forget while my life stagnates
I know that feel, bro. However mine wasn't due to an illness, but rather my own stupidity.
>>25193922
when i moved to a different school in 2007
or maybe when my dad left me in 2004
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>>25194143
>However mine wasn't due to an illness, but rather my own stupidity.
What happened?
When an auditorium filled with people laughed at me, on HS graduation day. They showed the student photos, from year 1 and final year, side by side.
yes. I was 18. I'm 21 now. Life has only stagnated.
Early 1990 when my dad came inside of my mom.
Wen I smoked weed. Started a whole spiral and now I cycle on dope and suboxone
The moment I decided to stop high school because of severe depression.
I was top of my class and it just all went away over the course of a few months. I just couldn't bring myself out of bed to deal with reality. Perhaps I'm just weak and brought it upon myself. I don't even like to think about it. I'm just living a life of escapism.
a sudden shit to the brains and i broke up with someone i loved very much
(she did too)
cant stop hating myself for it
pissing away my future
>>25193983
Not a legit reason.
>>25194004
Not a legit reason.
>>25194007
Not a legit reason.
>>25194008
Not a legit reason.
>>25194011
Not a legit reason.
>>25194020
Legit reason.
>>25194127
Legit reason.
>>25194143
Not a legit reason.
>>25194166
Legit reason.
>>25194189
Legit reason.
>>25194248
Not a legit reason.
>>25194276
Undecided.
>>25194304
Not a legit reason.
>>25194362
kill yourself
fffgtvyuafaggot
I don't know how to properly end relationships with girls
>tfw always follow path of least resistance
>tfw don't respond to female mind games
>tfw just stop talking to and replying to girls after it's over
women hate being ignored after a break up, and hate seeing an anon like me moving on after a long relationship. my ex gf who was the second girl I ever slept with lied and called me a rapist online two years ago to destroy my relationship with my circle of friends after they rejected her after our breakup. worrying about what new people would do if they stumbled across it has completely stopped me from trying in life. I used to be an artist with a lot of output and I have created anything since this happened. I lost the best person that happened to me after her family found what's online and decided to not even ask me about the truth of the allegations and instead made it unsafe for us to see each other.
I feel like my life ended when that went online and my life after has just been purgatory. The worst part is having no one to talk about this with or even help me solve the issue. the whole thing has become depleted uranium.
2016 is feeling like suicide year.
>>25194552
>haven't created anything since this happened
>>25194362
I dub thee the most autistic man in all of the lands.
>>25193922
The day I went to school smelling like piss
When I was 14 years old
brain broke resulting in daily panic attacks, severe migraines and random physical ailments. Dropped out of school to pursue escapism and became a depressed NEET ever since.
Yup. February 2004. First year of university.
>>25193922
2nd year of High school 2004.
I could no longer stand the bullying, I caved, dropped out & hid away in my room for years. I still have problems talking to people because I'm afraid they want to hurt me.
I think it was summer 2014.
Before I actually had hope and was trying to improve things.
Since then I just gave up. And weirdly enough, I think I'm happier and more comfortable now.
03/09/2015
still hope, right?
:}
>>25193922
When I asked my mom why I didn't have a dad. She broke down crying and I had to console her without any emotion. I was 4 at the time. Worse things have happened to me but that was the start
>>25194466
You're obviously mad for being an ungrateful person with a "not legit reason" to be in your situation.
>>25194581
It's not autism to tell people the truth about their situation.
>>25198005
But surely you bonded with your mom over that?
>>25198317
It isn't a truth in the first place.
Dropping out at 16 and giving up on my diet.
I'm just waiting for science to confirm that reincarnation is real so I can kill myself.
>>25199036
>I'm just waiting for science to confirm that reincarnation is real
kek I doubt you'll ever hear this, anon
being born autistic (not the quirky introvert fake aspie autist kind either) and then raised by degenerates.
its too late for me senpai
When my dad got laid off and started working as a contractor. I don't blame him of course, but from that point on we moved every month or two. I've never been to school since the 4th grade, and pretty much educated myself on Khan Academy in the past couple of years. Haven't ever had irl friends or acquaintances of any kind for most of my life.
>>25194127
FUCK I know that feel bro, I was a robot as far as I could remember, but then I went on this NCS thing which showed and treated me with normiedom which completely skewed my perceptions and expectations. I was literally a happy/ satisfied robot but now I know how awesome normiedom is and I wish I could forget it to retain the little happiness I had.
